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“What I Carry” by Gawd, released on May 11, 2025, is a country track that delves into themes of personal responsibility, resilience, and the burdens one bears through life’s journey. The title suggests a narrative centered around the emotional and experiential weight the artist carries, potentially reflecting on past experiences, lessons learned, and the values upheld.

While specific details about the song’s composition and lyrics are not provided, the country genre often emphasizes storytelling, emotional depth, and authenticity. Listeners can anticipate a blend of traditional country instrumentation with contemporary elements, aligning with Gawd’s distinctive musical style.

To experience the full depth and ambiance of “What I Carry,” you can listen to the track directly on SoundCloud: .

what I carry

Yo, it’s 😈Gawd, bringin’ that raw, untamed energy straight to your speakers. My music’s a whole vibe—gritty, heavy-hitting beats that slap like thunder, laced with flows that cut deep and keep it real. I’m cookin’ up a mix of dark trap bangers and hazy, cloud-rap waves, with bars that paint the struggle, the hustle, and the fire in my soul. It’s like ridin’ through the city at midnight—moody, intense, but always lit. My sound’s for the rebels, the grinders, the ones who live on the edge and ain’t scared to feel it. Hit up my SoundCloud, crank it loud, and let the chaos take over. 😈Gawd’s here to flip the game.

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Dead flowers on my windowsill
No love left, but I feel it still
World so loud, but I’m standing still
If pain is real, then tell me who gon' heal?


I'm tired of the fakes, tired of the fights
Tired of drinkin' just to sleep through the nights
They smile in my face, then cut me deep
Talk tough now, but they cry in their sleep

I've seen friends turn ghost, love turn cold
Gold hearts rust when the truth unfolds
Don't talk peace if your hands stay red
Don't act alive when your soul feels dead


And yeah, I bleed in silence
Smile through the violence
Every “I’m fine” is a lie, man
Every tear’s a war I’m hidin’


I’m tired of the way we break each other
Words like knives, cold like winter
No one cares 'til it’s six feet under
Then they cry like they never wondered
Why we die inside each day
Suffocate with nothin’ to say
I’m tired… yeah, I’m done
Sick of burnin’ just to feel the sun


You say you love me but only when it’s dark
Only when I’m numb, only when I fall apart
They love your scars, but not your healing
They want your pain, not what you’re feelin’

And I keep runnin’ but the mirror don’t lie
The kid I was is buried inside
If being soft makes me weak, then fine
But I’d rather cry than fake a life


It’s cold where love used to live
Now it’s silence, and I got nothin’ to give
I light a blunt just to feel my chest
But the smoke don’t fix what’s left


I’m tired of the war we call “normal”
Tired of hearts treated like disposal
Tired of dreams that rot on shelves
Tired of people that don’t love themselves
I’m tired… tired as hell
And maybe I’m fine, but I’ll never tell


Dead flowers on the grave we made
I still water them… but they fade

Dead flowers

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