featuring @adam-vanscoyk @crowlyyy @lavaproduce 
produced by @lavaproduce and @whitecxffin

no lyrics cuz ion wanna 

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https://www.instagram.com/lava.christian/
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take my life with lxxiv crowlyyy and lava prod by lava and whitecxffin

Don't feel at home inside these walls
I don't wanna be here how did I get so involved
Sew my heart and you won't see me at all
I don't wanna stick around it will be my downfall
My downfall

I'm trying so hard to keep it together
I break down under all of the pressure
It's so hard when you go through this weather
Guess I never could keep it together

What do they want from me I don't know
Running round in circles they got me on my tippy toes
You're the only one that feels like home
Love it when you're here but I hate it when I'm alone

I'm trying so hard to keep it together
I break down under all of the pressure
It's so hard when you go through this weather
Guess I never could keep it together

Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong
Nowhere feels like home
Where do I belong

I'm trying so hard to keep it together
I break down under all of the pressure
It's so hard when you go through this weather
Guess I never could keep it together

prod. dead yami

keep it together

i should have stayed to watch you burn
i should have waved, didn't say a word
thought i meant something to you
i'm low-key tryna lose you

it's like you're a natural, you never cared at all
you drug me down into your pit, who ripped you out the deepest shit?
i did, why you try to hide it?
pill inside your pocket, why'd you make me try it?

i feel your gaze into my soul
in minute ways, i'm growing old
the pit inside my stomach
when you're in pain, i love it

it's like you're a natural, you never cared at all
you drug me down into your pit, who ripped you out the deepest shit?
i did, why you try to hide it?
pill inside your pocket, why'd you make me try it?

make me cry, bitch
why'd you make me hide, bitch?
spark up and get me high, bitch
you make me want to die, you bitch

prod. grayskies/bleachwings

i did

spotify

iLiner

Let's fucking go
I bet my corpse would look cute as a button
Either way I'll sit here and amount to nothing
So I spill my blood until I feel a little something 
Tell me would you kiss my corpse even if it was rotten
I know you feel it 
It's so contagious
The pressure's building in my head until it breaks in
I don't wanna see another day don't wanna make it
I just wanna bash my fucking head until it makes sense

And I know it's hard to date me baby
Dealing with my bullshit on the daily
And I know you'll grow to hate me
Kill myself and watch you shame me

bleachwings

I feel my mental breaking
Feels like the walls are closing in
You stabbed me right in my back
You think I wouldn't notice
No I'm not taking you back
You act like you don't know me
Bite my tongue and take my breath away
You said this was the last time
But the last time always begins the spiral down
You said he was the last one
But the last one makes me regret existing now
I'm smashing my head against the wall
Remember you said you'd bleed for me
But after the leaves fall
Turns out on the last straw
As if you would drawl a string for me

iLiner

Oh my god
And I know it's hard to date me baby
Dealing with my bullshit on the daily
And I know you'll grow to hate me
Kill myself and watch you shame me

prod. dead yami

cute as a button w bleachwings

ft drought n LeXanax Prod zombiebrainz10-54

SSSssllllaaauugghhhttttteeerrrMMmeee ft drought x lexanax

lyrics 

Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open

Day after day I cannot sleep at night
Put trust in you so i'm not feeling right
So hard to look away a pretty sight 
Girl you're so oblivious to the evil in your eyes
The skeletons inside my closet
Only come out when there is doubt inside my pocket

Go to sleep see the terror in my eyelids
So I wake up to a world so cryptic
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Razorblades hold my hand so tight
Cause you never could
Now you're lost in the woods
The sigils mark where you stood
Your blood and flesh stain my hood

Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open

Why are you so cynical
I can't stand this bullshit you're so hypocritical
Put me in my coffin
Kill me cut my centerfold
It's getting old
The skeletons inside my closet
Only come out when there is doubt inside my pocket

Go to sleep see the terror in my eyelids
So I wake up to a world so cryptic
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Razorblades hold my hand so tight
Cause you never could
Now you're lost in the woods
The sigils mark where you stood
Your blood and flesh stain my hood

Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open

Go to sleep see the terror in my eyelids
So I wake up to a world so cryptic
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Razorblades hold my hand so tight
Cause you never could
Now you're lost in the woods
The sigils mark where you stood
Your blood and flesh stain my hood

Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open
Just rip me open


prod
dead yami

rip me open

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgKSQwZoNms

Lyrics:

You're so consuming I see you blooming over me
You're so consuming I see you blooming over me

Every other day is just a breath I take
I'm so trapped in the life I made
I wish this could all end sooner
Reach in my brain pull out this tumor
Cause you don't know how this hurts me
I know I'm so reserved it's unnerving

You always like to talk
I can't stand it
Please just shut your mouth
So I can understand this

I don't wanna get up just to fall apart
You never saw me you just saw my scars
You told me just play my part
From the start
That it would be like this
I don't wanna go on like this
I'm always in the wrong and you're always so pissed
How the hell can we get this fixed

Get this fixed

Why did you even have to go there
I know what you think oh my god it's not fair
I just in this despair
As you got my head in your crosshairs

You're so consuming I see you blooming over me (in your crosshairs)
You're so consuming I see you blooming over me (sit in my despair)

I don't wanna get up just to fall apart
You never saw me you just saw my scars
You told me just play my part
From the start
That it would be like this
I don't wanna go on like this
I'm always in the wrong and you're always so pissed
How the hell can we get this fixed


prod: Dead Yami

music video

consuming

LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACTION! 📸

It's like everyday I just find a new frustration
And I been tryna find some hope inside the constellations
I need a new fixation withdrawals just gon make me anxious
Avoid the conversation
Take myself with the life I'm making

You don't get to decide my fate
Stuck inside this closed and locked cage
You don't get to decide my fate
Stuck inside this closed and locked cage

And I don't want to fall apart
Every single time you leave
And I can't get you out my head
Cause you're the only one I need
Oh no you got me down bad
All I do is think about all the times that we had
Need a picture need a note just something that will last

It's like everyday I just find a new frustration
And I been tryna find some hope inside the constellations
I need a new fixation withdrawals just gon make me anxious
Avoid the conversation
Take myself with the life I'm making

Oh my god
Peel the flesh right off my face
I can't contain the mortal rage
*this lil piggy went weee wee wee*

prod. Dead Yami

withdrawals

(every single breath that leaves my lungs)
(every single word that's on my tongue)
(i don't never do this shit for fun)
(do this shit so i don't grab my gun)
(walk away and hide your face again)
(i'm so lost without my fucking friends)
(i'd be dead if it wasn't for them)

your love foreign to me
i can't breath
but you can't see
know you're falling for me
you can't see
i'm falling

every single breath that leaves my lungs
every single word that's on my tongue
i don't never do this shit for fun
do this shit so i don't grab my gun
walk away and hide your face again
i'm so lost without my fucking friends
i'd be dead if it wasn't for them
wiping all my blood right off the fence
i'd be dead if it wasn't for them

your love foreign to me
i can't breath
but you can't see
know you're falling for me
you can't see
i'm falling

every single breath that leaves my lungs
every single word that's on my tongue
walk away and hide your face again
i'm so lost without my fucking friends
i'd be dead if it wasn't for them
wiping all my blood right off the fence
i'd be dead if it wasn't for them
i'd be dead if it wasn't for them

(i'd be dead if it wasn't for them)
(i'd be dead if it wasn't for them)
(i'd be dead if it wasn't for them)
(i'd be dead if it wasn't for them)

prod. myss

breathe

Stuck In A Bad Dream

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 💔sew my heart💔
⬛️🟥⬛️🟥⬛️🟥⬛️

withdrawals

iLiner

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