/°\kiss me slow/°\ (prod.UNLUCKY)

Infatuation burns me down, I can't let it go, I can't let it drown
cuz I want peace upon myself, 
I want love not from anyone else


don't wanna be left
just wanna be held

can't get that love 
from anyone else

I fell for you 
now I'm overwhelmed 

Im breaking down
 upon this shelf

I rot alone, 
it feels like hell
 
I miss your face 
I miss it well

I miss your touch, 
I miss your smell, 

now I scream fuck love,
cuz I feel unwell

don't wanna be left 
just wanna be held

my sorrows drift, then they compel
me to bash into myself 
scream the words that hurt my soul
the ones that tell me
 I'm not whole

I fall to pieces in your eyes, 
you just sit and watch me cry,
I swear to you that I ain't fine,
but that's okay I'll just go by, 
I'm okay with living life, 
I just want you by my side

I don't wanna let go, tonight 
I just want us to be alright

I'm tired of the pain, I don't wanna fight
I'm tired of watching both of us cry
I'm tired of begging for what's right

don't wanna be left just wanna be held
I felt the pain now I gotta get heal
there's a scar 
cut deep 
too real
take what I can, to numb, don't feel,
black out, crash go dumb, can't steal
the love that I had, priceless, no bill
in debt with the way I feel, only a matter of time until
i
break down, I'll hit the ground, in search of the love I lost,
yet the pain can't be forgot,

don't wanna be left, just wanna be held
crashed out, blood pours, to numb can't feel
I'm in bad state, can't tell what's real
my brains In a fog oh what's the deal 
forgive me God for what I'll do,  
forgive me God for myself

I've rearranged, cut down, rebuilt,
my soul ain't doing well
turned to the bad in hopes it'll heal
but the truth is I just want to feel
so catching pain is the quickest deal,
cuz I can inflict it to myself,
better than finding someone else,
to burden with my health
there's no point, It can't be helped

cuz I want peace upon myself,
I'm in search for what'll help, 
I just don't want love from anyone else

▪️◾I just wanna be held◾▪️(prod.S4MBA)

can I find my peace,
I'm stressed out I'll be me 
but i

pressure,
of all kinds 
crushing me
 alright

I break down,
am I fine, 
Imma let down
I just cry

I just cry 

pressure,
of all kinds 
crushing me
 alright

I tear down
 the walls of my mind
It's cold out, 
I locked away my 
heart

I locked away my

but pressure,
of all kinds 
crushing me
 alright

it weighs down, 
on my mind,
I can't think,
my minds fried

I want someone to help,
whatever is left.
I wonder what went wrong
inside my head

I walked away from your wrongs,
can't take me with,

there's pain that can't be forgot,
and you inflicted it

you inflicted it

so

crash down, 
no love,
I gave, 
what you want

I give, no fucks
I don't care, cuz I'm done

crash out,
 there's no love
put my needs, 
above all wants

if I can't, then we're done,
I won't cope with never being enough

cuz I'll never be enough for you
I know that I'm done

no

I may not meet your expectations,
I'm not the best 
I may not have anything,
my heads a mess
I wonder if you think of me,
am I your regret,
I know to you I'm worth nothing,
put me to rest.

put me to rest,

feel relief from my chest,

can't release what's left.


pressure p.KCVoid

KC- C- C-

don't say that
to me 
oh you know that i'd believe it
i just can't do it
i looked at you
oh i want you
but i never knew 
who you'd become

hold me, 
don't let go
please 
I need you now
more than ever,

because 

time after time,
I waste it,
wondering why,
you'd say shit,
wasted my life,
complaining,
I swear that I 
can't save It,

I can't save it

you said that you were in love with (me)
but i know that you're lying thru your (teeth)
i don't understand your intention
must've been some divine intervention
i wonder where you go
when you're all alone
will i ever get to know?
will i ever get to know?

hold me, 
don't let go
please 
I need you now
more than ever,

because 

time after time,
I waste it,
wondering why,
you'd say shit,
wasted my life,
complaining,
I swear that I 
can't save It,

I can't save it

I can't save it, ft.KCVoid

because I wasn't lying, you teared me a part then cried please don't give me a pity story I don't want to feel bad I just wanna feel safe and fix what we had (x2)

cuz time went on you got bored of me, I don't understand why there's a vacancy in your heart and your priorities, I guess to you I'm just a memory

(that you think of when your low, let me down then let me go I don't want to be special to you

then you breakdown when I go, now you're feeling all alone tell me was I special to you x2)

because I wasn't lying, you teared me a part then cried please don't give me a pity story I don't want to feel bad I just wanna feel safe and fix what we had (x2)

the time ticks when I'm in your arms, I know what we had wasn't going to far, I tried my best to fix our hearts, I tried my best to leave no scars.

cuz time went on you got bored of me, I don't understand why there's a vacancy in your heart and your priorities, I guess to you I'm just a memory

that you think of when your low, let me down then let me go I don't want to be special to you

then you breakdown when I go, now you're feeling all alone tell me was I special to you


special to you (prod. onidtnom x kxzbabeats)

cuz it's perilous, can't compare to this, can I give it to you
cuz your perfect when, can you talk again, you're the light to my moon

luminescence so beautiful 
get a hold, get a grip
tell them now, let them know this is it

too soon, 

purple roses fill my head again it's
far to pretty to forget this

feeling of euphoria 

no effort
no pressure 
to you 
forget him
just let you be you 
don't pretend
that they got a clue
don't let them take away from you

cuz it's perilous, can't compare to this, can I give it to you
cuz your perfect when, can you talk again, you're the light to my moon

luminescence so beautiful 
get a hold, get a grip
tell them now, let them know this is it

too soon, 

purple roses fill my head again it's
far to pretty to forget this

feeling of euphoria 


Purple Roses (credit: prod. LMG x Everest)

(prod. forzen x dollatega)

don't look down on me

nails connect to skin
leaving marks all on my body
bleed baby bleed bleed
please do not stop me
I don't wanna miss you 
I don't want no sorries

lungs collapsing,
I can't breathe, anxiousness is killing me
look right through my glass body,
I am fragile I'll break soon
tip me over falling through


begging me to stop this thinking 
I'm feeling insane on the brink 
no reason, I don't mean to keep these secrets
begging me to stop this thinking 

I'm feeling insane on the brink 
no reason, I don't mean to keep these secrets
body's twisting, bones keep breaking

screaming up and down the road
I don't understand it tho,
loving him inside your car
looking down it's pitiful
let me go I don't need this,
I don't care, should've kept it a secret

your love it burns
scars my body, brands my skin,
I never learn

back to back I can't change what happened,
never understood why you got so tragic,
I've been feeling so problematic,
the pain i felt couldn't be imagined,
im drifting off in my head again
I'm feeling stupid, obnoxious full of regret
I can't help but feel that my life's a mess
and I'm struggling to feel content with

everything ive fallen from, can I get a bit of love,
instead you touch me rough, I don't want it
everytime you tie me up, everytime you want my touch, you just fuck it up, I don't want it

I don't, I don't,
I don't want it.

I don't want it

prod. (SHVRS)

I'm bleeding, my heart out,
talking to myself oh I'm getting so loud.

I can't be quiet any more, I'm feeling so tired oh lord,
can I get a break tonight, can I get away tonight.

because I tried to die that night, in a duplex, with my dad's friends and they were all fine.
I stayed alone with a knife in the bathroom crying on the floor. they couldn't get to me if they tried.

I want to say goodbye, I just want to rest my eyes.

if I leave with no words will you hate me, or will you understand.
I'll leave a note on the front door hanging, like my second attempt.

so can I get a break tonight, can I get away tonight.

because I tried to die that night, in a duplex, with my dad's friends and they were all fine.
I stayed alone with a knife in the bathroom crying on the floor. they couldn't get to me if they tried.

I want to say goodbye, I just want to rest my eyes.


Duplex

(prod. Sence x maestro wons)
i want you happy, I just wanna see your smile. if that means you'll go to someone, then I'll set my heart on fire, so the ash could blow away, 
you'll be happy happy,
youll be amazed and laughing laughing

Everytime I see your face
I just wanna know your thoughts 
do you think I'm really pretty or do you think that I'm not?
do you understand me when I say I'm in love with ya? do you even see me when I hold your hand and love the touch?

I know that I'm not really what you want or need
you seem oblivious so I'll catch you up to speed
and show you what I mean
you're all that I could want, you're always in my dreams, youre the person that i love

I want you happy even if it ain't with me
I want you smiling as you do inside my dreams
I want you blushing when you feel amazing
I think you're perfect can you please notice me

you're something,got me crushing, Everytime I see you smile it's a rush that, I'm loving can you hold me and show me that I'm worth something.

i need you, do you need me? am I someone that you'd find worth loving? do you want me? you can touch me, if that's something that you'll want from me.

i want you happy, I just wanna see your smile. if that means you'll go to someone, then I'll set my heart on fire, so the ash could blow away, 
you'll be happy happy,
you'll be amazed and laughing laughing

Everytime I see your face
I just wanna know your thoughts 
do you think I'm really pretty or do you think that I'm not?
do you understand me when I say I'm in love with ya? do you even see me when I hold your hand and love the touch?

I think I'm going crazy, you're always in my mind when I do anything.
I think I'm too much for you baby.
I think my love is so suffocating.

do you love me? do you want me?
am I pretty?  am i ugly?
can you help me? are we something?

what am I to think?

do you like me? will you bite me
when we're fighting? hold me tightly, 
will you kiss me softly, are you happy with me?

am I on your mind, do you wish I was with you, If loving you is a crime, then I'm a criminal.
lock me up, cuff my hands, baby punish me.
I think you look so good, when you say get under me.

it's part of why I'm so confused, because all you did was touch, gentle taps to my back and I'm craving it so much, when your hand is on my spine and you bring it down, when your hand is on my cheek I love the feel

i want you happy, I just wanna see your smile. if that means you'll go to someone, then I'll set my heart on fire, so the ash could blow away, 
you'll be happy happy,
you'll be amazed and laughing laughing

Everytime I see your face
I just wanna know your thoughts 
do you think I'm really pretty or do you think that I'm not?
do you understand me when I say I'm in love with ya? do you even see me when I hold your hand and love the touch?



happy

(prod. taymxru)

I'm fucking up my health, I'm feeling ill.
my body is worse down in the well,
full of my tears go and take a sip baby
i know you're thirsty, you're starving.
our bodies are rotting 
decaying once again

you'll wash my blade again, kiss my lips then cut me deep.
pierce my skin again, my flesh is white until it starts to bleed.
I'm craving your touch, I'm craving the rush.
just kiss me baby, stain your lips with my blood.

hold me tightly as I'm breaking, cut my limbs apart so I can't fake this
feeling of misery, there's never been a sanctuary, 

horrid thoughts, gruesome wants. I wanna chop my fucking head off, and serve it on a plate for you.
dine on me baby.

eat me, bite me, Mark my body and show everyone that I'm yours
no one, else's 
I wanna be your obsession 

you'll wash my blade again, kiss my lips then cut me deep.
pierce my skin again, my flesh is white until it starts to bleed.
I'm craving your touch, I'm craving the rush.
just kiss me baby, stain your lips with my blood.

hold me tightly as I'm breaking, cut my limbs apart so I can't fake this
feeling of misery, there's never been a sanctuary, 

horrid thoughts, gruesome wants. I wanna chop my fucking head off, and serve it on a plate for you.
dine on me baby.

eat me, bite me, Mark my body and show them I'm yours

Sanctuary

(prod. vorni)
I don't wanna talk too much, 
I just wanna take my time,
I don't wanna talk too much,
I'm just here for the ride 

just gonna take my time

I'm just gonna take my time, leave some space we can have a joyride.
if I'm on my own, it'll be a fun night.
no safety, gonna close my eyes
no curfew, I'll be out on my time

head out the window, it's real simple.
like a thought in the dark it's an impulse

cuz I'm addicted to the way that the wind hits me
the stars they glisten.

I can't help but notice you and me, myself and intentions.
am I as pure as I seem, or am I suspicious.

Im doing things that you can't cuz I'm different 
I'm on a whole other level, I don't say shit
cuz you know how I start to feel alive
imma just enjoy my ride
I
imma keep it up, no pill.
yeah it's not an act no more, it's all real.
all I do is keep it real,
but when I do it I take my time
I enjoy the ride

Joyride

(Prod.Farber & 80root)

I'm terrified when things go wrong
I can't help but bite my tongue.

no words being said,
I'll put a gun right to my head
I want to pull the trigger
see my life start to flicker
while my hearts going quicker
can you pick me up when I'm dead
no words being said
I'll try my best to forget 
I wanna fall to pieces 
in your bed cuz God I need this 
it's bugging me so fucking badly that I don't feel like me

do you understand, can you comprehend me,
do you understand, I'm sorry if I'm overwhelming. 

I try my best, I just rest my head,
to clear it out before I end up dead,
I'm sorry but I do what I can.

if it's not enough then that's all too bad,
I swear to you, you won't make me sad
baby steps they say for me to take 
but I promise you it's nothing but a big mistake
I said

I'm terrified when things go wrong
I can't help but bite my tongue.

no words being said,
I'll put a gun right to my head
I want to pull the trigger
see my life start to flicker
while my hearts going quicker
can you pick me up when I'm dead
no words being said
I'll try my best to forget 
I wanna fall to pieces 
in your bed cuz God I need this 
it's bugging me so fucking badly that I don't feel like me

do you understand, can you comprehend me,
do you understand, I'm sorry if I'm overwhelming.

baby steps they say for me to take 
but I promise you it's nothing but a big mistake
I said


No words

(Prod.byCian)

I said I'm feeling fine
just gonna rest my eyes
close them first, and then imma cut the lights
close the blinds and then imma say goodnight 

can you tell me?
can you tell me?
(da,da,da)
can you tell me?
(da,da,da)
can you tell me?

baby are you feeling fine
I'm just trynna vibe tonight
skate around then lose my mind
maybe cause a scene tonight

mask on when I see the lights
they don't gotta see my face
they just gotta know the time
they don't know I'll be okay

baby are you feeling fine?
I feel so abnormal
I just feel the wind and glide
get caught in a whirlpool 
screaming till I feel alright
shutdown and I keep it cool
honestly I may go blind
cuz I'm too euphoric 

hands on my waist as they move onto my body
(my body baby)
say you love the taste say I'm sweeter than honey 
(honey baby)
yeah they love my face, love my vibe, I feel I'm something
(something baby)
do they think I'm special, am I somebody worth loving
(worth loving)

do you like the way that I feel,
(do you?)
when our bodies touch is it real?
(is it?)
tell me whatchu want babe what's the deal?
I gotta feeling in my gut I'm about spill.
do I love you or just the way that you feel
in a euphoric state like I took a pill
I'm in over my head couldn't pay this bill
I feel shocked, insane couldn't tell what's real.

do you like the way that I think?
live my life like I'm on the brink
my love is blind I can barely see
your hearts a lake, how far will I sink

tell the world that I'm okay
I'm just high on life when I feel no shame
I love the way that it makes me dream
I love the way that it feels like space

(shh)
ca-can you tell me
(tell me, tell me, tell me)
just gonna rest my eyes
(rest,rest,rest,rest)
can you tell me
cl-close the blinds then I'll say goodnight 
(shh)

baby are you feeling fine
I'm just trynna vibe tonight
skate around then lose my mind
maybe cause a scene tonight

mask on when I see the lights
they don't gotta see my face
they just gotta know the time
they don't know I'll be okay

baby are you feeling fine?
I feel so abnormal
I just feel the wind and glide
get caught in a whirlpool 
screaming till I feel alright
shutdown and I keep it cool
honestly I may go blind
cuz I'm too euphoric 





Euphoric

(prod.mp333)

don't let me know your thoughts,
don't wanna hear what you think 
when I know what you'll say sounds dumb to me
I gotta head full of things but I'm not weak
I don't need you to save me,
honestly it makes me hate me,
am I so frail that it looks like I need saving
good God oh gracious, this shits so lame 

I don't like the way that they talk 
trynna get me to open up but just stop
you dont know my life, you don't know my thoughts.
honestly is no not enough
don't wanna speak to people that hate how I love,
your masculinity is weak and It sucks
yeah I'm a faggot man so what
yeah I'm happy man so what


cuz imma kickflip back to my life,
tell them now that I'm feeling fine
I know it's rough to do it right

like a trick on a board 
I can practice through the night

I stand for my thoughts and what I believe 
I do what I want, and I say what I think
do you know what I mean when I speak to me? do you know what I mean? do you know what I mean?

you talk so much I don't wanna talk about it
keep to myself I don't wanna be surrounded 
I gotta vision but my thoughts still feel real clouded
I need my glasses, can you get my glasses
I don't wanna be much, maybe I'm dramatic
problematic you're problematic
my empathy feels so electric, it's kinda static
it's kind of tragic

I don't know what I'm supposed to think, when I say my thoughts am I being mean?
or am I being truthful it hurts to think.
do I lose them all cuz I'm being me
or do I lose them all cuz I'm not me
it's far too much, so overwhelming 
can I get some touch cuz it's what I need
can I get some love cuz it's what I believe

is the ultimate goal to follow,
without that feeling I feel so hollow 
I need so much it's hard to swallow
that I may never get what I want

it's dumb, I'm scum and can't get what I want
I need so much I can't get what I want 
I crave so much I can't get what I want
I'm a needy fuck I can't get what I want

impulsive decisions surrounded by lust
I disguise it all by saying its love
I hate the fact that I'm not enough
I've never been and I feel so sorry

I hate this county, I hate this state and the people around me, 
the way that they speak is so disgusting. all of the things they say are ugly.

I'm a faggot right? oh you'll kill me right?
you'll bash my head in and say that I'm out of my mind
but you don't wanna know that happens 
you don't wanna know how it makes me feel
they think that I'm mentally damaged, 
they think that I'm mentally ill

kickflip

(prod.Faidenn)

because madness, kiss me under the sun
only give me your heart
give me some of your love
but only what I need 

give me what I need

because I'm searching for something that I won't receive.
I'm tongue tied, twisted learning
I can't fix what's hurting
everything that I've gone through, is something that I deserve it's
 my own fate. I'm tired no I can't change
I'm tired but I still stay the same
I still stay the same


because madness, kiss me under the sun
only give me your heart
give me some of your love
but only what I need


madness

prod.(all we left unsaid) 

in over my head, I'm saying
too much pressure, my bones are shaking
I can't say it's overwhelming 
because if then you'll start to notice
I'm not strong my strength is vacant 

I feel so hopeless 
my body is frozen
my legs won't start moving

(no one but me)
will ever care to get this

(well don't you, see?)
I've been feeling restless 

(no one but me)
will ever understand this

just leave me be

in over my head, I'm saying
too much pressure, my bones are shaking
I can't say it's overwhelming 
because if then you'll start to notice
I'm not strong my strength is vacant 

I feel so hopeless 
my body is frozen
my legs won't start moving


I.O.M.H.

(prod. jewelryboy) 

you made me, 
wrapped with anger,
I hate me,
I used to be 
unsightly 
I still kind of am but I'm trying
but I'm trying 

you made me, an amalgamation not trusting
full of complications, not working
I'm not loving, I'm not worthy, I'm disgusting 

you made me all that I hate 
you changed me for the sake of change

I don't wanna be around you anymore
your smiles are fake, it's not something we adore
you bled through the surface, ended up hurting everything around you 
and you try, to be cool with me like family, but you ruined me entirely 
 you tell me you love me man
it's tiring, no one's smiling

you made me, 
wrapped with anger,
I hate me,
I used to be 
unsightly 
I still kind of am but I'm trying
but I'm trying 

you made me, an amalgamation not trusting
full of complications, not working
I'm not loving, I'm not worthy, I'm disgusting 

you made me, a Frankenstein that's uncertain, 
full of mismatched imperfects, just hurting, still searching, for what could change me

you made me, 

you made me.



Y.M.M.

(prod. jewelryboy)

tell me what you want, need
let's talk about it
I see
your face surrounding
my dreams,
I swear I'm haunted
thinking, I might've ruined you

I know that I've made my mistakes, I've changed I swear I have.
I know I lost you along the way, we had different paths

because even though I know I'd be better for you now,
I know someway I'm going to let you down, 
i'll find a way to tear it back out
I'll break you somehow

don't hate me, I feel guilty,
I'm so sorry, that I hurt you

I blame you for the way that I speak, 
my humor, and the way that I try to be.
you're what created my entire personality. 
I still show how you affected me.

I still blame you
i
I didn't deserve you

I see your face in the people I meet,
im trying hard not to break over everything,
In no way will I let you get back with me, 
get back from me, I can't let you let me hurt you

I'm so done with the way that I was.
I'm still stuck on the fact that I wasn't enough,
when I knew that I could, I know that I should've 
been so much better.

I'm sorry that I pained you,
I'm sorry that I hurt you, 
I'm sorry that I changed you,
I'm sorry that I didn't deserve you


I.D.D.Y.

(prod. jewelryboy)

because we're tied away by the tidal waves, long distance I can only hope to see you someday

wanna say that I crave that day where we'll finally fix it, the time or the place we can say that we finally did it.

we did it,
yeah
we did it

I just want to say, maybe point it out
I see how hard you try, I see the things you do,
in the words you say and honestly it makes my day so bright 

to know how hard you've tried.
you do your best

I've watched you grow as a person 
I've seen your best, and your worst versions
but that's okay it's all the same

because if you change, I know you're the same.
I know you're the same warm soul. with open arms like an open door
I can go to you if I need it,
with open arms, 
like an open store, you can go to me if you need it
you can grab the stars in the sky above, but you give it a different meaning

you're beautiful how you are, well don't you see it? because I've seen it, and I hope that you do believe it
because I see it, yes I see it.
in the the nails that you got, to the smiles that you give
to the words that you speak, to the help that you gave
I see it, 

I mean it



best friend

 (prod. by reactance)

and you can talk,
tell me what you are
I've been feeling gone

because i

I've been so lonely I don't what to do
got my head wrapped up, man I don't got a clue
expect so much I don't wanna be me
I might dress up but I don't feel pretty

skin to skin, your hands locked in my eyes
I want more from you, can you provide
give me any feelings that you know I like
because I need it bad

another day gone,
I don't wanna break down
I've been feeling so lost 
i just want to be found
I've been going back and forth 
and I'm letting me down
I can never find a guy
or even get with a girl

I'm like two worlds out,
but I'm caught in the middle
of my love, needs, call me
why can't it be simple
I feel sorry, doubting, burning the kettle
it surrounds me, clouding, all that I wanted

got me speechless, needing more to the text
I wanna live in, be in, lost in your head
got me thinking, leaving more than a mess
and I don't really know what's left to expect 

and I can't let it go, all of my wants and needs
(all of my wants and needs)

I've been feeling gone
because I

I've been so lonely I don't what to do
got my head wrapped up, man I don't got a clue
expect so much I don't wanna be me
man I might dress up but I don't feel pretty

skin to skin, your hands locked in my eyes
I want more from you, can you provide
give me feelings that you know I like
cuz I need it bad


Eclipse

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