song is called holster if ure gna repost this just title it holster not "free" thx :heart:

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

prod n mix by my brudda @y4ndere

lyrics,,
nothing can tear us apart..
so many thoughts dont know where 2 start…

i cant feel like this again
waste my time, its time well spent
circle small dont come around my ends
dread and emotion, it expends
running away frm how i felt back then..
pressure hit me like a mac10
options, new plans, it depends
nightfall, sunrise it all blends.

got me fucked up i cant lie
flying away, take me 2 the skyy
failure, anguish, like just whyyy
feel my heart before i die x_x
say it like you mean it, have some pride
so many words and my tongue feels tied
bloodstains coat my shirt like tie dye
drowning, cant breathe its high tide

music video

high tides prod yandere

every day i be on the same shit
every day u be on some lame shit
how u gon split and not say shit
switches not no glocks im talkin faces
i think u was racist
tired of these bitches who think all this shit a game bitch
i jus pop lil pills n wake up in new places
i dont pop real shit all them xannies fake bitch

i need payment
u need pavement
u cant say shit
cuz then ill say shit
just the way it is
just the way it went
fuck with another girl u gon hit the pavement

i could make a call n get u bent yuh
never take another breath yuh
shawty fw my scent duh
how u gon smoke fent yuh
how u cant pay rent yuh
ion wanna see ur face again yuh
all ur bitches pillfriends yuh

how u gon have pills and pillfriends n still lose them yuh
u been down bad had so many chances how u still fucked them up
i jus wasnt gon be there n watch you fuck yo whole life up
how u let me do heroin just cuz u scared of me bein sad yuh
not a fuckin thing i could do to make u make good choices
u was always hearin voices
i know that shit hard but how u gon destroy me
know i had them warnings
but i was too young fried off them fuckin bars i was so avoidant
i be stuck inside my head be stressin bout the future
terrified im gon lose her
I wish I could just be with u when I want but I cant be a commuter
crush a pill up im a user
i was always so sure shit wud be okay thought i knew the future

spotify

for a kiss

die 2

prod bloodcryY + flesh
mix / master / sfx - bloodcryY

make a promise dat i keep 2 myself
ur all talk
bitch i wish u well
on my phone
cant get out my shell
i got up
lookd down
then i fell
have a feelin dat im losin my mind
need a reason that i jus cant find
2b special i shld get in line
want some problems ?
i can give u mine

yea i want some
new issue
new problem
new lesson
yea im less than u
dont listen
dont think it
got some shit dat i rly want to talk abt
got some shit dat i dont want to think abt
all these problems ,
insecurities
they pilin up
near the end
dont wana live2nite
live 2nite
near the end
dont wana live2nite
live 2nite
near the end
dont wana live2nite

near the end ***PROD @bloodcryy_ +flesh

sanction (scythe & claymore)

prod @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk

i Dont say a Lot X2 , ,. ;
sm Dope in my pocket i cant think Alot
let It Go i Cant ,. even If i wana try .. %: [ // .
feelin Low im Aboutta get so Fxckn high. . ; +} 

no way . , , Uuu gon change Wen u play dat  . .,|] =
Ok .. . watch me Slit |== then i Lay back ./ %.
Fuck u,, : p ion Even want the payBack
i let U ,[ [_- take my <3 Bc im brain Dead -- ){]

im about2 Cry U Nevr hear Me out .. . -": 
Xanax innat cup i Nvr live Without ., l; p
overdid A Bunch i think I might sit down .%. ; +
#%##i js Wanted luv %. . ig its Hard rn ' '' {

U can lie likeU want Bae . .,__-
ima Listen, , im so Stupid anywayz .. ,
body Lucid drug Abusive  ,, . do U Resonate <<# /???
U can lie likeU want Bae . .,__-

mayB ill b Fine i think its2Soon . ., l+_
Saw u In my room , . but I aint Hear UUu [{_%
money& tha Mood it alwayz Stay blue , ,: p/ . /
Yellow Xanny24get U . , ,: [; l,


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i just wanted love [ssj5]

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

prod @bloodcryy + @jolst
mix / master / sfx @bloodcryy

know dat feeling
n i kno it never lies
person in the mirror
i know he nvr tries
did it 1 time
i kno it wasnt right
saw the wrong signs
i knew it wouldnt b fine

can i forget
cuz ion wana know
dont talk 2 me
ion wana hear ur voice
wana play cuz u treat me like a toy
wana go 
dont want 2 live 2long

n im cryin
i cant go out
fuck life
it never works out
how it looked
idk now
i cant talk
im on the phone now

n im cryin
i cant go out
fuck life
it never works out
how it looked
idk now
was it worth it
idk now

crying in my room p. bloodcryY + Jolst

timeless
love but i waste it
just get fucking wasted
i know you wont say shit
in my life replace it
in my mind replay it 
i just barely made it
do it for a payment
roll a gram and face it

memory so faded
i became so jaded
all this time i waited
still on pills i fake it
scene shawty she naked
you became complacent
these other hoes they basic
told my girl to shake it

aye i dont know whats wrong 
it always feel wrong 
i think be dreaming
knew it all along 
i dont wanna talk
 im just always bleeding
i love nodding off
opiates appealing

i still be on subs
i dont fw breathing
i dont go to clubs
at the function leaving
rave until the sun
gas it fill my lungs up
i love you so much
i stay real

girl tell me how u feel
mcat made me wanna kill
molly rock its not a pill
tell myself im tryna heal

timeless prod. blxty & vvsmalibu

curse on my life im a ghost in the saints row

sanction (scythe & claymore)

scythe (@scythex02)

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