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𝙰 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚞𝚙 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗

𝘞𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘶𝘴 𝘣𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘉𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘱. 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴: 𝘩𝘵𝘵𝘱𝘴://𝘥𝘶𝘯𝘦-𝘢𝘴𝘣𝘭.𝘣𝘦/
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Artwork by @4kfairyfantasy
Mastering by @drgibby

music by @myentericplexus @duality6371209 @djsportium @djhristos @spaansekech69 @axemblem @trillosta @golce-dabbana @leop4rdi @lukasoppenheimer @taucontrib @k-e-n-a-iiiiiiii @jr_bst @umbra-abra @autism101

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Voices by @eolet and @gassenengel taken from Voices EP out on 13th October via @bea3trizzz

Created in collaboration during the spring of 2023, the Voices EP is the debut work of eolet and gassenengel, and the first EP in the Beatriz label catalog. The recording was born in a series of spontaneous reflections and refractions, in a free exchange of contemplations, impressions and emotions embodied in ambient, electronic sounds and experimental sketches. An important sign is that the authors met through the guidance of Beatriz creative magic and are inspired by the impulse of her energy to this day.

"“You hear voices, they are everywhere. Long enough, you listen to the soundscape around you, and you feel a growing desire to speak. After overcoming all the obstacles within yourself and forgetting for a while about the eternal drone flowing around, you break your silence. The silence, which always contains the possibility of sound, is suddenly filled with its presence, and you hear your voice, but you don't recognize it. Barely separated from you, the shimmering stream, divided into unfamiliar timbres, traveling through too dense or too thin air, suddenly resonates with other objects or fades away as well. What is said no longer belongs to you and reaches the other insofar as he sees his own reflection in it. The one who speaks disappears in the produced utterance, but the listener reassembles it and is also transformed by it. The agency of sound reunites the speaker, the utterance and the listener, a cutting off of one stream and the beginning of a new one. And finally, when the vision dissolves, you hear voices again, you invent language again and learn to speak, and the story begins again.”

gassenengel and eolet:
https://soundcloud.com/gassenengel
https://soundcloud.com/eolet

Cover by Cath Ltova
https://www.instagram.com/catherina__ltova/ 

Mastered by FMSAO
https://soundcloud.com/fmsao

eolet, gassenengel - Voices

buy/stream: https://johnobject.bandcamp.com/album/plead
written and produced by Grischa Lichtenberger and John Object

If there was something else that felt like this, it would be bought and sold as we breathe.

My Life, The Remix

This is not me. I am not a soldier in the Ukrainian Armed Forces, wearing my father's wartime uniform, on a laptop in a basement somewhere. I am an experimental producer.
but for some reason Russians want me dead, therefore
This is not me. I did not produce these wonders of soundwave, I did not mix the remix and master the masterpiece. I am a soldier in the Ukrainian Armed Forces, wearing my father's uniform.

But a heart is a heart and there are eleven hearts here and they are S280F and Grischa Lichtenberger and Angelo Harmsworth and Galen Tipton and sv1 and trngs and Sara Persico and Hwoaranng and Ludwig Wandinger and Ross Alexander and John Object. I am a file on their drives and they are the song in my heart.

The idea for a John Object compilation would seem obvious to some, as I really do know some of the greatest Ableton Live users to ever stumble upon this plane. I never had the heart to ask!

Ludwig Wandinger and Ross Alexander are two of my friends from Berlin, and they are, to date, the only people that made it their business to bring me to play in that blessed city. I played at 8MM Bar both times (that place is fucking sweet) at Salon Oblique events. Now, at this war, in what I can only describe as a gesture of love and tender caring, they called upon the geniuses of today to work on my work and provided me with an album where there could not be one. This is a remix compilation that I found out about only when it was already release-ready.

I really only could take one night off, walked to the nearest village, and my dear friend Andrii, a soldier himself, brought me my camera, and I titled the compilation in blood. Then for a month I worked on a .pdf booklet for the digital edition, that, really, tells the whole story.

I think this is probably the wildest, most advanced music ever to be released by a soldier in active service.

I can't adequately express the crushing magnitude of tenderness, love and gratitude that I feel towards every person involved.

Thank you S280F: https://s280f.bandcamp.com
thank you Grischa: https://grischa-lichtenberger.com
thank you Angelo: https://angeloharmsworth.bandcamp.com
thank you Galen: https://o0o0o0o0.bandcamp.com
thank you sv1: https://sv-1.bandcamp.com
thank you trngs: https://trngs.bandcamp.com
thank you Sara: https://sarapersico.com
thank you Hwoarang: fantasyfictionrecords.bandcamp.com/album/won-for-the-heart
thank you Ludwig: www.ludwigwandinger.com
thank you Ross: https://rossalexanderpayne.com
thank you Andrii for being the best friend in peace and in war.

This all happened only because Ross brought me to Berlin for Salon Oblique at 8MM Bar www.salonoblique.net, and then Ludwig brought me to Berlin to record with him and play at Salon Oblique again, and then because they cared about me, and because my friend Andrii brought me the camera and helped me find the right way to call this.

So much never happened, and so much never will, because of Russians and their deep-seated hatred of me, of everyone I love, and everyone Ukrainian. I am still at war and I am still under threat of violent death every day. Many people I knew and served with have already been murdered by Russians. I am just lucky.

Coming soon:
Limited edition engraved USB carabiner drive with Plead, .pdf booklet, and a recording of a John Object live set at Salon Oblique on October 18th, 2021, when the war seemed so very, very unlikely, and this existence was not imaginable at all. Ships starting November 1st.

And, lastly, https://alightineverydarkness.com

Cum/Blood (Grischa Lichtenberger Remix)

buy/stream: https://johnobject.bandcamp.com/album/plead
written and produced by Angelo Harmsworth and John Object

If there was something else that felt like this, it would be bought and sold as we breathe.

My Life, The Remix

This is not me. I am not a soldier in the Ukrainian Armed Forces, wearing my father's wartime uniform, on a laptop in a basement somewhere. I am an experimental producer.
but for some reason Russians want me dead, therefore
This is not me. I did not produce these wonders of soundwave, I did not mix the remix and master the masterpiece. I am a soldier in the Ukrainian Armed Forces, wearing my father's uniform.

But a heart is a heart and there are eleven hearts here and they are S280F and Grischa Lichtenberger and Angelo Harmsworth and Galen Tipton and sv1 and trngs and Sara Persico and Hwoaranng and Ludwig Wandinger and Ross Alexander and John Object. I am a file on their drives and they are the song in my heart.

The idea for a John Object compilation would seem obvious to some, as I really do know some of the greatest Ableton Live users to ever stumble upon this plane. I never had the heart to ask!

Ludwig Wandinger and Ross Alexander are two of my friends from Berlin, and they are, to date, the only people that made it their business to bring me to play in that blessed city. I played at 8MM Bar both times (that place is fucking sweet) at Salon Oblique events. Now, at this war, in what I can only describe as a gesture of love and tender caring, they called upon the geniuses of today to work on my work and provided me with an album where there could not be one. This is a remix compilation that I found out about only when it was already release-ready.

I really only could take one night off, walked to the nearest village, and my dear friend Andrii, a soldier himself, brought me my camera, and I titled the compilation in blood. Then for a month I worked on a .pdf booklet for the digital edition, that, really, tells the whole story.

I think this is probably the wildest, most advanced music ever to be released by a soldier in active service.

I can't adequately express the crushing magnitude of tenderness, love and gratitude that I feel towards every person involved.

Thank you S280F: https://s280f.bandcamp.com
thank you Grischa: https://grischa-lichtenberger.com
thank you Angelo: https://angeloharmsworth.bandcamp.com
thank you Galen: https://o0o0o0o0.bandcamp.com
thank you sv1: https://sv-1.bandcamp.com
thank you trngs: https://trngs.bandcamp.com
thank you Sara: https://sarapersico.com
thank you Hwoarang: fantasyfictionrecords.bandcamp.com/album/won-for-the-heart
thank you Ludwig: www.ludwigwandinger.com
thank you Ross: https://rossalexanderpayne.com
thank you Andrii for being the best friend in peace and in war.

This all happened only because Ross brought me to Berlin for Salon Oblique at 8MM Bar www.salonoblique.net, and then Ludwig brought me to Berlin to record with him and play at Salon Oblique again, and then because they cared about me, and because my friend Andrii brought me the camera and helped me find the right way to call this.

So much never happened, and so much never will, because of Russians and their deep-seated hatred of me, of everyone I love, and everyone Ukrainian. I am still at war and I am still under threat of violent death every day. Many people I knew and served with have already been murdered by Russians. I am just lucky.

Coming soon:
Limited edition engraved USB carabiner drive with Plead, .pdf booklet, and a recording of a John Object live set at Salon Oblique on October 18th, 2021, when the war seemed so very, very unlikely, and this existence was not imaginable at all. Ships starting November 1st.

And, lastly, https://alightineverydarkness.com

EU/Youth + Kiss (Angelo Harmsworth Remix)

buy/stream: https://johnobject.bandcamp.com/album/plead
written and produced by Hwoarang and John Object

If there was something else that felt like this, it would be bought and sold as we breathe.

My Life, The Remix

This is not me. I am not a soldier in the Ukrainian Armed Forces, wearing my father's wartime uniform, on a laptop in a basement somewhere. I am an experimental producer.
but for some reason Russians want me dead, therefore
This is not me. I did not produce these wonders of soundwave, I did not mix the remix and master the masterpiece. I am a soldier in the Ukrainian Armed Forces, wearing my father's uniform.

But a heart is a heart and there are eleven hearts here and they are S280F and Grischa Lichtenberger and Angelo Harmsworth and Galen Tipton and sv1 and trngs and Sara Persico and Hwoaranng and Ludwig Wandinger and Ross Alexander and John Object. I am a file on their drives and they are the song in my heart.

The idea for a John Object compilation would seem obvious to some, as I really do know some of the greatest Ableton Live users to ever stumble upon this plane. I never had the heart to ask!

Ludwig Wandinger and Ross Alexander are two of my friends from Berlin, and they are, to date, the only people that made it their business to bring me to play in that blessed city. I played at 8MM Bar both times (that place is fucking sweet) at Salon Oblique events. Now, at this war, in what I can only describe as a gesture of love and tender caring, they called upon the geniuses of today to work on my work and provided me with an album where there could not be one. This is a remix compilation that I found out about only when it was already release-ready.

I really only could take one night off, walked to the nearest village, and my dear friend Andrii, a soldier himself, brought me my camera, and I titled the compilation in blood. Then for a month I worked on a .pdf booklet for the digital edition, that, really, tells the whole story.

I think this is probably the wildest, most advanced music ever to be released by a soldier in active service.

I can't adequately express the crushing magnitude of tenderness, love and gratitude that I feel towards every person involved.

Thank you S280F: https://s280f.bandcamp.com
thank you Grischa: https://grischa-lichtenberger.com
thank you Angelo: https://angeloharmsworth.bandcamp.com
thank you Galen: https://o0o0o0o0.bandcamp.com
thank you sv1: https://sv-1.bandcamp.com
thank you trngs: https://trngs.bandcamp.com
thank you Sara: https://sarapersico.com
thank you Hwoarang: fantasyfictionrecords.bandcamp.com/album/won-for-the-heart
thank you Ludwig: www.ludwigwandinger.com
thank you Ross: https://rossalexanderpayne.com
thank you Andrii for being the best friend in peace and in war.

This all happened only because Ross brought me to Berlin for Salon Oblique at 8MM Bar www.salonoblique.net, and then Ludwig brought me to Berlin to record with him and play at Salon Oblique again, and then because they cared about me, and because my friend Andrii brought me the camera and helped me find the right way to call this.

So much never happened, and so much never will, because of Russians and their deep-seated hatred of me, of everyone I love, and everyone Ukrainian. I am still at war and I am still under threat of violent death every day. Many people I knew and served with have already been murdered by Russians. I am just lucky.

Coming soon:
Limited edition engraved USB carabiner drive with Plead, .pdf booklet, and a recording of a John Object live set at Salon Oblique on October 18th, 2021, when the war seemed so very, very unlikely, and this existence was not imaginable at all. Ships starting November 1st.

And, lastly, https://alightineverydarkness.com

Postkardashian/Lebron James (Hwoarang Remix)

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@herisse

https://herisse.bandcamp.com/album/alabaster

'"Standing Silver in Deep Rivers" is the first installment of the 2-tracks project “Alabaster”, by Colorado-based artist HÉRISSÉ. A soothing, yet rough and harsh drone track, featuring eerie vocals and noisy sound design, embracing the composition of the song.

As the second and final installment of the project, "Blood Cross" shares a strangely blissful atmosphere, with a melancholic aspect on the sound palette. Powerful and cathartic vocals add an antithesis between the rest of the elements, enduring a stronger bond of feelings that creates while listening to the progression of the drones."'

Alabaster out 1 Dec 2023 via @evo-natura

EU/Youth + Kiss (Angelo Harmsworth Remix)

John Object

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