A little girl at heart

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

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i can feel it
in my hands now
i hold it crush it
all the eggshells 
close my eye lids
 do a bad job
i cant stay here
you bite me slowly
guts are boiling
i feel it draining
screaming in bed
gets me closer
god i hate this
i am healthy
gets me closer
gets me closer


im stuck up
im a loser
brain is raining
bleed the painting
i talk with all my voices
i hate it 
i hate it 

would u like to
wear my clothes too
zip it up 
and contemplate it 
happy faces
close it up to
im decaying
decaying

sleepytime

Sckrpnch

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@6arelyhuman
@skypebf
@user-352666161

You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me (I-I-I-I-I)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I-I-I-I-I)
You don't want me
You're so violent, wanna see me vomit
Can't be in love with you cause all you do is flaunt it
Step inside the club even though my heart is aching
Fiending for your love can't replace now I'm shaking
Image stains my mind till my conscience bleeds out
Can you flay me?
Lay me fucking dead run your mouth
Really what did I expect from a girl like you?
You love lying and you won't stop, made me blue
You know I follow you, it's not good for me
I know you said to stop, but I'll do what I please
All on your bloody sheets, I kill you then I leave
You got me on my knees the devil got a hold of me

I-I-I don't wanna I don't wanna see u again
Don't you talk to me, I don't wanna make amends
Now I'm blacked out now hoping that you come around
I just wanna see you one more time my love
Now you see me fucking on the tv
I know that you want me baby come fuck me
I remember all the late nights with you
What you gonna do now I'm all over you
I'm at the edge of the world gripping for your existence
We are a million miles apart, I can't stand the distance
Anytime you need me I will be there in an instant
But you never listen I'm just living in my prison
So fuck me up fuck me up I just like pain
Stuck in a tough situation baby can you say my name
Stop stop stop stop stop you got me crying again
So stop stop stop stop stop I caught you lying again

You're so violent, wanna see me vomit
Can't be in love with you cause all you do is flaunt it
Step inside the club even though my heart is aching
Fiending for your love can't replace now I'm shaking
Image stains my mind till my conscience bleeds out
Can you flay me?
Lay me fucking dead run your mouth
Really what did I expect from a girl like you?
You love lying and you won't stop, made me blue
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me (I-I-I-I-I)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I know)
You don't want me, (I-I-I-I-I)
You don't want me

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I've been walking around 
with my feet on the ground 
one step headin out 
with my head in the clouds 

do i do i wish you were here 
do i do i wish you were here 
i wish you were here 

well I'm feeling ashamed 
cause i won't play your game 
cause i know in my heart 
you won't do your part 

do i do i wish you were here 
do i do i wish you were here 
i wish you were here 

what stop listen okay chill whoa 

I've been walking around 
with my feet on the ground 
one step headin out 
with my head in the clouds 

what no really okay thats cool 
but what about

Reason

wishuwerehere

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A little girl at heart

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