written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
she's the queen of dopamine in a world unclean
for a rise, going dangerously high on her swing
she can feel her mind growing 
in the sky when it is glowing
so her legs aren’t slowing

(chorus)
she's always being put into a box
and searching for the keys to the lock
always being put into a box
and searching for them keys

and she screams we can run! we can hop! we can skip!
and she’ll do it all, till she hits the wall, tripping
chemicals flipping, her chin’s tip is dripping 
with snot
reality slipping, she is who she’s not
she is who she's not
she's mad

(chorus)
she’s always being put into a box 
and searching for the keys to the lock
always being put into a box
and searching for them keys (x2)

can’t find it, can’t hide that they’re right and despise it
are her likes and dislikes a surprise 
when she realized she’s in a fight with her own denial
and her identity is comprised by what’s outside?
on trial for lying to eyes she won’t look into
a quest to the moon brought lows she’d never been to
lows she'd never been to

(chorus)
she’s always being put into a box 
and searching for the keys to the lock
always being put into a box
and searching for them keys (x3)

dopamine

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
the feeling was pure
i knew that it was real
cause there’s no genuine feeling 
but the first time you feel it.
cause there’s no anticipation 
when the deal’s already dealt
i’m with the oddly shaped bodies
of the mass in the asteroid belt

(chorus)
it runs in the family  
bare my very sanity
and skip my generation
so i can fit in organically

please tell me, am i speeding up or slowing down?
cause i don’t know and i can’t tell
when i’m under a spell 
ignoring heaven and hell
what if i’m too used to speeding to know i’m going fast?
and honestly, if we are talking blooming, i’ll be later, i’ll be last 

(chorus)
it runs in the family  
bare my very sanity
and skip my generation
so i can fit in organically

i will never see what i’m too scared to be
cause i drown out the fear with stupidity
and hope maybe they’ll like me now
maybe they’ll like me

(chorus)
it runs in the family  
bare my very sanity
and skip my generation
so i can fit in organically
i’ll never see 
what i’m scared to be
cause i drown out the fear with stupidity
maybe they’ll like me now
maybe they’ll like me

skip my generation

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
new is equal to exciting.
and it got old with ease 
capturing, conquering, 
every scene
they know what's happening 
and it sure isn't clean

with the help of a hedonist
i act on my impulsiveness
we were caught with RED RED
handprints on my BED SPREAD

pulling the gun’s trigger, 
starting something so much bigger
pulling the gun’s trigger

i can try to be your guide till you admit defeat
with the world at your feet
i can’t shake your body on the floor from in my head
lucky you're not dead

pulling the gun’s trigger

you're a boy that is a bullet
found a girl that is a gun.
you’re the one that hit the ground, 
i was the one that helped you run
we were dumb enough to hide
behind doors that are made of glass
got a foreign feeling
needed it to last.

pulling the gun’s trigger, 
starting something so much bigger
pulling the gun’s trigger
starting something so much bigger

gun's trigger

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
in the midst of the rubble and debris beneath my feet
lies a single rose
its unscathed and blood red

and you're falling like the ashes
the tip of your finger holds one of my eyelashes
so i wish for sleep
without losing my teeth

with the forrest as a barrier from unfamiliar eyes
there's a chapel you can't see
walls of stained glass
fragile and colorful
just like me

eyelashes

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i need the snap of every neck
like i could cause a car to wreck
and if a boy has good intentions, 
i won’t reply to his text
i always say yes
when asked to bum a cigarette
i wanna help you destress
before i help you get undressed
and i don’t think it matter 
if i’m acting like a mess
n if you think it matter
tell me, baby, where’s ya friends?
cause they don’t think it matter
smoking lavender
i’m smoking lavender
weed with the lavender

i talk that blah blah blah
you talk that ooh la la
i pull up to the spot
i burn up every bra

while they’re soul mated, i’m just inebriated, my
eyes going crossy like kate moss, i’m so flossy
and i don’t hate it when i make you frustrated
cause you’ll obey me, i don’t have to get bossy
i don’t even have to ask if you miss this mischief
i don’t even have to ask if you miss this kiss, bitch
i already know that you fuck with my flow
and you think about me when you’re in bed and all alone 

i stomp on every toe
i don’t go with the flow
i untie every noose 
i let it all hang loose
i talk that blah blah blah
you talk that ooh la la
i pull up to the spot
i burn up every bra

smoking lavender

i've been racing you for miles in these ten pound shoes
if there's affection to gain
i don't care if i lose
behind me youre tiptoe-ing lightly, you're weightless
scoot a few inches if you're feeling generous

la la la la la la la (x4)

never met reciprocation but i'm sure they're lovely
i don't wanna see you hiding in the bathroom and bloody
the ship sinks, we'll have a few more drinks, belligerent
no compensating for my pain, you made me different

la la la la la la la (x2)

(chorus)
you're still the same
you lost your hold on your brain
it rolled down your spine like they were tracks and a train 
and now you're
trying to catch it in vain, in vain (x2)

audrey's Album

ten pound shoes

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

living room interlude

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i never wanted you to feel judged by me
i told you everyday to tell me everything
all i wanted was to be a rock you could live under
that protects you from the rain that’s guiding you down the drain
and i feel your pain 
just so you might not have to

time to say it and know it to be true,
that i’m no longer stuck in love with you

i hate the way you love and leave, 
you fucking flee the scene
when i’m trying to fathom, 
i’m trying to conceive
how you could do this to me
when i don’t defend myself you get angry
but if it’s to you,
than you’re angry too

your welcome was so overstayed
i notice when you pull away 
so i can’t say you said tomorrow yesterday,
and there’s no change
ignore my calls, 
cause there’s no play without the pause,
convincing me it’s all my fault
with every new hole in the wall

time to say it and know it to be true 
that i’m no longer stuck in love with you

a rock you could live under

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i heard all the talk about the fish in the sea
and it makes me feel pathetic cause they weren't hooked already
frequent lonely feeling that i had always remains
cause i can't trap 'em when the though of romance makes 'em feel detained

can you hear the sound of rain?
can you feel it dripping?
the sea that i see me in's no longer calm
distorts my reflection like mirrors that shatter
the next seven years its glass splinters my palm

(chorus)
when you string me along
i unravel gladly
and when you find me when i'm lost
i know it must be where you want me
you say i'm metamorphic
cause i form under your pressure
and i need you to believe
that i'm not trash but that i'm treasure

once i take a sip i don't stop drinking till i'm dizzy
sway my dirty hips, my shaking legs put to a test
once the sun goes down is when my head becomes too busy
my body won't wind down, i need a supplement for rest

my mind is full playing a role
or maybe falling down a hole
that's full of pleasure to deny 
out of a fear of lost control
seems that i've been stolen by 
the ones that can be cold to me
so now i act the way that i've
instinctively been told to be

(chorus)
when you string me along
i unravel gladly
and when you find me when i'm lost
i know it must be where you want me
you say i'm metamorphic
cause i form under your pressure
and i need you to believe
that i'm not trash but that i'm treasure

metamorphic

demo of the song "eyelashes" on my self-titled album oopsie

eyelashes demo

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
been so focused on making sure that you like me that i
don’t even know if i like you
didn’t even work, it didn’t even work, it didn’t even work
and now i’ll never get to

i feel the heat creeping up and it’s gonna boil over
i lost all control, i’m gonna show ya
been trying so hard to feel like i am older 
but you keep me in the same place

chorus:
i never asked you to make me a promise
i only wanted for you to be honest
and now it’s plain for me to see
it’s never been bout me (x2)

bridge:
you sit at the bar, catch my attention
lock eyes, synthesize, feel the tension
follow me outside, cigarette
we both know what happens next
you like that i’m not scared to be Your Little Adventuress
tell me your secrets, ‘cept the ones that i need
tell me you’re dying for me, lie through your teeth
clench them together, i am pain, you are pleasure
i am pain, you are pleasure

chorus (x2)

never asked

cover of ripped pants from the classic nickelodeon series spongebob squarepants

ripped pants

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i should cut you off but need a knife to make it bleed
you'd probably agree, i'm far too weak to do the deed
you're perceived as a creep, but i guess that i'm a freak
cause those nights we didn't sleep can sometimes seem like they're my peak

often i wonder why (oh, oh, oh)
i let my pure thoughts go to die (oh, oh, oh)
and i kissed the innocence (oh, oh, oh)
within my former self goodbye (x2)

still seeking that connection, must have started off a streak
cause i only crave attention from whoever's gonna leave
these memories of you leak
they're seeping through my teeth
was a fool to believe
there's a relief
(there's no relief)

often i wonder why (oh, oh, oh)
i let my pure thoughts go to die (oh, oh, oh)
and i kissed the innocence (oh, oh, oh)
within my former self goodbye (oh, oh, oh)

knife demo

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
she's the queen of dopamine in a world unclean
for a rise going dangerously high on her swing
she can feel her mind growing
in the sky when it is glowing
so her legs aren't slowing

she's always being put into a box and searching for the keys to the lock
always being put into a box and searching for them keys

and she screams, 
we can run, we can hop, we can skip
and she'll do it all 
till she hits the wall, tripping
chemicals flipping, her chin's tip is dripping
with snot, reality slipping
she is who she's not, she is who she's not

she's always being put into a box and searching for the keys to the lock
always being put into a box and searching for them keys

can't find it, can't hide that they're right and despise it
are her likes a surprise when she realized
she's in a fight with her own denial,
and her identity is comprised by what's outside?
on trial for lying to eyes she won't look into
a quest to the moon brought lows she'd never been to
it brought lows she'd never been to

she's always being put into a box and searching for the keys to the lock
always being out into a box and searching for them keys

dopamine demo

written, recorded, and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
we've been watching the people 
of the run-down tourist town we've been roaming
we've been finding the ways to waste the time, 
the time leading up to gloaming
we look to the horizon
we watch the sun peak over
and i like the way your head is gently leaning on my shoulder

angels are not able to mistreat you or deceive
and i despised discovering that i was so naïve
but to me you looked like heaven,
i swear you felt like it, too,
so i put a blindfold on and tied it so tight i turned blue (x2)

falling for the words 
that come from lips that seem so soft and sweet
they're sinking grains of sand 
filling the holes keeping me incomplete
there were red flags i couldn't see, despite that they were waving
they'd become a craving, 
my body wasn't worth saving

angels are not able to mistreat you or deceive
and i despised discovering that i was so naïve
but to me you looked like heaven,
i swear you felt like it, too,
so i put a blindfold on and tied it so tight i turned blue (x2)

lazy eye

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i’m running fucking miles in these 10 pound shoes
if there’s affection to gain i don’t care if i lose
behind me, you’re tiptoe-ing lightly, you’re weightless 
you scoot a few inches if you’re feeling generous

never met reciprocation but i’m sure they’re lovely
i don’t want to see you hiding in the bathroom and bloody
the ship sinks, we’ll have a few more drinks, belligerent
no compensating for my pain, you made me different

you’re still the same
you lost your hold on your brain
and then it rolled down your spine like they were tracks and a train
and now you’re trying to catch it in vain, in vain (x2)

ten pound shoes demo

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
don't be afraid to cling to me
when i'd sing you to sleep every night
and i love that you don't let me ruin surprises
even if it starts a fight
i want you to sext me
during your next panic attack
so i can count all of the freckles
and all of the scars on your back

i run my fingertips along the outline of your lips (x2)

you're staring into space when i'm staring at you
and it's all the entertainment i could need
sometimes i dread going to sleep,
i don't wanna shut my eyes
i'm worried as your lying on your side
cuz it's harder to breathe on your back with dirty nostrils
our soundtrack is the faint whistling of your sniffling
it's a ringing bell to me

i run my fingertips along the outline of your lips (x3)
the outline of your lips

the outline of your lips

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
my bed feels so empty
i pretend that you’re with me
it feels like every night my pillows wet from all my crying 
its just like your phantom limbs wrapping around my body
when i’m wrapped up in the thought that i’m alone

you’re here but you’re not
and i appreciate the thought
but what if in the end its not enough?  
i’m afraid that we won’t make it
and i just can't take it
everyday it gets even more tough

why did what you need
have
to be so far from me?
here where i sit, i can't say
i'd like to be here today

with me like a ghost
when
i need you the most
here where i stand, i won't stay
promise i'll be there someday (someday)

i'll be there someday

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i am alone
and i’m okay, although you don’t think so
i don’t wanna be
your friend if you’re mean to me

i know it’s hard when i forget
and call you when i’m looking for some love
and i know i’m looking in the wrong places
and you hate that when i push you its more like a shove
i’m not making it any easier

all the money i would spend
all the letters i would send
you condescend, you’ve been through this
while i’m holdin’ on till the bitter end
swore our love was a godsend
but yell when i can’t comprehend
i wanna let go and amend 
if i lost you my world would end

take a swim and wonder why i’m wet,
i’m not you’re little pet
this time i won’t forget, 
only thing i still regret
take time so that it doesn’t hurt
and i know you’re an introvert now
while you’re in my t-shirt 
you’re in my t-shirt

you owe me sorries,
owe me apologies.
you should be on your knees,
you should be begging please.
i know that i’m wrong, too,
but i’ve been good to you.
and if you care at all
you’ll tear down the wall
you built between us

looking in the wrong places

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