this song really makes me want to drive a 2001 dodge dakota

//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

Watch/Stream: https://syncorswim.zebblerencantiexperience.com/

In March 2020, Zebbler Encanti Experience's U.S. tour was cut short by the global pandemic. As Zebbler retreated to Boston, Encanti fled the United States the day before Scottish borders closed to lockdown with his partner Catherine, on the wild west coast of the moody and remote Highlands at Eagle Rock. With the material world peeled back to expose the bare bones of existence, Syncorswim is a meditation on the myriad faces of love in a silent world gone mad with fear and loss. Each song is an emotional destination, a freeform concert created in the vacuum of a literal wilderness, performed for an audience of one.
 
Encanti revels in the authentic expression of live performance instead of relying as much on post-production editing throughout the album. All synth sounds on Syncorswim are cuts from live jams on the OB-6 analog synthesizer, bringing a warm and personal touch to the fabric of the production. Encanti also designed his own custom software, the Refractalizer, to create the granular textures heard throughout the album. The resulting convergence of analog synthesis and customized digital time-stretching gives this album a unique profile.
 
Zebbler created a 4K visual counterpart to each track, taking pride in personally recording all of the footage used. He set out to capture the landscapes and sensual morphology of America’s wilderness and heartland with his girlfriend Leah. The visual narrative constructed alongside the music production is a series of meditations on the strange beauty of our planet, from the smallest speck of sand to vistas spanning hundreds of miles and everything in between. It is also a celebration of survival and love … Zebbler proposed to Leah halfway through this trip, under the world’s tallest tree deep in the redwood forests of California. And she said yes.
 
Syncorswim is the sound of silence, and of stillness in motion. It has unseen depths and illusions that mature with repeat plays. Recommended listening is on headphones or a nice sound system, and with videos in high definition. For this album, the experience is intimate.

ZEE is an Audio / Visual experience
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Encanti
Visuals & Album Art by Zebbler
Handpan on “A Fixed Point in Motion” by Dan Mulqueen // danmulqueen.com

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Hope you enjoy my unofficial remix to Billie Eilish's everything i wanted.

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Everything I Wanted (Remix)

from "Demos for Me" 1990

I put on my makeup, tie my hair
Oh, it was selfish of me
To think I had a chance

I hang myself from the highest tree
Just so everyone can know I had a chance

(605) 114-1010 (demo)

Track from their album Beachgoer. The file this was sent to me under was named "04_08_2001.wav." I presume this is when they recorded it. An image of the newspaper headline for Steve's death was also linked.
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FTBhYLoWYAI34Ta?format=jpg&name=4096x4096

Hey, why do you wanna know so much?
About me? I'm just like you, except I want
And got to be

And why do you wanna know so much about me?
I'm not that special, promise, you
I'm not the special

Hey, why do you wanna know so much?
About me? I'm just like you, except I lost
Hold myself, not to be

And why do you wanna know so much about me?
I'm not that special, promise, you
I'm not that special

Daisy’s at work, I’ve studied the male anatomy and now Stephen Dales is dead

Aberdeen Dream Sequence

Dropout Season (demo)

Quit wasting your time looking for somebody else when she's right there
Boy, when I'm gone, you'll think about me all the time, I know
Keys locked in the car, pictures of David Ortiz on the wall

And I came to watch my husband play, now I'm playing a dangerous game

Good luck trying to catch me if you're still gonna talk to me like I'm seventeen
No more, he fucks like he wants me
Left cuts on the side of his face with the rest of me

David Ortiz Pillbox

Hair in your face, boys in your phone
And you say they all look just like me?

Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair

Got nothing to do, spent my birthday on gas
Had nothing to eat so I put it in the past

Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair

Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair
Stop reading the newspaper and dye your hair

Sweet / Dye

Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever

Got ten dollars ripped up in the sand, my sister's wedding gown, and that fake television band that's north of Watertown
Buying those cigarettes you like when you're not around
And I smoke them all over my clothes

I'm pretending that you're still my friend
I didn't fuck it up but I'm sorry often
I'm the reason you're not talking
I bite down, I bite hard, but it's not enough
No, it's too much

Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever
Not now, not ever

For Miles

Oh, I see everything, they tried to take him
Something that's not yours
Peeling a tangerine - flash bang
Pretend world turns on me, the real world turns on me

The people take my heart out and it's not my story anymore, it's not my story anymore
'Cause people take everything
Even the one you love

In my dreams I see you leaving
The world will open up for me

No Control

But we both know - if I could make it back, I'd do it in a heartbeat
But we both know - I don't have a job, I don't have the money

(It was either pay you now or owe you later, I guess money never meant that much to you)

I'm at your bedroom door - I just wanna talk, I don't wanna suck your dick tonight
I'm at your bedroom door - we can talk it out like we did when you were 29
And I was...
And I was...
And I was...

I want your money. I want your money. I want your money.
I want your money. I want your money. I want your money.
I want your money. I want your money. I want your money.
I want your money. I want your money. I want your money.
I want your money. I want your money.

Buy/Save

Stand Up Donor

I wiped out the city in time so we could spend the day
You should know you're playing a dangerous game

He said that, out of all the girls, that I'm his favorite
And he knows that - I can never tell when he's lying or telling the truth

He pats me on the back but I wish he was touching something else
The bed was big enough but he's sleeping with somebody else
In my dream, we bought every house 'til the city was ours
And the stars wrote our names while we slept on the yard

And the stains on my jeans as you leave me in the dark
Just tell me what to change

And all the things you said to me - at sunrise, were they true?

He said that, out of all the girls, that I'm his favorite
And he knows that - I can never tell when he's lying or telling the truth
In my dream, we bought every house 'til the city was ours
And the stars wrote our names while we slept on the yard

And the stains on my jeans as you leave me in the dark
Just tell me what to change

Vulture City

Even when they lie, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)
Even when they leave, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)
Even when they forget, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)
Even when they neglect, I love my friends ('Cause I know they have to)

He gave me hope, I fell in love (And I thought I was the only one)
I wiped my tears and drank the blood (And I thought I was the only one)
The summer's brutal in Arizona (And I thought I was the only one)
I'm fine with burning as long as I got to know you (And I thought I was the only one)

I Love My Friends

Qualia [tape]

this is a cover i did of one of the tracks off the new album from oneohtrix point never that came out this year. i recommend checking out the original because it is very good: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6iKPkxfljBY

download: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ing1jjd3kwr6c9n/Lost%20But%20Never%20Alone%20%28False%20Noise%20cover%29.wav?dl=0

Daisy’s at work, I’ve studied the male anatomy and now Stephen Dales is dead

venturing

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