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This track has been reuploaded for archival and preservation purposes.

The track is currently deleted/unavailable. Original artwork has been salvaged. Part of the archival project 'Sarajevo', that began on the 11th of April, 2025. (Internal)

Edited the text the 15th of May, 2025, @ 07:34

Uploaded on the following account:
@1lav

SURROUNDED - lavendr

tell me what u need

SPOTIFY

tell me what u need + peacexo

birthday drop

production:
https://www.instagram.com/imxofilo

artwork:
https://www.instagram.com/mitsvne

I’m my own bitch, never let a label sign me
Chillin’ in the stu in my panties and a white tee
Got my wrist froze like Elsa, I’m so icy
Don’t try to cuff, I’m not tryna be your wifey
Bitches get mad, ‘cause they can’t do it like me
Sippin’ on that codeine, mixed with the Hi-C
Pull up in that rover and I look so kawaii
And my ice cost more than your wardrobe
Shawty wanna eat me out just like Fro-yo
Don’t know who to trust, gotta go solo
Bro talkin’ shit, hit em with that noscope
Countin’ zeros, I be laughin’ to the bank
Your life a joke, I be laughin’ in yo face
It ain’t my birthday, but I got all this cake
Keep my circle small, bitches are so fake
Filo too thick, you can see it when she walk
Double D’s sittin’ pretty in a white top
They wanna be my friends, but I’m not tryna talk
Bitch talkin’ shit about me, but she a chop
All these bitches are my daughters, tho I ain’t a mom
Took a trip to Tokyo and made the city pop
Rich bitch in the house, I done made a lot
Broke bitches hate on me, go and get a j*b

all plats

white tee

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!! !disclaimer or wtv
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

text me (feat. varxy)

Credits:
@1lav
https://soundcloud.com/gutzxx
https://soundcloud.com/pixelhood

lyrixx soon <3

PICTURESQUE

PICTURESQUE +GUTZXX [PIXEL HOOD]

Look Back w/Luvhex (Pearlblade)

kiss

PICTURE ME SINK IN MY TEETH [PIIXIE]

mix by me 
prod takuori 
master by me 

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i dnt think i need anybody anymore 
she gave my <3 omg (ima kill tht whore) 
u saw urself in the mirror now ur crying in disgust :p 
y would i lie i only want it to be us 

y dont u cry4me 
idc if ur bleeding 
it makes it so much better cuz ur hatred its jus seething xD 
ih8 everybody 
they always murder me 
they always murder me 
they always murder me 

bby its so messed up bby im so paranoid 
do u like the feeling ik u hate it ur jus a ploy
bby its so messed up bby im so paranoid 
throw me away cuz im just a toy

then the beat detunes and i say shit idk 


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cry4me <3 (takuori)

come get ur get back

new account, old one deleted at 6k with blue check
FOLLOW MY NEW INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT @ 03OSCX

text me (feat. varxy)

03osc

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