Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5wa7LaS0o3DAz52A5ChxLo?si=9vjUdcNCSg2J0KADfAJF7g&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A74mau6tfAjwSwBaWL6sIjz

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
- soundcloud: soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro
- instagram: instagram.com/iambolboi

💜my socials
- instagram: instagram.com/alrunaxo 
- twitter: twitter.com/whatever_then
- discord: Alruna#2197
 
💜prod by Michael Warren
- instagram: instagram.com/xmichaelwarren 
- youTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCkct8rRTGLGpa_QOlJbPhEQ

❤️cover art imagery: instagram.com/gramsometimes

lyrics:

Help me understand why you do the things that you do
Help me understand why you make the moves that you do, now I’m talking to you

I can feel it when I walk in the room
The thoughts of last night on your mind can see from your mood
Say it’s one time but imma find that’s far from the truth 
Classified a crime then I'm gonna sleuth

I’m too antisocial for this 
Blow up my phone when I’m alone every time I resist
You know I know that you be lying you always slithering
No control and you be tying me into your sins

It was just a mistake you say
Acting like it’s something that happens every day 
Gave you two tries messed it up in every single way 
Gave you two lives you decide to spend em on the game

Now we kinda parallel, criss-crossed our paths now we falling through hell
You wronged in the past didn’t turn out very well
Ain’t first in class but I’ll still repel 
You can cast all your spells

Help me understand why I can’t envision the things you do and that’s with clear eyes
Tell me you gonna go fishing till you know there’s clear skies
Tell me you gotta be kidding there’s a better disguise 

I’m too stressed out to care
Unbelievable that you think that I have to
Take you back why would I ever have you 
If I wanted to then I would just ask you 

Hey, do you remember that time
We were at the party you were in the corner and crying
I said listen darling do you need a partner in crime
So you grabbed my arm and then we dance danced all night 

We went back to my place
Showed you my life and the songs that I made
Thought I’d make you my wife but it seems very vague now
Cos what we had is crushed and ruined on the pave now

Help me understand why you do the things that you do
Help me understand why you make the moves that you do, now I’m talking to you

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

understand why

@55depths

b-side of "si tu veux" 
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

doesn't this feel wrong?

lyrics:
think i fell in love
with a stranger
but it doesn't help
because you're not her, baby
i feel her arms around me
softly
tempting
unrelenting
and her fingers run along the jeans
you got me

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might
one touch
lit eyes
long nights
in her eyes
love lost
sometimes
let go
i might

i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends
i feel i'm pulling apart
at the seams again
i'll give you my heart
until the season ends

stranger (her eyes)

@55depths
@silentcxbin
@failure404
produced by me.
EP art by cxbin!

off of the COGNIZANT EP with silentcxbin!

lyrics:
(dth)
you think you know me
but you knew me
face it
while i'm lost in the darkness
and tracing my own chalk outline on the pavement
you must be dreaming
to think
that i'll take this
while i listen to you
exposing the truth in your own self hatred

is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

(epitomeoffailure)
i know you know that i can't stay
these racing thoughts have been
plaguing my brain
oh how i wish things would
stay the same
now i'm in pain
i have seen better days
i remember when things were simple
now every day just feels like a struggle
to know my place
and where i belong
when half the time
i don't know what's going on

(cxbin)
if i fall will i land?
well take me back to eden
place your bet
draw your hand
but still there never even

okay ya your walking now
okay ill just go on bout
don't wanna sit and pout now
don't wanna be around now

sell my soul
the scripture already written
don't think twice
but maybe i should listen
fucked up now
can't get out the kitchen
shoot at me 
got plenty ammunition
unload rounds in me
in my chest
keeps me down
from doing my best
i'm a stupid fuck
its all in my head
well that's what you wanted right?

(dth)
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

tough w/ epitomeoffailure and silentcxbin

produced by me

lyrics:
y'all wanna be me so bad but i already know
don't start with me i'm not into this shit i'll be hidden below
she let me hit might say fuck it and hit it again
i said shawty fuck it i think it depends
u said u wanted some bread i'll be making a toast
big gas on me would've thought that i stole it
u say u making some guap but i'm making the most
bitch i keep on stopping and stopping and going

i got a paper i'm keeping it rolling
u say that u wanna savor the moment
all of these bitches keep taking they shit but they don't even know i've been out in the open
got a bad lil bitch on facetime
we were just friends now my dick in her canines
i just be chopping at shit in the daylight 
homie been making some hits in the late night

she want my green like a fiend
ask for advice and i'll say that i'm never gon know what it means
i don't throw bands down for a lease
ran up a check in the function they fucking with me
bad chick playing with the tip like a stick shift
she ain't really fuckin with the shits so i ain't fuckin with it
i send 5 APs in a big clip
we ain't really gonna fold now ima hustle in it

somebody told me my ops wanna give me a kiss
mwah
going steady
wishing that i would be lacking but i never miss
hard to move forward ur holding me back
huh, lil bitch, go get a bag
i see u fumbling shit so i'm setting u up with a rag
u ain't really making no cash
i'm a drama baby but i can't be focused on the past
if u got some hate for me it's okay but i bet i'll match it

canines

im not doing very well, like at all, but fuck it we ball

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

there is no defend
i lost all my sense
i lost everything 
to reality

tell me
tell me whats in my dreams
im caught in between
it gets hard to breath
(bro she was like my ecstasy)

i need therapy
or else i won't be here in 2 years
you never even made a thing clear
if thats how youll be 
then ill let it be

changes
they make you faceless
the shameness you hide your face in
everythings down i don't want say shit
with everything down what should i say next

took my happiness 
no, you can't replace it
done with all these lies, don't you try erase it
took my kindness for a weakness
don't mistake it
 
now I'm looking at the ceil-

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

prod by pablo worldwide + jolst
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

you a lame get up out my face 
Worried bout my payment 
I just hit the bank 
I leveled up like everyday since
hell rain down, pussy boy 
I’m already aimed in 
1v1 when I’m alone 
I’ll leave ya brain dead,

I fuck it up 
could come in clutch 
if you need me
I’m tryna fly down to LA 
for da weekend 
we know he soft 
he not hard 
he act like cement,

He DOA 
I leave his body 
on the pavement 

new AIM 
just to walk up 
an then spray it 
woke up with a vendetta
on my note list 
I hate going out in public 
cause they’ll notice 
why am I so fucking anxious 
can’t hold it

a thermal scope 
on a SIG
Ima hunt for gold
I catch you walking 
in the road
you getting domed
you all alone
bitch I treat that laser 
like my arm
you ain't making it home
you MIA all along

life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

la vie suit son court

life goes on (pablo worldwide + jolst)

[LYRICS]
don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side 

said you’re running out of time 
you don’t ever wanna die 
well i’m crying 
all the memories of me and you 
dying 
i think that im falllin deep i’ll just dive in 
now im running from me i don’t like it 
i don’t like it 
what does it mean when you  powder your nose 
what does it mean when you take off your clothes 

don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side

FELL OFF

FELL OFF [Trace Unknown]

https://open.spotify.com/track/3IHmnBJ91XjitNSmGGa6Iu?si=71248ae8714d4b33

@imgeist and @iamvagrxnt remix
by me and @thrmls

torn - thrml and 01kon remix

start it up

prod.wixxy

Baby will you notice when im gone
Just maybe then you will hear this song
Did you love me cause you were alone
I hope I wasnt just a bore
Didnt want to, but i had to
Feel like a chore that you adored