Dissociation

(intro)
It takes me way too long to lose
Sometimes its fine sometimes I cant keep it cool
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you
(verse)
Seems like I been off my head
If not me then who instead
Yah yah wow wow
I still forget it like yah yah wow wow
Its hard for us get we are really strangers
No more love
I guess I'm not a saviour
Cant save this oh nanana
Broken home sing lalala
I knew you so well
Sing bout it on mels
They know but oh well
Care but I wont tell
Pictures of us yea
The silence it kills me
Last night were you free
Why didn't you text me
I find it hard to love
I don't wanna sober up
Thinking bout just giving up
What's the point in falling in love
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you

Conversate (Michael Warren)

Art by @worldwidewilly

Lyrics:
I don't know
What's going through my head
Can't talk
Is there something I can do instead
I can't express myself
I know that you won't care
It's like I'm missing you
But you were never there

You won't stay where I go
No way you're too slow
I know that I wanna fuck with you
I just cannot handle ya
I stayed every night
If I kill you its suicide
I don't think I can hide
My love for you eternal
You won't stay where I go
No way you're too slow
I know that I wanna fuck with you
I just cannot handle ya
I stayed every night
If I kill you its suicide
I don't think I can hide
My love for you eternal

Wow there's walls I can't break
I tried but no way
Your love is so fake to me
I wanna love like the films
My hope be giving me chills
I know it's over for me
I'll stand right here as you leave
I hear the things that you see
It's only you and me
But I guess I guess it's fine
I think I've finally just stopped myself
You made it way harder for me
Stayed ten toes down even when I sleep
I just can't get it right
You always put up a fight
I can't believe this the way
I'm gon leave like either way
And now it starts to hurt
At Least I know I can feel
It's like I'm missing you
But you were never there

You won't stay stay where I go
No way way you're too slow
I know that I wanna fuck with you
I just cannot handle ya
I stayed every night
If I kill you its suicide
I don't think I can hide
My love for you eternal
You won't stay where I go
No way you're too slow
I know that I wanna fuck with you
I just cannot handle ya
I stayed every night
If I kill you its suicide
I don't think I can hide
My love for you eternal

Eternal (Ryo & Rosesleeves)

Art by @worldwidewilly

Lyrics:
Crying by yourself
I be staring at my phone
Picture of herself
Holding up its cold
Threw my fist right through the wall
Swear I died like when she called
Don't understand ya
Watchu want me to say ya
Bounce back
Cause if I relapse
Our karma won't last
And I'm so attached to you
I spent days I won't get back
Wondering why'd you even say that

Can't talk at all
If I blink then I'll fall
How many times I gotta call
Just to tell you involved
I spent ten bands on my watch
Talking tough but I'm on top
Sewerbratz be going up
So watch how you get dropped
I did like everything but still you wouldn't stay
I tried to move to you but distance in the way
I put everyone below you
Fly to London for you
Saw you in the deep end
You tried your best to pretend
All this pressure on me I feel like I can't no more
Wanna live a life where you're the one I adore
I don't know what to say
Cause it feels so wrong
Maybe it's a mistake
I'm falling for
Was in Soho
I had the best time
I didn't text you
Wish I could read your mind
I'm up like all the time
Said sorry I was lying
I put in overtime
Still act like I ain't trying
I can't say
What goes through my mind
At Least I tried
It don't work that's fine
Was looking after you
I still text but I'm over you

Crying by yourself
I be staring at my phone
Picture of herself
Holding up its cold
Threw my fist right through the wall
Swear I died like when she called
Don't understand ya
Watchu want me to say ya
Bounce back
Cause if I relapse
Our karma won't last
And I'm so attached to you
I spent days I wont get back
Wondering why'd you even say that

Distance (Tda)

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

Art by @worldwidewilly
Lyrics 
Pass me on
I'd rather just go by myself
It sucks
But I think I should carry on
I might burn my id
Cause nothing else seems to work
Pieces ingrained in my heart
I'm losing my grip here
I can't hold on
Sometimes I lose it
And I cant tell myself where to go
And I don't know if you down fasho

Lost in time
Woke up I can't find
Too many words can't define
I don't wanna start
But maybe that'd be smart
But maybe that'd be smart
I'll leave here for tomorrow
If I can make it then
Your hearts my neverland
I know that's gonna end
And I do worse and worse
Broken dreams in a hearse
Empty souls in our words
Ohhh

Space
Intolerable
I needa find
A way to fix it all
I tried I tried
You think you know it all
Struggling to be someone that I would wanna showcase to you
It's been like years of time but I just cannot handle the truth
I left you bettering me
I tried but nothing to see
I picked up where you left
Oh you stole my time like theft
I never tell you when there's something wrong
I never change I guess it's already done
And I can't turn around
You never listen like sound
Feelings don't catch me now

Lost in time
Woke up I can't find
Too many words can't define
I don't wanna start
But maybe that'd be smart
But maybe that'd be smart
I'll leave here for tomorrow
If I can make it then
Your hearts my neverland
I know that's gonna end
And I do worse and worse
Broken dreams in a hearse
Empty souls in our words
Ohh
I wake up

Wake Up (Rosesleeves)

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@phonewifey
@ava_akira

PLASTIC (w/ phonewifey, AVAAKIRA)

assault (sai)

Vaeo X Mssnger 12-13-2021

Keep your apologies
If it means nothing to you then it means nothing to me
I needed space to breathe
But you're obsessed with taking away all the things I need
Go behind my back and lie all about it
You don't feel bad
You know I tried the hardest
To make this last Go head cry all about it
Nothing will ever be the same as we found it

When your house broke down
You got nowhere to go
It's been gone to town
You did it all on your own
Don't try to point
You got nothing to say
I see see in life it can't all go your way
You can't keep telling me you're sorry
If you never change
What's the point in fighting something
I can't rearrange
I think it's fair to fall out
You need to feel the comedown I know you hate the feeling
You couldn't stop but do it
Not when you've been with X and Y
Not insecure just love my life
Me and him in the same night
And you think that's my wife
You wanna go text her and her
I'm too respectful on my nerves
Don't show a thing just do my work
What are you do now is gonna hurt
Just know I tried to say it
Won't ever love I hate it
I do this way too much.
Can never stay in touch
I've been so gone
Just needed someone
I hate that you messed up
Cause I was in so love

Keep your apologies
If it means nothing to you then it means nothing to me
I needed space to breathe
But you're obsessed with taking away all the things I need
Go behind my back and lie all about it
You don't feel bad
You know I tried the hardest
To make this last go head cry all about it
Nothing will ever be the same as we found it

If It Means Nothing w/ Rosesleeves (Rosesleeves)

Music Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_inEf6bOL2g&ab_channel=Noahh

I fixed your self esteem put crosses on my head
You forgot about your momma left her dead
You got a new boy knowing
He can't erase how you feel
I wonder if he knows that you still love me for real
You lost your touch with your mom's side
Broke yours how you did mine
Suddenly you feel all alone again

We're way beyond just the end
It hurt me more being friends
You went out drinking again
Say you feel better depends
Say it you feel it?
Oh you don't feel it
It's more than just a feeling
It hurts that I can't be ah ah
It's not the same no at all
Hate to blame it on ya
I'm so much better alone
I feel like you were so gone
Say "i don't need you at all"
It hurt me more you were wrong
You fiend for love like withdrawal
I know that you feel so lost

Got you outta your depression
Now it's me you wanna kill
Never said a word you meant
You're just as numb as I feel
And when I took that shroom
And when I did you wrong
Why did you love me more?
I think your heads lost
It's way too hard to try again
I can't go back can't be friends
Can we meet up at the end
Need to re up on your scent
I'm so out of touch with life
No more tears that I could cry
We're still in love that's in my eyes
The glass so broke I can't deny
So high
It was never love
you're loving me to past the time
I can't even re run
Just tryna feel a feeling
I hurt you more than you can heal up
I'm so sad I cracked a seal up

We're way beyond just the end
It hurt me more being friends
You went out drinking again
Say you feel better depends
Say it you feel it?
Oh you don't feel it
It's more than just a feeling
It hurts that I can't be ah ah
It's not the same no at all
Hate to blame it on ya
I'm so much better alone
I feel like you were so gone
Say "i don't need you at all"
It hurt me more you were wrong
You fiend for love like withdrawal
I know that you feel so lost

Way Beyond The End  (Rosesleeves) (Music Video In Description)

track 2 of 7 on my EP #me
@diegointhedark
@oiwassupp
@aeriiith

@terastic
my mask is peelingg
open up i cnt get rid of this feeling
fall apart cause i cant conceal it
talkn bout problems i got problems to the ceiling
i cant take a step i feel like im outta motion
i got done wrong thats why i cant show emotion
im so fuckin dazed so im feelin like im floating
divide ur boy up with the nine whats the quotient? (@myequalmind ref)
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

@diegointhedark
gillette n my palm ima squeeze it
heart on a floor made of tile 
i dnt need it
take my hand i cn fight off your demons 
all the xans tht we did 
i duno how we r breathing 

crush it up snort a line off an ipad 
watchN #everyone around #me 
thruu an eyeglass 
time Passes ion kno where we left off
Host Team Link <3
talk down , ,, take his head off

take my LiFE
find my hard drive n trash it 
tragic ,
ion wna work 
pay the $$$ 
made her bend the knee 
for the free 
if ure asking 
let me pockets bleed
blue n green beauty pageant

i stick to myself 
its a cruel world 
sacrificed your bag for an egirl
there’s no light in my world 
please dnt think so 
kpin in a sippy cup ,
let me breathe slow

@terastic again
take a flight to dubai with my passport 
i got too much money now idk what to ask for
makin songs i guess thats my fkin dad lore
spammin my texts dk what tf u mad for
yea im going up, now u mad, for what?
all this bad energy is bad for us
i cant get attached guess im bad for love
had to kick u out the backdoor uhhhh
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

#perfect w/ diegointhedark (oiwa & aerith)

prkr: https://soundcloud.com/prkrblu

h4yden: https://soundcloud.com/user-78710024

shoutout hayden for the swagged out outro

ORIGAMI FT PRKR BLU PROD PK & H4YDEN

I
I don't see what they see
(I don't no I don't)
You hold his hand like a dream
Uuuohhh
Why do you cry
So much when you're with me?
Cause I don't see

What they see
This feels like
The first time I saw her
In the spotlight
Cry me a river
If it's alright
You'll be alright
Can't let it go
(I can't let it)

Dance with me
Tell me all the things you didn't say to me
I can only tell you how it's meant to be
We could do it all if we tried
(If we tried)

Why do you cry?
Why does it hurt?
Thousand oceans away
Only a plane in the sky
You know that it hurts me
So won't you say why?
Why why why

Distance it's nothing I'm afraid of
There's nothing I could say right here
Why's he so important
I don't think that you know
(Know know)
I can't wake up
I walked past you two again

I threw up
Supposed to be me right there
Is he all that you care about?
Is there more that you're finding out?

Watch the strawberry sky fall out
I know some things I don't say out loud
Polaroids hang in my room
And they're all about you

Dance with me
Tell me all the things you didn't say to me
I can only tell you how it's meant to be
We could do it all if we tried
(If we tried)

Why do you cry?
Why does it hurt?
Thousand oceans away
Only a plane in the sky
You know that it hurts me
So won't you say why?
Why why why

Spotlight (Plugp)

Fae Farm (ft. luvlxckdown)

i got other songs too LOL
prod. soju @buginfestedfloorboards

down bad

wouldn't you wanna learn how to stop?

Ruin You For Me (music video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSN673-gMqY

Eternal (Ryo & Rosesleeves)

Noahh

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