A track with guitar from 2016 and vocals from 2020

Hope

This lifes passes me by
leaving only memories 
Watch me wither away
this death comes slowly

'Cause *time is so fleeting
the way that we live our lives
'Cause in an instant
It's gone in the blink of an eye

When did it get so hard to get out of bed?
When did it get so hard?
When did it get so hard?


Fleeting

A 2016 song with 2021 vocals. I've been sitting on this version for years! It'll never be how I want it to but I've accepted that.

Conversationsss ('22 version)

To live is to hurt
To live is to lose

It's so hard to see the beauty
When there is an expiration date

To live is to die
So I need to live my life

All we'll leave are memories
See them dance among the leaves

To live is to hurt
To live is to lose

To live is to die
To live is to die...

Inevitable

my first official cover. i've had this done for a while but finally decided it was okay to post. enjoy!

Song Of Healing Cover

a little loop that i thought sounds like an arcade game over screen or something

Game over? (out of time)

The Looping Space

empire ants (cover)

conversationsssss

i can't defeat
my insecurities
they've taken over me
and now i know i'll never be free

i cannot keep this up
i think i've had enough
of pretending i'm content
with all my lament

maybe this isn't for me
because it's not what it seems
i see everyone else and 
they look like they figured it out

is it supposed to be
so fucking hard to believe
in myself
'cause all i've got inside me is doubt

i've split from my seams
trying to follow my dream
looks like i wasted time
trying to write about my feelings

i guess i'll carry on
everything's said and done
accept my mistakes 
and un-weave it all

christian

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