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@p7e  and corpse disposal @corpse-disposal

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lyrixx
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hurt me so bad 
in every worse way
but you’re actions is killing me
every fuckin day 
the drugs that you take
the K to the face 
when we all die 
will it all be erased?
oh how you hurt me
i love the way i bleed
lick the scars on my body
the sounds of you steady rotting 
pin me
bite me
do me so bad 
wanted everything that i had
oh it hurt so bad
the last cut was so bad 


last night….
another relapse….
i jus wanted everything to just go back
wanted everything to go back


steady lying to yourself sayin youll get help 
every single day you wake up 
a ghost in a shell
relapse another cut
i cant help but fuck it up
i cant help but make myself really wanna throw up 
i make myself so fuckin sick
its not my fault i told you i was toxic 
blow my brains on my walls
no ones to clean it up
i cant ever stop i swear im so stuck up

I fell in love with the pain i inflict onto myself

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DC SHOES & SKINNY JEANS + ORYX  [BUUHGUUL]

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show the world i'm sick now everybody already know LOL

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i smoke it to the brain idgaf
and i jus poured another shot in my liquor cup
im sorry if u missed me
i jus bought a pair of shorts on 5th street

im bouta put the chain on
suddendeath what it say on it
likee while my swagger getting stolen
i made da beat if u didnt noticeee
im rockin jeans and im sippin soda
slippers on my feet like im getting older
hop up out the bed like my name is soulja
im smokin trees i got paranoia

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6mg im stuck
i just robbed the plug
crushing k up on my phone
idgaf
bitches rlly wanna fk
they cant get a touch
see my ass on tv
tmz I'm posted up

scarekrow: 

It’s a gnarly party jumping on the furniture 
Skinny jeans and hooded fur
Scarekrow posted but I’m going 
far 4x
I don’t give a toss, oi mate!
I don’t wear Hugo Boss 
I wear Prada to walk, aye
I wear Prada to watch, aye
Rolling scarekrow crop, aye
I’m watching bodies drop
I stay 10 down 100%
I just want guap, he just want sex
Bitch im done im like who next 
He’ll yah, me and Techno in field we just casts hex
Demons fucking everywhere 
Damn I feel it in the air
I know that this life ain’t fair


me:


6mg im stuck
i just robbed the plug
crushing k up on my phone
idgaf
bitches rlly wanna fk
they cant get a touch
see my ass on tv
tmz I'm posted up

ur bitch she jiggy with it
idgaf I'm wit it
all these drugs I cant get thru
i just wanna b with u
i just wanna fk on u
im so emo see my bones
dxm inside my coke
oops I got a bloody nose
Addys w my best friend Ivey
Im posted up cant find me
i like orange juice 
sippin hi c
kill me dead like when u find me


6mg w/ scarekrow

TRICKSTER'S LUCK

BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA + MATEO

u text me when he hurts
“you okay?”
been here before
a damaged door
i see you more
in my dreams
than before
i miss you more

do u realize how u hurt me
more than i have ever hurt you
always blaming never owning
life keeps going never atoning
im a target just keep aiming
hope u get me im not naming
stick to framing falsely claiming
ill wait ill b painting

saudade

@corpse-disposal 

im sorry mom
ill add lyrixx later

mothers daughter

sharpen your words to cut me down
our whole is just a piece now
a piece that i hold onto
a piece that you ignore
i never felt this love before
without you here this lifes a bore
lets make this life into something more
baby i know you still feel it
fuck your man ill keep a secret
fuck your man ill scalp and beat him
my vessels full of demons
and scars that are never healin
youre the only thing that im ever feelin
every thought in my mind youre stealin
run around my mind everytime that im coked up
i been poppin pills poppin pills till i throw up
nose bleed so i use the other nostril
drank it all so i buy another bottle
they said i couldn't sniff it all its impossible
so i showed them how i live and its awful

all i have left is regret and drugs
shawty wanna fuck keep sayin that im handsome
hurts the soul when youre abandoned
i wish i could fix our love with a bandage
on my own and i cant manage
hate this need another Xanax
patience i dont have i cant stand this
tryna get u back but im failin
im so lost baby could you share your thoughts
my hearts in chains the keys are lost
could my words ever be enough

aimee baby i know that you still love me
open up my everything but you dont want nothin from me
go and break mutilate me
my heart is never changing
your words are always scathing
in your memory im bathing

you already chose another
he doesn't love you he will leave you for another
remember all those late nights that we spent in the months of summer
i will decay right coz i hate this life its such a bummer

i have nothing
drugs until i forget that you loved me
cocaine ketamine in my nose it stay stuffy
since youve gone these drugs theyve consumed me
i had a dream once that youd choose me
and now im dying u dont even care
i miss when u were there
i miss your comforting words and your loving stare
but what it feel it doesn't matter
because you decided to end our chapter

heart in chains (luvhex)

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