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This Is What Midwest Emo Sounds Like If You Aren't Gay

KILLED-2-DEATH

Hung Up (cooler version)

little trouble girl

Id Rrather Be Dead Than Talk To U Again

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

straightest couple in California
lyrics: 
(v1)
she met him on discord
they became each others worlds
he met her in real life, they hung out all the time
he thought she was mysterious she thought he was hilarious
over the next six months they would fall in love

(v2)
honesty was not her greatest quality, he wasn't without blame
he speedran the game, she wanted to take it slow before they explored down below, when he found out he almost passed out

(chorus)
she was a trap
he couldnt love her back
all of her lies lay between her thighs
she was a trap he couldnt take those feelings back
all of her lies led to their demise

(v3)
they tried to make it work but he couldnt stomach her
she always got hurt from all his dirty looks
she tried to snuggle him but he pushed her off of him
he didn't wanna touch he certainly didnt wanna fuck
(v4)
to no ones surprise he left that night 
she felt her heart break as he chose to stay straight


(outro) 
now he's married to a psycho bitch, he has 4 kids who all hate him
every night he drinks and regrets not staying with the girl who made him feel ok 
(cringe ramble for last two seconds)

Trap

july 2020

demo version of raised by the world wide web, idea reworked into final track

raised by www (demo)

deleted song by computer loser 

https://youtu.be/2S69QNGMxmY link to the youtube video were I originally got it from

COMPUTER LOSER - Decay (reupload)

Owen Adamcik - watch me bleed

everyone check out whale.to 

They came from another dimension
to harvest our souls
they need sacrifices to complete
their evil rituals

Nobody believes me
they say i've lost my mind
cause they're all probably reptiles
on the inside
reptiles will lie to you 
and say that they're your friend
but I know reptiles are real
and they're invading

I'll never breathe in their chemtrails
I'm never drinking their fluoride
my human spirit is burning
and its never gonna die

everyones a reptile
they've all been replaced
its an interdimensional invasion
into real space
I didn't download the program
directly into my skull
their evil radiation waves
can't pierce my tin foil

Interdimensional Reptiles

everytime i stay the same you have to put the blame on me
if life's a game i could play it everyday i know its tragic
if i took every person out the world i know i could have it
you're a loser 
i'm a nobody were just the same
you're a loser 
i'm a nobody were just the same

how could you hate me and i don't even know your name
everyone knows you shift the blame
i fantasize about killing you everyday
when the snow falls down you still say it looks beautiful
she wears short skirts and short shirts but she looks beautiful

She Looks Beautiful

Swallowed By Your Words

everyones having fun but me 
shoot every fucking NPC
just lock me up and throw the key
i dont deserve a single thing
if i fit in would you still leave
im a dumb ass, a fucking meme
where shes from shes a whore 
play the game never score
cut you off its so forced
fuck you too get ignored

i switched up
you whored out 
you see the look on my face
when we meet everyday
i wont leave a damn trace

im still a fucking normie
at least my life isnt gg
im tired of online girls 
i talk to them and then repeat
my genres rated PG wtf does that even mean
i wanna blow my brains out
i think i need some more HP

Internet Terrorist

i don't care about laws
eat my chainsaw
turn around you're not there
eat my chainsaw

i'm offensive
a cannibal
started the heart
and ate it all

blew my brains out across the room
T.F.W
i hide my face inside the levels
only hate that girl only hate the world

bad grade
hater
shotgun
see you later
i'm a soldier a marine
i still pack heat everything

Running Only Makes It Worse

Blackpilled Again

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/_4-TjwH3LJY (by @somatv)

i love you, fedgirl
you make me feel like everything's okay
you always make me feel so gay
no matter the time of day

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

and when i cry
i know you're there on the other side
cyber hugging me to comfort me, fedgirl

you make me smile
you make me feel like everything's worthwhile
you're there for me, fedgirl
the best girl in the world

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

i'm never lonely under her watchful eye
and i no longer hope to die
i found love on the other side
she has so much to provide
i'm sure one day we're gonna get married
have four kids who'll grow to be merry
i found love on the other side
i no longer dream of suicide

FEDGIRL

the only girl that i will ever need
my f150 from 1993
1993
smooth red paint job four wheel drive 
baby wont you please survive
just one more drive
just one more drive

the mechanic says yo done for! 
the mechanic says you aint gonna hit the road no more 
never gonna throw that bitch into four wheel drive
ill always remember how i cried
when they told me u aint gonna hit the road again :( 

id hit the road and id slam some gears
your center console would always hold my beer
youd hold my beer
drunk as fuck and on the run 
oh four wheel baby do you remember all our fun???
oh all our fun...

highways byways takin dirt roads sideways
id hold your wheel and youd always take us where id say
every single daaay

but now thats gone
your engine is done 
my one true love is sent to the dump
ill always remember - and youll always be
my 1993 ford f150

PICKUP TRUCK

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