takin all dese drugs feel alive through the night time,
feeling like im outta spacee shoot dat boy like sci fi ,
shawty broke my heart why you do me like that?,
after all the drugs ive done shawty she wont take me back, -

she a drugstar girl shawty she gon take my pills,
shes a loner girl poppin pills just to healll,
im a young die boy poppin pills just to kill,
im a young drug addict hit duh plug foe ughhh sealll, -

die die die die die,
i know the truth,
i wont belive your lies,
smoking off dis pacc im da highest in the room,
presence of mind triumph (hit plat in league) ,
took duh seal see you soon -
if i shoot i wont miss took the percs deadshot ,
quad feed collateral yeah im hittin headshots,
would you take my hand baby if i gave it to you ,
i slit my wrist thinking did i ever knew you
, did i ever knew you die young , x2 yeahhhh,

kill me with the drugs i take, it’s about time
poison in my veins, reaching for a flatline
clinically insane but i’ll still say that i’m fine
dealing with your bullshit, it’s eating me alive
when i had to go and take another pill then wonder why
now i gotta take another pill in order to survive
i can feel the devil next to me, he’s standing on my side
baby tell me if you want to, we can double suicide

uh, die, die, die
i don’t wanna hear your lies
smoking on that pack, i’m the highest in the room
she a drugstar girl, she gon’ take it when i do

Mixed and mastered by @landonvoncube

@rocstarpatty - Drugstar Girl Remix (ft.@kysdnny) [p.Younglombardo & Frankieontheguitar]

ig: @0yukixx
ninewaters ig: @lovefromninewaters
greg beats ig: @gregbeats__

@0yukixx + @ninewaters

p. @0yukixx x @gregory-beats

broken & alone w/ ninewaters [p. yuki x gregbeats_]

@dylaanlotus
prod. michael harrison x ayoley beats
apologies for the hiatus, take this new song (─‿‿─)♡

(lyrics)
@byekento
i'm sorry i don't wanna fix it 
all these feelings i've been missing 
i've been fighting my addictions 
all alone for all this time
and i know you won't listen 
i can't say this any clearer 
but i'm done with all the visions 
that you put inside my mind
but i don't wanna lose you 
so i'll stumble back right to you
all the things that i did for you 
they were nothing in the end
and i wish i could fix it 
but these things aren't getting clearer
all the things that i hold dear all fall apart and turn to shreds

like wait how are we so opposite?
still don't know how it got like this
just leave it just the way it is
i know you don't care for shit
sorry i can't help it 
when i get so damn selfish
'cause i feel so damn helpless
i don't understand this now

@dylaanlotus
it’s like i’m stuck in prohibition
i been lost and so addicted
and i know that can’t fix it if i tried 
i been stuck in my position
i been fucked with my ambitions
and i lost all my nutrition, i’m deprived

no one can help it
i been so selfish
nobody knows my fucking life
words that i’m belting
i’m fucking melting
i’m in my pain and own demise
x2

shreds w/ dylan lotus

insta:
@ lovefromninewaters
@ gregbeats__

lyrics:
i think you're bizarre
you creep me out, i'm SKRTing (forgive me 🤦🏻‍♂️) off inside a car
you don't know me cuz you've never seen my scars
like it's tv bitch i'm watching from afar
gunning you down if we dk who you are
i'm ok cuz i'm sipping on that beer
i feel like my piss cuz my mental isn't clear
and i control the game bitch i feel like puppeteer
we make you disappear

ik i rap about this shit a lot but i'm so low
i wanna go back home but idk where to go
i could rap real slow but it doesn't match my path
put my foot up on the gas, bitch i'm never coming last
and i knew we wouldn't last like nothing ever lasts, right?
we could talk bout last night or we could go and leave it in the past YUH
i don't fall for fucking gaslights
ima go put up a fight

i'm so gone
the more i think about it
the more i wanna be alone
i got my reasons why i wanna be alone
bitch i'm alone
YUH! YUH!

puppeteer

puppeteer (prod. greg beats)

#rap #underground #starinthesky #melodic #motivating 
- lyrics -
[intro speech by Art Williams "Do It"]

Don't talk about the price
when you don't know the cost to have this...

(Chorus)
I’m living proof
Dreams really can come true
I turned nothin into a coupe
I took punches and never bruised
skipped lunches and i paid my dues
No no no I do not lose
I don’t quit there’s no excuse
so quick u can’t see my moves 
Don’t be confused I’m living proof

(Verse 1)
I am the proof that there is real magic
I am the proof that life can be tragic
I don’t need proof if I say that I have it
What do I do about all these bad habits

Things i been thru is what make me so savage
I speak the truth thru my own mathematics 
Chop off the roof kill the rats in the attic
It may be Louis but baggage is baggage 

(Bridge 1)
I’m out here proving I don’t need no practice
Don’t talk about the Price when you don’t know the cost to have this…

(Chorus)
I’m living proof
Dreams really can come true
I turned nothin into a coupe
I took punches and never bruised
skipped lunches and i paid my dues
No no no I do not lose
I don’t quit there’s no excuse
so quick u can’t see my moves 
Don’t be confused I’m living proof

(Verse 2)
I Used to work day jobs to cover my bills
stayed up all night levelin up my skills
Now when I think of it I get the chills
Made a few mills but it not enough still

It’s more than a bank that I’m lookin to fill
My body may die but my voice never will
Locked in on the hate and I’m ready to kill
While u been sleepin I been doin drills
Now I don’t need practice 
find target attack it 
go for the goal takin all of the baskets
hard in the paint til im up in a casket 
hard to explain how I’m up in these brackets

I earned every meal cuz I fought through the pain
I stayed on the field even when it would rain
I swear I saw all of these things in my brain
The drip and the whip and the watch and the chains...

LIVING PROOF

LIVING PROOF (prod. NoahCuz)

i lied xd


i know my friends think i am barely even here 
i wont survive, you were my hero
another life, we could start back from zero
and so it's decided i'll be gone in a year

show no fear
keep your composure
shed no tears
and i don't need closure 
cuz you're insincere
sign a deal and it's over
we're in the clear

when we hang you're never fun
drag me to another club
i can't feel myself
ill kill myself
while im still fucking young

fill my cup and i'll just write it off
that liquor on her tongue
the devil can disguise herself
i really thought i won

mix and matching all my fits
we don't get fucked up, we get blitzed
and i aint never giving up
till there's patek on my wrist
take a look into the camera
say hi to all the kids
and i told them that they're different 
stop trying to fit in

i know my friends think i am barely even here 
i wont survive, you were my hero
another life, we could start back from zero
and so it's decided i'll be gone in a year

show no fear
keep your composure
shed no tears
and i don't need closure 
cuz you're insincere
sign a deal and it's over
we're in the clear

herø (prod. xandrov)

PROD BLOSSOM
MIXED AND MASTERD QUESADILLAS

I do this shit too much 
I been down way too often 
Takin drugs yeah too much 
I been down in my coffin 
Baby would you waste your time on me 
I’ve been lost in love lost in drugs
D (drugs)AND L(love) IS ALL I NEED 

I do this shit too much 
I been down way too often 
Takin drugs yeah too much 
I been down in my coffin
Baby what did you just say too me
I just took too much oxy now it’s getting hard to breathe 

Don’t need you baby 
Yeah I did this without you 
There’s lines in the kitchen 
Can not do them without you
Everybody in the middle all I hear is that they laugh at me 
Got a bad bitch rockin glasses 
Like her name was Ashley 

Oooohhhhhh woahhhh yeah yeah
Don’t you ever leave 
Baby that’d be a tragedy 
Faded off that lean 
I know that it’s bad for me
Countin up the green 
Baby you gon get this bag with me
Smokin on the tree yuh
Rolling up the green with me
Workin on my music because baby I’m a dreamer 
Yeah sippin on promethazine im a leaner 
Yeahhhh woooahhhhh ohhhhhh 


Without you girl I feel like nun special yeah 
When I’m with you girl this shit get all better 
And there’s times when I can’t sleep at night I’m fightin hard battles 
Cause this war inside my head and it go on and on forever 
Let this be the last time that 
Yeah I be the bad guy 
Why you gonna sit here and switch sides 
Never knew that you would tell lies
Mmm Kay
I lie,I lie when I say that I’m fine
But I know that it come with times
So ima be upgrdain my life , my life
If you leave , then I can’t breath
My heart won’t beat , and I will bleed
Yeah I’m just pushin thru miss the XO 💔
Yeah I’m tired of the pain so I inhale
Yuh shawty got my pills baby let’s go
Yeah I don’t wanna fight strip down head to toe aye

We gon fuck chop it up do it easy mode
But I can’t trust all that love that you speakin on
I’m fuckin up and I don’t know what I been doin wrong
Im hopin we can make it up after you hear this song
Won’t fuck up ya ya ya ya 
Can’t fuck up ya ya ya ya
Won’t fuck up ya ya ya ya 

Never said I need you, I’m doin fine without you
Whatever I’m gon make it thru, don’t ask what I’m gonna do 
Ooooo
Don’t ask what im gonna do 
Ooooo
With that choppa ya wit that fuckin beam 
Ain’t no bullshit ya onto better things
Fine without you ya ain’t mean shit to me
Ain’t mean shit to me yaaa ain’t mean shit to me yaaa
No it ain’t mean shit to me
Now movin on movin onto better things
No we ain’t friends wit no phonies
All we care about is this money
All these friendships always phony ya

Okay, let's skip the stupid games
I can't have you to stay
I'm leaving it all
Just for you to say
No way 
I've been skipping classes, for my presence
Ain't no room for mistakes, taking chances
For the love I am showing, why nobody here
For the love that I show, the fuck nobody here
On the low, woah
Why she hurt me so much
I don't know
But she might pop it
On the low
She might pop in
I don't know

I don’t even know
runnin laps inside my head
I don’t know which way to go
Monsters live under my bed
So I can’t sleep when I’m home
You were the light that I lost 
In the darkness I roam
Baby pick up the phone
Devil standin right next to me
Tryna make a deal for my soul

But I can’t let em take away my life
Cause it’s a price I have to pay if I die
Turn your back on me and tell me that you never wanna see me again
Can’t describe the feelin I’ve just been inside my head

Don’t know what you tryna do 
If you tryna leave I won’t take offense
I been paranoid caught me off the edge
They don’t fuck with me bitch they want me dead
But they still tryna be like me like that’s a strange affect 
Put that shit on god ,swear these niggas ain’t on shit
Swear he fuckin lied ,swear I wish they fuckin died
But I really swear I tried, I can’t seem to make it right 
I can’t seem to make it right 💔

without you w/ wednesday, landn, siah, ilysora, cruel zakura, kysdnny, byekento, 44romance, xorainzz

im 18 today 💭

Produced by yooshipalace x dynox
Written by xorainzz

Lyrics -

Run thru through city
Run-Run through the city
Yeah
Stop fuckin’ with me
Stop-Stop fuckin’ with me
me

Yeah, yeah
Love me and make it your main focus
The ugly is here and I feel hopeless
I love the way you make me feel unnoticed
And I love the pain you got me in my lowest

Ooh, that’s what you wanted
Not hugs, but conflict
Love, drugs & toxins
Ooh, Yeah
Not-Not hugs, but conflict
Love, drugs & toxins

(Love, Drugs & Toxins)
(Love, Drugs & Toxins)

Ooh,
Yeah run through the city
Stop fuckin’ with me !
I’m still rockin’ rick
No I don’t fuck with balenci’
Okay I’m dripped
But can’t handle my emotions
I’m iffy
You say you keep it a hunnid’
But you can’t keep it fifty

Toxicity is what you want
I know I Know
But either way I get to the funds
Let’s go let’s go
Yeah new mask
Just copped me some swag
Like overload
Just copped some new jeans
And they got the straps
The cash I blow

Run through the city
Run-Run through the city
I’m still rockin’ rick
No I don’t fuck with balenci’ !
Yeah new mask
Just copped me some swag (swag)
Just copped some new jeans
And they got the straps (straps)

Oo, but that’s what you wanted
Not hugs, but conflict
Love, drugs & toxins
(Love drugs & toxins)
Yeah
Not-Not hugs, but conflict
Love, drugs & toxins
Love me and make it your main focus
(Focus)
The ugly is here and I feel hopeless
I love the way you make me feel unnoticed
(Unnoticed)

Yeah, yeah
Love me and make it your main focus
The ugly is here and I feel hopeless
I love the way you make me feel unnoticed
And I love the pain you got me in my lowest
Ooh, that’s what you wanted
Not hugs, but conflict
Love, drugs & toxins
Ooh, Yeah
Not-Not hugs, but conflict
Love, Drugs & Toxins

(Love Drugs & Toxins)

Run through the city
Run- Run through the city
Yeah
Stop fuckin’ with me
Stop-Stop fuckin’ with me

lesson of the day: dont fuck with balenci

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luv, drugz & toxins* prod. yooshipalace + dynox

a few songs I made this year <3

shoutout @swazyhq

dontsaysorrynow prod. swazy*

produced by hateizumi
written by xorainzz

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I-I be in the function
High out my body
I might need somebody right now
I-I-I can’t really love shit
I jus wanna party
He say he gon’ stop me
Like, how ?

He-he might get that blade
So I got mine on me
To-told ‘em better pray
That his bitch don’t want me
But it all ends the same
Baby hit me up
Don’t know what I want
I wish I could give a fuck yeah

Shawty give me migraines
Somehow I don’t mind
Cuz I’m on my time baby
You’ll be gone by 9
(Oh)
Over with
O-Over with yeah
Tell me she in love
She just love the benefits yeah

I-I-I-I’ll still fuck that bitch yeah
Whi-which ones should I pick yeah
I just copped the ricks yeah
But they bitches ain’t fit yeah
Bitch get off my dick yeah
No you can’t compare to me
I’m behind the fence
Pussy boy he should beware of me

I be in the function
High out my mind
Said he gon’ do something
But the pussy lied
I might take yo main bitch
Hit it from behind
Like yo man he the lamest yeah

I-I be in the function
High out my body
I might need somebody right now
I-I-I can’t really love shit
I jus wanna party
He say he gon’ stop me
Like, how ?

He-he might get that blade
So I got mine on me
To-told ‘em better pray
That his bitch don’t want me
But it all ends the same
Baby hit me up
Don’t know what I want
I wish I could give a fuck yeah
I could give a fuck yeah

(Oh, Oh)

I-I-I-I’ll still fuck that bitch yeah
Whi-which one should I pick yeah
I just copped the ricks yeah
But they bitches ain’t fit yeah
Bitch get off my dick yeah
No you can’t compare to me
Compare to me
N-n-no you can’t compare to me
Oh

broken & alone w/ ninewaters [p. yuki x gregbeats_]

yuki

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