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written by me

i wished my life wasn't like that
bad ending that i cant ever write back
as i feel the time fly by, day by day
i stay in my bed thinking bout the time i've wasted

thinkin bout a future that i never wanna face and
things that i know i cant never change again
fighting for the things that i cant have in the end

they all say that your life's in your hands
but you don't even know if tomorrows when it all ends
thinking that you could do well but you wont get the chance
last night on earth and you didn't even get to dance

bottle full of ibuprofen looking tempting
thinking that this life of mine is worth ending
i keep saying that i'm fine, why am i pretending?
i feel like i'm close to dying, someone please just end it

i cant take another second living in a body that i cant love
and how can i be happy if i have a soul that's grieving all the things i've lost
are you finally starting to see it?
have you sensed the incoming defeat yet?
standing by the overpass, head first into panes of glass
may the pain i feel when i make contact free my soul at last

they all say that your life's in your hands
but you don't even know if tomorrows when it all ends
thinking that you could do well but you wont get the chance
last night on earth and you didn't even get to dance

bottle full of ibuprofen looking tempting
thinking that this life of mine is worth ending
i keep saying that i'm fine, why am i pretending?
i feel like i'm close to dying, someone please just end it

suicide note (okmax chelsea)

remorse +hartfxlt (remilia) [LOVE CRYSIS REUPLOAD]

SMC=suck+my+kack (prod. ☬༺༒¥ỮŦΔ༒༻☬)

prod. @02v @irisvi1 @txqiio
with @peiflowy

cant comeback (midso + irisv + qiio)

myPelung (yuta & midso)

bby wanna kno what i’m into
scared to show my scars or my mental
searching for a reason to live for
i don’t feel alone when i’m with u
i can paint the starz
u can paint the moon
all i saw was grey until i met u
girl u bring me colour
js kno that i love ya
i was at the end of my rope when u found me
ur the only one who ever makes me feel seen
imma take that chance, imma take that leap
u can have my heart, it is urs to keep

@yyuskee
i got u stuck in my mind from the first day
that i heard ur voice saying my name
put ur pride away
would u come my way
baby js say
imma b on my way
i dont care what it takes
baby js stay, wish that i could take away ur pain
i know that alot of things have changed
baby youll always be a part of my heart
our fates now locked in
theres no way to stop it
our paths intertwining
no matter how far
ill get to ur heartbeat
in sync to mine
until i die

when i said i love u, js kno i truly mean that
touchin on my body, girl u make me feel so seen (yeah)
i’m not perfect, but i try my best, yeah i promise
longing, crying in my bed til i found it

bby wanna kno what i’m into
scared to show my scars or my mental
searching for a reason to live for
i don’t feel alone when i’m with u
i can paint the starz
u can paint the moon
all i saw was grey until i met u
girl u bring me colour
js kno that i love ya
i was at the end of my rope when u found me
ur the only one who ever makes me feel seen
imma take that chance, imma take that leap
u can have my heart, it is urs to keep

colour w/ yuske (1mint + yashio + decago)

prod clozz

Lyrics: 

no matter what we do
i'll keep on lovin you
when the skys are grey
ill turn em blue for you 
it doesnt matter what
what they gotta say 
cause everything is fine
when its you and me

they don't know
what we've been through
im sorry
if it's hurt you
but everything just falls right back to me (yeah)
but i dont wanna be a centerpiece to ya

youre in my mind
and i cant let go
why do i try
to fix what i broke
why did i care
when you left a note
i chased after you
but you had left home

so why do
i care
to fix what
we had
its all cause
i love you
no matter 
what we do 

no matter what we do
i'll keep on lovin you
when the skys are grey
ill turn em blue for you 
it doesnt matter what
what they gotta say 
cause everything is fine
when its you and me

cloudy skies (clozz)

Learn to LOVE prod comanati

I think I will try my best to be kind today and tomorrow and the next day and the day after that and the day after that and the day

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4UMATmyGZ7motTjHbkiHcV?si=yZTT8S5DQymEJDItc2cLQA

every track produced, mixed, mastered, written, and procrastinated over by me
a song about someone i no longer recognize

this is a letter that i'll never send
tears shed and shed, with this i hope it ends
my hope is gone now, you're too far lost
but i know that you will probably hear this song

as a little boy, you were my entire world
but as the world kept going on,

i saw you change and change
oh why, oh why?
maybe you were like this the entire time

i thought i could be myself around you
turns out i was oh so wrong
you're so hateful and oh so bitter
but i guess i'll be the model son

cause that's all that i am
that's all i'll ever be
i tried so hard for so long
but you never looked at me

so i'll fly
like a flower in a windy garden
far away from you
'cause i need that space to breathe

just know that you'll never see me again

this is a letter that i'll never send
tears shed and shed, with this i hope it ends
my hope is gone now, you're too far lost
but i know, but i know

as a little boy, you were my entire world
but as that world kept going on,

i saw you change and change
oh why, oh why?
maybe you were like this the entire time

i thought (oh, i thought)
turns out i was oh so wrong
you're so hateful and bitter
but i guess i'll be the model son

cause that's all that i am
that's all i'll ever be
i tried so hard for so long
but you never looked at me

i will fly
like a flower in a windy garden
far away from you
'cause i need that space to breathe

just know that you'll never see me-

like a flower

prod by @lovebitess

@hxroshii
Stains on my jacket I don't really mind.
Silver necklace on my neck, yeah they really shine

if its you I don't mind, if its you I'll be fine
baby girl don't be shy, I'll make sure you gonna shine

and ive been trying not to care about what people say
and im so stuck, get rid of all this fuckin pain
this cigarette doesn't help me relax,
oh my god let me rest!
I hope I don't relapse.

ive been trying to heal, im so stuck without you here
blood mixing with my tears, hurt my wrist I cant feel
scream so loud you cant hear, im so stuck im still here
remember me I cant live if you forget me.

and I cant stand it anymore
and I cant take it anymore
never got a second chance
I could never change the past
relationship that never last
I hope this time it could last

cause ive been busy making CUAN
all this shit is about UANG
baby I don't need your money
I have my own CUAN

and I don't care if you leave me
you're not my destination
and I don't care, I don't need you're affection
I know your love is fake, you giving me heartache
ripped jeans but I still wear it, and maybe I should pray?
and I wish I could stay, but I go far away!
so baby stay away, this is our last day

headlock (over)

blanca

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