💎 a masterpiece. honestly words don't do it justice.

Lyrics:

Looking out the window
watching the rain drop
drank another bottle
where'd it all go wrong?
feeling so hollow
where's everybody gone?
nothing hurts like the sorrow
when all said and done (x2)

and it hurts like hell
just to act myself
but i do it so well
for everybody else
its fine they dont need to know
why try when everybody goes

dont feel okay at all
watching my tears fall
im goddman miserable
i just wish you'd call

Looking out the window
watching the rain drop
drank another bottle
where'd it all go wrong?
feeling so hollow
where's everybody gone?
nothing hurts like the sorrow
when all said and done (x2)

don't wanna wake up tomorrow
surrounded by these empty bottles
100 pills on my bedside counter
10 lines of cocaine powder


Looking out the window
watching the rain drop
drank another bottle
where'd it all go wrong?
feeling so hollow
where's everybody gone?
nothing hurts like the sorrow
when all said and done (x2)

Looking Out The Window (prod. nevrfall)

This is a song about personal mental health struggles and trying to learn from mistakes.

Crash Landing

check out cinniepop :) https://soundcloud.com/user-344070600

lyrics:
am i just expendable?
so easy to leave behind?
oh how its painful
everyone walking out my life

look at me im unstable
keep on rocking side to side

its so hard to speak my mind
when youre always playing the victim
do us part, i guess you were right
cos half of me is missing
its so hard to say im fine
when its always me they're leaving
tired eyes and numb inside
remind me why im breathing

it all just keeps crumbling down
there's always something else
last sense of hope is gone now
dont think i can climb out this hell
watching me bleedout
the worst pain that i ever felt

​Cineraria:
I cried until my lungs heaved
Begging for something to change
'Til death do us part, well I guess
I've died and you're still living

I'm sorry I made it all about me
I shouldn't have dragged you along
I just thought I loved you, I guess
But I couldn't have been more wrong

Couldn't have been more wrong
Sorry you always had to take the fall
I'm sorry I'm so far gone
Knew you were done when you said

Remind Me Why I'm Breathing (feat. Cinniepop)

Shoutout to @blospar for the fire feature on this new style I went for. Definitely turned out amazing!

Legend feat. Blospar (prod. Rama Low)

morning

Lyrics 

Tell me what u get into 
We should go to shinjuku 
Can't focus on bad juju 
Left me in a genjutsu 
All black fit on me 
Yeah this shit is to offical

Tell me what u get into 
We should go to shinjuku 
Can't focus on bad juju 
Left me in a genjutsu 
All black fit on me 
Yeah this shit is to offical
Won't let u trick on me 
Need to make it double triple 
Might just keep a stick on me 
They can't ball they double dribble
I've been smoking gasoline 
Make it disappear like it's sorcery 

My heart always gonna break 
Maybe I could make you wanna stay
(Make you wanna stay)

Tell me what u get into 
We should go to shinjuku 
Can't focus on bad juju 
Left me in a genjutsu 
All black fit on me 
Yeah this shit is to offical
Won't let u trick on me 
Need to make it double triple 


Shinjuku (prod irisv)

written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by Dreamsi 

produced by Dreamsi 

© Shipwreck City Records 2024, all rights reserved.

go back to sleep (prod. Dreamsi)

lyrics:
im feeling naseous
to the thought of it
like im about to be sick

im going crazy
Like baby
how could you do what you did

i dont think nothing hurts me more
than the secrets you keep
didnt you once, in your thoughts
think "maybe i should tell him"

and you acted like i was dramatic for the things i said
when everything happened, what i saw in my head
i was too naive to believe that for once it wasnt  me
you're to blame, you made my heart break and ill say it again

zbee:
Keeping secrets from me 
It’s not funny 
But I see why sometimes 
I really hate to be 
As some see 
But I’m living a big old lie 
I hate conspiracies 
But there’s something 
That I just cannot deny
And I’m patient 
But Satan 
Is somewhere in my mind 

Throw it away 
for pocket of change 
and a secret is kept 
Was it worth the trade
Now our trust has faded 
And we’re left here and wept 
Both alone and hated 
With one who faked it 
And one who done misstepped

Secrets (feat. zbee)

@1neverless
@cvrnage
@whiispr
@seventymythical
@snowyheart-916782396
@punkazplaya
@alex-thomas-fox

lyrics:

neverless:
How could I have not known about this 
It’s always all my fault 
Feels like you’ll leave me behind 
Please don’t leave me behind 
Please don’t leave me to die 
Promise me we’ll be alright 
Tell me you’ll be fine 
For the thousandth time 
For the thousandth time

I’m so sick of the lies 
You look me dead in the eyes 
Tell me that u care 
Then just leave me behind 
Lie to me just one more time 
Watch the tears fall from eyes


cvrnage:
I can't do it on my own, so keep on hitting up my phone at night
You keep on fucking with my mind, you keep on fucking with my life
And that's alright because I'm gonna take it all
You can break away my ladder but don't be surprised when I fall
I don't get attached, 'cuz it always ends up bad
Can't remember any days that I wasn't that sad
Is it bad, is it wrong? I don't really wanna know
I got way too much pain that I never wanna show
And it's alright to me, cuz I can't let you fight for me
At least I did it rightfully so
I can't let you go
Aye, you let me go but I don't wanna go
Everytime I fall asleep I just know that I can't cope

whiisp:
how can i still get closure
you ripped apart my flesh like a vulture
7 months and i'm still not sober
swear julys never felt so cold its

haunting
i feel like a zombie
gettin stuck where the dead and the gods meet
dark tint think i'm late to party
off an oxy think i miss it hardly
starving
you had left me starving
prolly stoned passed out in the audi
saw the number why you always fuckin calling
know you want me you made it fuckin obvi

seventy:
and ill never be sober again,
1 perc 2 perc, floatin in the wind,
giving you a chance cuz i always win,
oh thats yo girl? no thats my bitch

pullin out the lot skrr skrr on these motherfuckers,
diamonds on my wrist and neck go brr on these motherfuckers,
doing it like me, there aint no other,
so damn fly i could fuck your mother 


snowy:
Fuck you too little bitch
I been waking every night
In these cold sweats
I ain’t got nothing left
I’ve been living with all this stress
I just wanna know what’s next
I don’t care to know when u been
Baby girl why’d you have to bend over for another guy 
Know you lied
Get the fuck out of here tonight

scorpio:
you can lay me down baby
i dont feel my heartbeat
look me in my eyes
baby i know that you're lying
you can leave my behind
i promise you im trying

know its all my fault
promise we'll be alright
and in the morning you will call
ill wait here for the light
i wont sleep for the night

up all night 
cause im breaking to pieces
you dont have to lie
i already know you're leaving
and that's alright..

pinkboi:

Is it alright if I hold your hand 
I just sit here alone with a hole in my heart I just want you to be the one for me but I sit here alone inside my room
I wish I could be the one for you and if you give me the time I can be the one you need I sit here alone with a broken heart I just want to be the one you need

vails:
heart beat, irregular pulse I’ve gone mental
lay the roses down to the very last petal 
fading away like I never existed 
you tell me youre here for me in ways that is cryptic 
Push come to shove, was this really even love ?
I feel higher than a dove, that decaying in the mud 

What’s a better way to say it 
Cus I know the truth will hurt
Think I’ll stay amongst the silence
Avoid discussions nd the violence

heartbeat (prod. Branwen)

NON PROFIT

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

i dont hate u
i just hate myself
cant be see thru
cuz then i played myself
what im wearing u wont be able to find on a shelf
its apparent that none of this is good for my health
love to talk i just hope that one day theyll listen
if i walk out its cuz im tired of the bitching
im in dior i love God so im a Christian
i cant see straight oh God im geeking
i love u bae thats why im tweaking
i drink a bottle and im going off the deep end
thats love cant dodge that feeling
so imma try to keep it
think ab us before u treat me like that
shes praying just for me to unpack
shes laying but shes crying in my lap
i keep on wishing for something that ill never get back

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

b** month [prod. rubbish]

lyrics:
You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

and i would die for you
anything i could do, i would do for you
put my body on the line, bleed out for you
put my body on the line, bleed out for you
yeah you know this true

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

but i wont
if you're about to say i should, then don't
i dont ever wanna let you go
you're the only thing i know

You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

and you know me well enough for that
never wanna leave ill want you back
and you know me well enough for that
never wanna leave ill want you back

You coulda fooled me
maybe the old me
he dont know the story
all the things that haunt me

the skeletons in my closet
the reasons i cant sleep at night
baby if im honest
i still want you to hold me tight

isn't that fucked?
im prepared for the reaper when he comes
i wont lie that's not in my blood
i should leave, i would if i could
i should leave, i would if i could

morning

03reiko

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