kms in 4 months

i hate it here

i dont eve like making music

never sleeping the things im seeing
slicing up my nerves so i drown this feeling
my ribs are popping i stopped eating
heartbeat might stop this evening

trashed my memories now im trying to relive them
regrets strong soon my brains on the ceiling
wrists red but i cant stop peeling
tried to forget but my dreams are so vivid

cut my wrist just for the fuck of it

these drugs kill me but ill take some more
theres nothing in my life worth looking for
cut myself inside my dreams i think i got to the core
i pass out every weekend and im uping the score

this life is a whore?
this life is a whore!

something inside of me just never clicked with these people
i dont like to speak when they all see me as a weirdo
stop the fog inside of my head, it never disappeared
i got a bad memory, carve notes (all) over my torso

ending this life :D with a great smile on my face

im just another side character #Skin

lyrics:

im so sorry
im useless
im worthless to you

im so sorry
im ignorant
im messing with you

i should run away
nothing feels the same
nothings in my brain
i swerved in your lane
i cut in your lane
paid the price to pay
am i here too late
im 5 minutes late
im 10 minutes late
im a decade late
you should run away
im not perfect girl
im so wreckless girl
you should get away

excuse me for being such a loser

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

@bloodstainonmytee made the og, pls go follow him
instrumental by @slushyizedarchive

just take me out this misery already cover

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

ik u think u had enough
dont wanna run out of love
im runnin out of my luck girl

everyday i imagine a future where i can be with u
in my hand is a pen that will right a poem of me n u
ohh hey

im so lost in my head
uon love me dont fake it
ik u ik it
ik i can make me worth it

im lowk feelin like sayori ah rn

growing up is stupid i'll be 17 forever

beat by @julsbeatssuck
mixed by @mulahs

fade away
and you ask why i feel this way
and you ask why i do these things
suicide when i blow my brains
no girl just one more quickie
i swear you said you miss me
you said you love me dearly
now im dead and you feel so icky
ill rot inside my grave 
and the only thing left is my past remains
maybe ill die with a cult of fame
but they hate my guts cus i blew my brains
just come back one more time 
cus i hate this bitch but i love her eyes
starin at her soul cus i wanna die
and i hate the lights cant go outside
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me
i miss when you would kiss me
now im downing shots of all this whiskey
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me
i swear you said you miss me

blew my brains @jul

pov of bert

reprod

9.25.25 got removed from spotify

i wanna kill myself this september

the sound is a little weird cuz i used a vocal remover for the beat so the quality isnt as good

lyrics :
my little stupid fucking brain like i dont need it
or i dont want it, never did to begin with
10 million cigarettes and im still breathing
every time its always what was i thinking

dont know why i just resent so much
like i cant just love
and i repent so much

dont know why i fill my head with drugs
my minds fucked up
irritated dumb fuck




kms in 4 months

dope