i made this song feeling betrayed by my best of friends. insane

song cover photo is from kjersti johanne barli. pinteresting. 

the black pepper

lemonjuice (rough ver)

flames&baits

get used to my crying
ill do that everyday
bring me to the ocean
where these salty tears will stay

when i look away
i wait for your dismay
oh show me how you love me
spin me through these guilty plays

remind me of how love
could save a lovely dove
i must be so heavy
you carried me again

this carousel looks fun
the horses they dont run
all they do is up and down
like my stupid bipolar gun

that shoots inside my head
god here we go again
all i end up doing is write down my ruptured mental health

take me to where love
could save a lovely dove (to your arms) 
i must be so heavy
you carried me again

guilty plays

oh i know i may love again
kiss me now so i remember
we are kids, just kids before
knowing not-- all the things, its pure

it makes everything better
being sure to something so unsure
we're more mature than those stupid adults
risking things somehow reassures

cause we have all the time for ourselves
we can stay or we can leave or we can go to another planet
maybe i'll find you, maybe i won't
what's the sense of doubting
just risk it all

risk it all

nevermind all the promises
its meant to be broken anyway
just take me home tonight
maybe ill stay tomorrow again
maybe ill stay

we have all the time for ourselves
u can stay and i can leave or we can go to another planet
maybe i'll find you, maybe i won't
what's the sense of doubting
just risk it all

god risk it all

the reality of reality

ill taken all year long
when half of it ive worked like nothing's wrong
my cardigans' all worn

my mind has taken me in places i have never been
and it leaves me there,
and ill live there

i'm so behind of everyone's yearly designs
thinking if i'll ever get mine
oh will i ever get mine

birthday blues they covered me in mud
run away from something that'll never be mine
yet i want it, and, god, i mind, i mind, i mind

she call me greedy in her own ways
no toast, no party, no new cassettes
no drinking till we're worn
no promises not sworn

these moments have taken me in places i dont wanna be 
and it leaves me there
and ill live there

i'm was so behind of everyone's yearly designs
thinking if i'll ever get mine
oh will i ever get mine

birthday blues they covered me in mud
run away from something that'll never be mine
yet i want it, and, god, i mind, i mind, i mind


i'm so behind of everyone's yearly designs
thinking if i'll ever get mine
these years were questions of where is mine

birthday-blues.mp3 (prod. heydium)


lyrix

if you cant take me home
then ill stay at my home

treat me like a king
and im a girl living the dream
stepping on you 
ruling on you
baby kiss me hard too

start to be a good boy
just for the day
i want some of a bad boy
on nights i replay
in my mind 

painting ur neck maroon
lie and say its just a wound

never let anyone know
im ur try hard van gogh

treat me like a king
and im a girl living the dream
drawing on you 
ruling on you
baby kiss me hard too

disappear n my heart break
ill chain you if thats what it takes
aching for you
crazy for you
chasing you

baby love me too

thought i was the one
to scare you yet my mind had got me stunned 
its too cruel
when i thought i was the one
have the upper hand and have the guts to grunt

thought i was the one
to scare you yet my mind had got me stunned 
its too cruel
but i know i am the one
only girl that will intensely love you this much

im the only girl

only girl (prod. chkody)

lyrix

ill love you more than youll ever know
names on my guest list welcome to my show
ill free you from the cult of your mind make
beg for me not for him cause now youre mine

thank me darling
your tux is right
off the bat 
making panties fall
like the leaves in july

the well is full
the flowers pop
i made you whole
and ill make you throb.  2x

ill love you more than youll ever know
names on my guest list welcome to my show
ill free you from the cult of your mind make
beg for me not for him cause now youre mine

give me more than what you can define
look for me in the pictures and wine


all these cameras have nothing on you
make me smile make me sad get me blue
make me bruised

oh god

repeat chorus

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