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Kryptonite (Xebulon Remix) -  Purple Ribbon All-Stars feat. Big Boi

[LYRICS]

Sometimes I don't know why  
I feel this way  
Feels like I might  
Just fade / float away

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I get stressed thinkin' how I gotta live better  
The kind of life where I can learn to balance work and pleasure  
Think I can reach the goals I know are truly possible  
Just gotta guilt myself into being more responsible

But its the self hating, self harm holdin' me back  
I beat myself up, my mentals always under attack  
I gotta let up, get up, fess up and count my blessins'  
Every day so I can glow up and learn my lessons

If I can learn to show up each and  every day  
Work on my mindfulness and kindness - and even pray  
Always remember just to keep it light and keep it breezy  
Sometimes man I think that it could be soooo easy

I gotta slow it down - going slow is going fast  
I gotta start small - small steps take on the biggest tasks  
I gotta stop sayin "gotta" and just let it be  
Just let myself enjoy each moment as they come to me

And then I'm back - trapped by my own expectations  
Paralyzed by all the self inflicted pain I'm facing  
I forget that I'm the god of my reality  
My whole mind full of divine potentiality

I play the blame game, blame myself for laziness  
I lay in bed thinkin' "I should be way more ambitious!"  
And even when I'm winning think I should be winning more  
But the real way to win is to stop keeping score

Its time to  love and accept all of me, the good and bad  
I'm a good person a good husband and a good dad  
I am creative and abundant - and I am love  
I'm everything I need to be - and I'm enough

I won't forget that I'm the god of my reality  
I will embrace the paradox of my duality  
And my Imaginations the foundation of it all  
And my imaginations the foundation of it all

The Foundation

Hit me up if you want to play this track in your set, or want to collab, or just chat: jreed6@gmail.com   twitter.com/xebulon

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