suicide pact pt 2
self prod

suicide pact but u backed out
angels all around me
i can see them frowning:(
tried to it once
god bring me just sum drugs
i just wnt a fkin hug
can u pls give me it all
give it all
give it all

turn the bass up 4x 
candle lights on the vigil
turn the bass up
stg i was faithful
turn the bass up

turn the bass up 4x 
candle lights on the vigil
turn the bass up
stg i was faithful
turn the bass up

failed suicide pact

nights like these w/ k1lltr4sh

prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
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we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do

black dress 🎀 🐇#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 *MV OUT NOW IN DESC*

prod- https://soundcloud.com/lowpowerr?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

man1c
baby i just wanna love you dont go 
i just want you to be there at my show 
wanna see your face lit up in the glow
feel your hand in mine when the lights get low

and if the crowd fades and the lights all die,
would you still be here or just say goodbye?
cause id trade the stage and the cheers that grow
just to have your heart, not just your shadow

every night, its your name in the crowd
but i dont know if your here or just loud
i fake a smile, take another bow
hoping youll be waiting when i come down

but the lights fade fast and the room feels cold
and your silence hits harder than gold 
i built this dream bit its taking its toll 
cant tell if its real or just for the show


so if you hear now dont walk away
i gave you every note i couldnt say
been bleeding on this stage just to make you stay
dont let our song just drift away

i kept the lights on hoping youll come threw 
sang every line like i still meant you 
but the stage feels cold when your not near
and i whisper your name just to feel you here 

i dont know where you are tonight 
but it still feels like ur by my side
i trace your memory in every line 
hoping one day youll call it mine

baby i love you...

reject (xgateora)

Produced by @p6inkillr

Lyrics:

I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me,
I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me,

Take me back,
Take me back to when it was just ok,
Take me back,
Take me back to when I was ok,

I'm holding, all on,
Don't know if I can "Just go on",
Been trying way too long,
Don't care what all you want,

Why don't you fucking care,
I show the signs but there's,
No one else for me out there,
Its not fucking fair,

For me,
When only,
I need,
My peace,
Dying,
Real slowly,
Thank you,
For nothing,

I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me,
I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me.

you wont | (prod. p6inkillr)

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feat. @xxcrush
mixxed by me n crush master by meeee

you dont ache like i ache

lyr:

@misalivee
bitch like watch me fall apart 
forget like all i said 
i just wna get it out 
think im better off dead
and i keep on getting fucked
i just want it and ill cut 
forget like all i said 
swear that she dont give a fuck

and bitch i swear to god i wna die 
i dont wna see it killed myself 100 times
dont wna try let me get out 
dont hit me up im like not a shadow


@xxcrush
And Like I’m not a shadow
Why is everyone so shallow 
 how is this gonna work if I barely care about myself
I need help
This remind me of a dream 
it’s been way too long 
Tryna figure out tha cost of it 
U could rip up my whole world to bits
Oh my god
2 lines on my iPhone 
Ima forget this im so goneee
This feels wrong like I know 
please just keep on holding on
Cus I won’t ever stop

just watch me ++xxcrush

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You walk into your local E-bodega and your cyber swishers are out of stock, cow-bot securitron #BFA9 & #EL2 are staring you down but you're not even gonna download a car. Your AI waifu is is in need of holographic tampons and at this point you can't even feel your iFace. What do you do?

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