Loveme Loveu (1Sadboii)

@820 coprod @sshinju
sing our song on repeat
its all i want its all i need
im numb for pain but you wont hear
novel scars theyll never heal
i tried to escape, held me down
but i was listed for nonsense
whos got the key to your heart?
i still repeat i dont know why

nosgov - water (mh shinju)

@gustavio_topman1 @tarozan

know i was tripping wow
but im getting better

girl i dont need you now
i thought we would be forever

why would you leave me out
i thought we would stick together

bae im focused on the money now
so you cant hit my line whenever

i miss the old me
getting it by lonely
they tapping now
running it up slowly
i was youngin
getting it for my ogs
i was a no one
and now they know me

dudes all on you i cant stand it
counting my vices its too hard to manage
i hurt your heart need a bandage
could tell you why but you wont understand it

me i dey here for you odo
you dey give me power

cover @gustavio_topman1

whenevrr (@gustavio_topman @tarozan)

@pw4prez
yea its fucking up my thoughts
feels like i do nothing yea its not enough
(yaa i need more tranq i need to turn it off)
i spread my wings and fly up like a fuckin moth
me and d9 dressed in black but were not emo/goth
made in france its expensive cloth
girll lets dance the way u hold me soft
 is it in my heart
is there smthn wrong
is it torn apart
baby im too gone but im still goin harddd :

yeah i think that it's almost over
i think i've finally found my closure
time can make it right
i've been on the other side
i think i'd rather hide
without you, i'd rather die

yeah this is not a phase, cant you tell that i have changed
over time we change our ways
you didn't see, you didn't stay
the image of your face
ima let it fade away
let it fade away, ima let it fade awayy

heart + sochi (kir sochi)

@1bleedinggrey

+ + +

I been doin better bitch 
ima trendsetter bitch
I just dropped a rack on a margiela sweater bitch 
These niggas got no jobs w no mf severance
I been goin crazy i got way 2much adrenaline 
niggas sleepin on me like they takin fuckin sedatives
Usin niggas beats but u never gonna credit them
I could care less abt sum niggas that im better than

I been down bad but im still the hardest
I been gettin money i dont shop @target
I be goin dumb bitch i go retarded
Everywhere i go its a red carpet
they cant leave me alone
I cant talk now bitch im w the bros
we been goin far lets see how it goes
I just get the bag then im takin it home
idgaf if they hatin
I just pulled up im w aiden
i been on the grind bitch u kno its not painless
s/o #nitecore thats the gang we gon make it

I just got my bands up i been paper chasin
I was fucked up thinkin bout the time i wasted
I was so lost I know I was so aimless
Had to run it back all the problems i was faced with
Like a blunt ima face it
Lots of broke niggas no relation
Want my spotlight but its taken
tryna be me replication

#trendsetter (grey)

Happy Easter🐰
@pyu @saig23

New UGG boots, on my feet
Feel like Aphmau, we on myStreet
Playing 2K, ball like me
She say I'm an asshole, damn I might be
We hit the mall
Me and Naki (@nakuyoo) run it up and then we ball
Aye it's crazy how she told you she the one
But when she got a problem, who she call?

They tryna ego me
Like bro you selling
I just came up off a pack
Flip it, and sell it
I'm in that AMG
With some known ass felons
If you wanna kick it with me
You best not be telling
Yea you can't smoke like me
Yea I get higher than Everest
I know she see where I be
And now she madder than ever
And bae come peep the scene
Have you ever been to Cali?
Cuz if you kick it with me
I get you righter than better

myStreet (@metapyu @saig23)

produced by @daylight_horror and me 😺

through the air i hear the sirens cry
born under a cursed star lost inside a black sky
wretched being yeah i eat the light
dreamless sleep
trapped inside
everlasting night

symbols i dont recognize
see them when i pierce my eyes
lace my cup i drink the sprite
if only for some brief respite

died twice but forced to return
touch me feel my skin burn
feelings that i cant discern
i guess to feel i dont deserve

static in the air body feelin numb
all alone on this trip 
no i cant bring anyone
trapped in a place where the sunrise will never come
standing outside in the cold
sometimes i be feelin dumb

starin at the floor my head is heavy but i got no crown 
rebirth cycle i die everytime the sun goes down
empty eyes 
eternal frown
my head is like a ghost town
im about to break down

symbols i dont recognize
see them when i pierce my eyes
lace my cup i drink the sprite
if only for some brief respite

died twice but forced to return
touch me feel my skin burn
feelings that i cant discern
i guess to feel i dont deserve

symbols i dont recognize
see them when i pierce my eyes
lace my cup i drink the sprite
if only for some brief respite

symbols etched into my eyes
im chosen as a a sacrifice 
give myself into the light
awake into another life

number (n)ine on my body
thirteen etched into my teeth
925 my silver all these numbers haunting me
visions of an afterlife
hidden somewhere in my sleep
you and me together is a future i cant see

cant look up at the sky 
weigh my neck down w chains
clear light hidden by the spirits falling with the rain
your pockets in pain
me n u are not the same
i can see the wounds 
but i cant feel the pain

symbols i now recognize
a bit too late i missed the signs
blinded no longer see the light
these symbols echo my demise

symbols etched into my eyes
im chosen as a a sacrifice 
give myself into the light
awake into another life


man and his symbols (daylighthorror + dirtbound13)

love everything and everyone around you, never take it for granted.🤓


1.colorofyoureyes(solo)
2._____(solo)
3.wherewestand(solo)
4.youchanged(solo)
5.baobao(nakuyo&medicate<3)
6.XoXo(nakuyo&shyness<3)

Loveme Loveu (1Sadboii)

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