prod. @1floyddd ★ mix+master. @ripsk1lly

i'm sorry babe i didn't mean that either i just yell sometimes 'cause i get so scared, scared of being a nobody

ive been really lost
i wish that i was gone 
i wish that i was gone
i wish i wasn't born
cuz this life is boring, it bores me

i dont think i love you
i dont think i need that
you dont know me.
you dont know me, but im better than the rest
you dont know me, but im better than the rest

fuck ur love, take me off
pop a pill i might just go numb
i love her, my head hurt
and my life is like a blur
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i need a cigarette
im tryna get u out my headspace
n i think they should give me a whole bag
just for me to show my face
on the socials, on the internet

youuu,,
since i've been gone
heart,,
ive been really lost
i wish that i was gone
i wish that i was gone
i wish i wasn't born
cuz this life is boring, it bores me

and i wana sleep, and im feeling beaten
the goals im tryna achieve
im really tryna reach it
i sold my soul for this
baby i promise
i sold my soul for this
i sold my soul for this

knockback

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MDMA

mb for not dropping last week guys i hope y'all enjoy this one w/ @soliooooo :D

lyrics
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no i cant keep running back
cant figure lately
cuz ure always on my mind
tell me can u save me
not my fault that u wanna go back there
i lost my cause now i lost all the answers 

she said she likes to pop these pills
yeah i like em too
oh yeah im loving all these thrills
what they do to u
i said someday this shit will kill us
im dying too
she said atleast were feeling something
while we fall through

junkies

junkies w/ solio (newwwyad)

so i slip away
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

but as i look your way
you wont stay the same
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

i think ill die today
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

havent been so well
yeah im lying but you tell me to just go to hell
youre not around when i wanna call your name
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

i am to blame

lyrics🗣️

Can’t believe…
These stars are lining up for me! 
My whole life alone 
No way destiny’s my company 
I can’t lie to you 
Everything is testing me 
Out of the whole globe I want you as my own
WORLD STAR (x16)

Maybe it must be frightening?
To see me smiling on this new evening
Making sure this time
That I don’t give in
Even when my hands sweat up on the trigger
Outside the noise I can feel the mood
It’s Constantly fighting through and through
Pulling me the way of the pain
I can’t forgive those words
I can’t
Tell me what to do
Tell me who to be 
Tell who to lose
Just be with me 
Still losing truth
Still losing sleep
Still in my dreams 
Just come clean
Diamond in the room
Diamonds in your teeth 
Kinda in a groove 
Just don’t leave 
I let you win just so I could breathe
I don’t even think you know!

Can’t believe…
These stars are lining up for me!
My whole life alone 
No way destiny’s my company 
I can’t lie to you 
Everything is testing me 
Out of the whole globe I want you as my own
WORLD STAR (x16)

4whomthebluntrolls [yukiii]

instagram.com/dragonnmaid

idk who prod this if it was you lmk

my bitch pissed off cause i relapsed again
the only time i wanna live is when im offa shit
she in my bag, said she dont fw him
but when she leave my house ik that she stay over there
but like thats fair cause when she gone im fucking hoes
but i still care
I wish that she would stay alone
she say im toxic and she right
im in her phone, i go ballistic begging her to call me back
but when she dont, i cut her off and go fuck all her friends
and now she text me say that she wish that i was dead
and i know that she mean that shit
and i dont care
im never sorry
i just wish that i was dead

fair

i do not know how i feel
everytime we talk yeah it never felt so real no
everytime we lie yeah it always make me feel wrong

i do not know what yo say
every single day i wake up with this pain 
i try to wash it all away
bleach my fucking skin but it always seems to stay

i dont really like to rush
everything was fast and we slowly fell in love
now im stuck here in the mud
taking all ur shit so my skins getting tough

@s0lemn

dope and drugs i take the best
i cant even rest oh my god im a mess
why u playin i know when ur faking 
you dont even wanna spark a conversation

xannies on my tongue bitch i dont wanna think right now
smokin loud pack i aint tryna hear u out
broken bitch im doping leave my heart open 
i cant even trust noone pussy on some hoe shit

i got too high not to flex up 
i almost die yeah i went cold 
im just tryna die quick what u want from me
yeah u can have it all but u dont need me
i do not know how to feel 
i do not how to feel 

@samsweater

pending

knockback

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