hi :3 w/ arnoe, carna007, pichu (ddertbag)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @gnde

https://open.spotify.com/track/2HkysUlkqHuFLpt71lECl4?si=27e8105b95da441a&nd=1

lyrics:

im aching
i feel my body fall apart
make my walls collapse
im crawling back
to somewhere i can start

wish they would talk to me
i feel them watching me
its almost constantly
its hard to fall asleep
wake up and walk between
hate me and want to be
i cant keep promising
that this is all ill be

i feel dead
til they tell me that they love me
i feel better
every day im losing friends
i can barely even walk on my own legs
like im floating
or maybe falling instead
but im not
its not that bad
i start feeling lost
ill hold ur hand
havent smiled since december
it might be like this forever

yea its aching
body shaking
i cant fake it
the conversations
got no patience
i cant take it
the violations
vile cadence
i am faded
the constellations
got me jaded
ive gone manic

with life on my back its just got me in panic
all of my friends they just went in and vanished
and i always felt like a monster thats banished
and all of my life i just felt like a menace

all of my time has been wasted again
trying to keep all my friends in my head
but i rather have noone there and depressed 
cuz all of these people they used me and left

i want a chance just to be by myself
cuz all of you fakes want to drain all my health
and i have been trying to fix how i felt
but all of this time and u wasted in hell

ache ft grandee

(@prodnomu)
@sanriorose 

luv u all <3333333

//
[dolly]
i gave u the best of me
dont know why u textin me :(
i gave u the best of me
you left so why u textin me ?
(2x)

you left me all alone yea
you left me on my own yea
had problems left at home yea
i wasnt posed to know yea
ever since then i been down
i miss when u were around

you couldve told me what i couldve done yea yea :(
and when u left u left me me feeling dumb yea yea
not worth a dollar but a run for my money
the pain that u left me is not even funny
but they noticed it was sunny
now i get straight to my money
NOW IM EATIN GOOD AND LEAN IS IN UR TUMMI
AND I KNOW UR NEW NIGGA HE IS JUST A BUMMY
HE IS NOT ABOVE ME [no he is not above me ]

[nomu]
I dont wanna live this life without uuu
Told me that u hate me i dont trust uuu
I dont wanna live this life without uuuuuuu
Baby im a loner let me love u

In the phantom, stars above me
I feel lonely
I know that u lovely
Can u show me ? <3
Tell me that u love me
Hold me closely
I know that u lovely
Can u show me ? <3

Hit me up
Text my number
Kiss me thru the phone

Fix me up
Antisocial
Leave me all alone

know im not the best
But im glad im not alone

Baby will u love me?
I cant do this on my owwn

without you

without you [+d0llywood1]

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

(dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

imma let you go
imma let you be
i know i’m annoying
and i know you’re sick of me
baby just don’t leave
you don’t have to fucking go
or else i’m gone go sleep
and i’m gonna dream so more
it’s a nightmare 
that i see in my dreams 
and it’s not fair
she be stalking me it seems
but shes not there
idk what i’m supposed to do
and everything is fucked up
cause i think of you
all the time

you’re a girl in a dress
i see in my dreams
and she scare me so much
but she ain’t what it seems
take a look inside
my glowing blue eyes
and don’t be surprised
oh what would you find?
i’m your subconscious 
and i’m here all the time
do not try to run away
please don’t try to run and hide
cause i am you and you are me
so lets agree to disagree
that if you ever try to stop me
imma have to let you be
(x2)

girl in a dress (dani kiyoko + luvlxckdown)

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDebqHSQ1GztmM2y1O0wa?si=L2cUSHRFSNCWJQ9Jd4ZQ0A

close my hands like amen 
i dont pray to god i pray for payments
never-needed demon like satan
sacrifice myself to paimon

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do

im blessed that im nothing left 
i could write it on my chest with no ink it's red
am i ready to fall for them
my darkest truths
inside its you outside i lose
my mind: not bound by time
and the way that i lie 
its a fucking crime
i can only stay true when im splitting in two
cause theres only one glue when im apart its true

taste the rain its like wine
u get urs ill keep mine
cause sumtimes i would cry
itll wash off just like bye

fall has come and gone again
i was left without a friend
paint by number comprehend
the things i draw and recommend cause

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do (x2)

Fall (never Again)

getawayy feat. wells, blxty, popstarbills, idiot, roxas (taylor+kuru)

instagram

best of me (sense)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

Fall (never Again)

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