Like there'ssome people I haven't talked to in a while. Like a GOOD good while. I always wanted to try reaching out to them and talking to them, but then again most people are either delaing with their own shit, are offline, or have their DNI on whenever I have the courage to talk to them. But even if I could get the chance to talk to some people, what would I even say? Should I just greet you like how I normally greet people? Should I try talking about your issues first and try to comfort you? I don't know. I'm scared. If I probably haven't talked to someone in a while then I get scared that if I say somethig wrong it could isntantly fuck up my friendship with them. Maybe I should just talk to nobdy instead. That hasn't done me any bad. But even then I'll probably be lonely as well. Sometimes I would stay up at night thinking about that. Thinkning if I should talk to some people. Even if shit's been happening I wanna try reaching out but then again... I'm a very sensitive persona and I regret my hoices easily if things go south REALLY fast. Idk. I'm trying to not hurt my feelings the best I can but also try to reach out to others. I'm scared. What'll you guys say about me? Will I be ignored like how any ignores me? Will you be mad at me for 'ghosting' you? [YOU PROBABLY WILL BUT WHO CARES] Would we still be friends? I'm sorry if I'm overthinking this. But it's part of who I am. I'm always overthinking and I just... struggle with talking entirely. I'm sorry

I'm probably overthinking this but…

Full song: https://on.soundcloud.com/993lKh7hneL5WCcx3D

I TRIED MY BEST CHAT 💔

Edit 4/4/25: I WILL MAKE A BETTER VERSION

why does it hurt to love you

-cover from @wellspiced on YouTube (https://youtu.be/Ea3YULM114g?si=oCZ1gS-mCtFjreti)

NOT MY SONG I PURCHASED IT ON BANDCAMP THO: https://milkypossum.bandcamp.com/album/the-neet-ep

here's the original song (plz listen to the whole NEET ep its so neat): https://soundcloud.com/milkypossum/beautiful-princess-disorder?si=648fb6ff14ba426a868766135b329cfa&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

#animationmeme #vent #milkypossum #WHYDOESITHURTTOLOVEYOU #NEET

WHY DOES IT HURT TO LOVE YOU????? (Beautiful Princess Disorder animation meme part looped)

⋆˚꩜｡greedy - plasterbrain (looped + sped up)⋆˚꩜｡

Forgive me, I’m a useless friend

final duet on an out of tune piano

Now you can’t play for me anymore. You’ve sung me your last song…



LAST UPDATED: 12/3/25

Will you forgive me? You'll forgive me, right? Isn't that right? You're obviously gonna forgive me, right?











Hi :p
☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★
⋆˚࿔ɴᴀᴍᴇ(ꜱ): ᴏᴜ-ᴜɴ, ᴀꜱᴄʜʟ, ᴏᴜ (ONLY only by by online father, Null)
⋆˚࿔ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴꜱ: ꜱᴛᴀʀ/ꜱʜᴇ/ᴀɴʏ
⋆˚࿔ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ: ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀꜰʟᴜx, ꜱᴛᴀʀɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ
⋆˚࿔ᴀɢᴇ: (minor. That’s all you need to know)
⋆˚࿔ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: ᴅᴇᴍɪꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟ, ʙᴇʀʀɪꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟ, ꜰɪᴄᴛᴏʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ
⋆˚࿔ɪɴꜰᴏ: ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ-ᴀꜱꜱ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴜᴄʜʙᴀɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴀɴᴛꜱ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ🌀
☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★
⋆.˚✮ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ✮˚.⋆
✶⋆.˚ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇ: ᴡɪᴅᴏᴡᴇᴅ ᴡᴏᴍᴀɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɴɪɴᴀʜ (ɴᴏ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ)
˚₊‧꒰Ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
✶⋆.˚ɴᴇxᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇ: ?
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛꜱ
｡𖦹°‧ ꜱᴘʟᴀᴛᴏᴏɴ🫟
｡𖦹°‧ ᴡɪɴ ᴏʀ ʟᴏꜱᴇ🥒🥎 (ɢᴏ ᴘɪᴄᴋʟᴇꜱ!)[⭐️]
｡𖦹°‧ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀꜱ❤️💙 (ʟɪᴠᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴀʙʏ ᴅᴀᴍᴏɴ)[⭐️]
｡𖦹°‧ ᴄʟᴀꜱꜱ ᴏꜰ 09💙🖤
｡𖦹°‧ ᴄʀᴋ🍪👑
｡𖦹°‧ ᴠᴏᴄᴀʟᴏɪᴅ🎤
｡𖦹°‧ ᴀᴋɪʙᴀ ᴍᴀɪᴅ ᴡᴀʀ🐷👗
｡𖦹°‧ ɴᴇᴇᴅʏ ꜱᴛʀᴇᴀᴍᴇʀ ᴏᴠᴇʀʟᴏᴀᴅ🎀💊
｡𖦹°‧ ʟᴀᴄᴇʏ ꜰʟᴀꜱʜ ɢᴀᴍᴇꜱ🎸👁️
｡𖦹°‧ ᴘᴊꜱᴋ🎹🌈
｡𖦹°‧ ɪ ᴀᴍ ʜɪᴋᴋᴏᴍᴏʀɪ🗒️🏫
｡𖦹°‧ ᴛᴀᴅᴄ🦷🎪
｡𖦹°‧ ɴɪɴᴀʜ (ɴᴏ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ)👁️✋🦷[⭐️⭐️⭐️]
etc.
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
[Serious stuff]
‧₊˚ ┊ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ ꜱ/ʜ: 11/26/25
‧₊˚ ┊ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛᴛᴇᴅ: 10/28/25
‧₊˚ ┊ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ ᴄʀɪᴇᴅ: 12/2/25 (I feel stupid for that too)
・┆✦ʚ♡ɞ✦ ┆・
⋆｡𖦹 ˚ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴋɪɴꜱ𓇼 ˚｡⋆
꩜.ᐟᴍᴀꜰᴜʏᴜ ᴀꜱᴀʜɪɴᴀ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴘᴊꜱᴋ
꩜.ᐟʟᴀᴜʀɪᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴡɪɴ ᴏʀ ʟᴏꜱᴇ
꩜.ᐟɢɪꜰᴛᴇᴅ ᴍɪᴋᴜ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɪᴅᴋ
꩜.ᐟɢᴀɴɢʟᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛᴀᴅᴄ
꩜.ᐟᴛɪʟʟʏ ɢʀᴇᴇɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʙᴄɢ
꩜.ᐟᴄᴏᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɴɪɴᴀʜ (ɴᴏ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ)
꩜.ᐟᴡɪᴅᴏᴡᴇᴅ ᴡᴏᴍᴀɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ɴɪɴᴀʜ (ɴᴏ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ)
🌀⭐️🫀🌀⭐️🫀🌀⭐️🫀🌀⭐️🫀🌀⭐️🫀🌀⭐️🫀🌀⭐️🫀
﹒⌗﹒ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀʀᴛɪꜱᴛꜱ ⸝⸝
₊˚⊹♡ᴘᴇᴘᴏʏᴏ⭐
₊˚⊹♡ᴋɪᴋᴜᴏ⭐
₊˚⊹♡ᴍᴀʀᴇᴛᴜ⭐
₊˚⊹♡ᴀᴋᴇᴢᴜ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
₊˚⊹♡ʙᴜɴɴʏᴄᴀᴛ⭐️⭐️
₊˚⊹♡ᴀʏᴇꜱʜᴀ ᴇʀᴏᴛɪᴄᴀ
₊˚⊹♡ᴀᴅᴏ⭐
₊˚⊹♡ᴏᴠᴇʀᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ
Etc
✩♬ ₊˚.🎧⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧
˖ ֹ੭୧ ꜰᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ꜱᴏɴɢꜱ⊹ ࣪ ⑅
༄.°'ʜᴀɪᴋᴇɪ/ᴅᴇᴀʀ' ʙʏ ᴘᴇᴘᴏʏᴏ⭐
༄.°'ᴀᴜɢᴜꜱᴛ 16' ʙʏ ᴀᴋᴇᴢᴜ
༄.°'ᴍᴇꜱᴍᴇʀɪᴢᴇʀ' ʙʏ 32ᴋɪ⭐
༄.°‘ɢɪꜰᴛᴇᴅ’ ʙʏ ʙᴜɴɴʏᴄᴀᴛ⭐⭐️⭐️⭐️
༄.°‘ꜱɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴡɴ’ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴇᴋᴏ ᴋᴜʀᴀʜᴀꜱʜɪ ⭐⭐️
༄.°‘ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ’ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴇᴋᴏ ᴋᴜʀᴀʜᴀꜱʜɪ⭐️⭐️
༄.°’ɪᴍᴀɢᴏ ɴᴏ ᴛᴀᴍᴀɢᴏ’ ʙʏ ᴘᴇᴘᴏʏᴏ
༄.°’ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇʟᴇᴄᴛʀɪᴄɪᴛʏ’ ʙʏ ᴍᴜꜱʜɪᴘ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
༄.°‘ꜱʜɪɴɪᴛᴀɢᴀʀɪ’ ʙʏ ɴᴀꜱʜɪᴍᴏᴛᴏ-ᴘ
༄.°’ᴇʀᴀꜱᴇʀ ɢɪʀʟ’ ʙʏ ᴍᴀʀᴇᴛᴜ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
༄.°‘ʙɪᴏʜᴀᴢᴀʀᴅ’ ʙʏ ᴄʀᴜꜱʜᴇʀ-ᴘ
༄.° ‘ɴᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ɪ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴅɪᴇᴅ’ ʙʏ ᴡɪꜰɪꜱᴋᴇʟᴇᴛᴏɴ⭐️
༄.° ‘ᴀɴᴀʀᴄʜʏ!!!’ ʙʏ ꜱᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ʙᴏᴏᴋ
༄.° ‘ᴘᴜꜱʜ ᴜʀ ᴛᴇᴍᴘ3ʀ’ ʙʏ ꜰᴇᴍᴛᴀɴʏʟ
༄.° ‘ᴜɴꜱʟᴇᴘᴛ’ ʙʏ ᴍɪʀᴀɪᴅᴇᴍᴘᴀ⭐️
Etc -3-
🫧𓇼𓏲*ੈ✩‧₊˚🎐
⋮ ⌗ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ʟʏʀɪᴄ ꜱᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ.𖥔 ݁ ˖┆
.☘︎ ݁˖"ꜱᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜ 'ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅɪᴇ'? ɢᴏ ᴀʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ!"
.☘︎ ݁˖"ɴᴏᴡ ᴡᴏʀᴋ, ᴡᴏʀᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴊᴏʙ ᴀᴘᴘʟɪᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ!"
.☘︎ ݁˖"ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴇꜱᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱɪᴄᴋᴇɴɪɴɢ, ʜᴏʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ꜱᴛʀᴇꜱꜱ"
.☘︎ ݁˖"ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴀᴍ? ɪ ꜱᴡᴇᴀʀ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ!"
.☘︎ ݁˖"ᴄᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀꜱᴛᴇ, ᴄᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀꜱᴛᴇ, ᴄᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀꜱᴛᴇ ꜱᴋɪɴ, ꜱᴋɪɴ, ꜱᴋɪɴ, ꜱᴋɪɴ"
.☘︎ ݁˖"ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ 16, ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ"
.☘︎ ݁˖"ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴀᴍᴇʀɪᴄᴀ, ɪ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ꜱᴀʏ, "ʜɪ" ʙᴜᴛ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴇᴜʀᴏᴘᴇ, ɪ'ᴍ ᴀ ᴛᴀʟᴋᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ɢᴜʏ"
✧₊⁺🕯⋆.˚୨ৎ
ꜱᴛᴀᴛᴜꜱ ᴇᴍᴏᴊɪ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ
🍃-ᴅɴɪ
⛈️-ʙᴀᴅ ᴍᴏᴏᴅ
💉-ʙᴜꜱʏ
🎡-ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ
🎸-ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ
🪐-ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ
🥞-ᴇʟꜱᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ
🌀-ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ꜱᴘɪʀᴀʟɪɴɢ
💧-ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ
🍲-ꜱɪᴄᴋ
🌾-ꜱᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ
💊-ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇꜱ
✂️-ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ꜱʜɪᴛᴛʏ
🧥-ᴅʀᴀᴡɪɴɢ
🫀-ᴀꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ
🪶-…ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴏɴᴇ (ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ)
⚠️-ʜᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ (ꜱᴏʀᴛᴀ)
🫆-ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ɢᴜɪʟᴛʏ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴇ
🪽-ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ… ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ
🎼-ʟɪꜱᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ
🪼-ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʏᴛ

˚♡·˚₊ ˚ˑ༄
꒷꒦︶꒷ꜱᴏᴄɪᴀʟꜱ︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦
ʏᴏᴜᴛᴜʙᴇ:www.youtube.com/@OuUnAschl
ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅᴄʟᴏᴜᴅ: ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏɴ ɪᴛ(╥﹏╥)
ᴀʀᴛꜰɪɢʜᴛ:artfight.net/~OuunAschl
ᴅɪꜱᴄᴏʀᴅ: d1sealaddict
ᴛᴜᴍʙʟʀ: https://www.tumblr.com/ouunaschl
☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★
ᴛʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ᴀʟʟ. ɪ’ᴍᴀ ɢᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅʀᴀᴡ ᴏʀ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ʏᴛ ᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ. ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴅᴀʏ/ᴇᴠᴇɴɪɴɢ/ɴɪɢʜᴛ. ᴏᴜ-ᴜɴ/ᴀꜱᴄʜʟ ᴏᴜᴛ✌️
☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★





















💧...Why did you have to go and die? You promised me everything would be fine. You told me this would all get better...And then you died. Now I'm the only one left. Why did you leave me?

I'm probably overthinking this but…

✮⋆˙ᴏᴜ-ᴜɴ/ᴀꜱᴄʜʟ [ON BREAK]