i could try put up a fight but i know i couldn't take it
you know what i like, crate of beers in my basement
never living right, i'm not sober i can face it
and i hate this, dressed in all white like a racist

i can't afford new clothes, can't even pick up hoes
i'm kind of rank, i sit alone and i pick my nose
you know i don't try though, cigarettes i buy those
need a way to cope, maybe pillies i would try those

two shots to the head, blow my brains out
i know i'm gonna end up dead by my ways now
kind of tired of this planet, everything is sour
i cried for help but they won't listen so i sing it louder

i can't blame life for the way it goes
but the way it goes got me feeling low
but i can't help but feel like i'm the star of the show
where'd the crowd go? nobody knows

there's something in my life i would live for
i like love, i like drugs, what i'd give for
i've tried too many gateways, i'm knocking at the fifth door
i wonder what is in store

ways

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

(lyrics):
ryuuji and taiga from toradora chatting wet shit

i spend my life wishing life was like an anime
i'm fuckin bored, i'll rot in bed until another day
i've given up on love, i'm something i don't wanna be
i drown my liver, i still miss her, if she stayed then we'd live happily

i'd waste my life to find an end to this insanity
i'd kill myself but hate to disappoint my family
i'm not gonna die yeah, just have to keep myself away from all the cider
i'm too sorry for myself to see the agony inside her

i smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all these fags i'm always buyin
i do it for enjoyment, not to brag i'm gonna die
if i'm drunk and tell you that i'm always sad then i'm not lyin
i keep it all inside so hell is trapped inside my mind yuh

tell me are you gonna cry if i was gonna die tonight
'cause all these suicidal thoughts inside my mind have all been here like half my life
all i ever wanted was to live a life of splendour
the way you're acting makes me wanna lose my temper

why you gonna act like i just killed your family
this is a different kind of tragedy
and my anatomy is froze now
why don't you tell me how i'm feeling 'cause i know you think you know now

imma go now
call up my mother 'cause you make me miss my home now
i miss my lover yea it makes me feel so down
i'm living fast, my mother tells me i should slow down

(outro)
i really hurt you and i knew that
i made the situation worse and i didn't have to do that
i knew we wasn't gonna work but i shouldn't put you through that

anime

anime (prod. greg beats)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
i just blacked out, too much beer in my head
if i'm not careful i'll be dead
that's what my mother said
fuck that, it's really hard to stay sober
you can say 'i told you so' when it's over
i'm a lover not a loner
you're not a lover, you're a poser
i'm an alcoholic, you're a stoner
i feel fine but i hate being alone

i'll see you when you wake up baby
kiss me through the phone
i've got some shit to deal with now i'm on my own
prepare the celebration cuz i'm coming home
wait! you say you love me but it never shows
i'm up, we're loud
we dance around
but we're never going down
my voice, the sound
give me a crown
if you're still sleeping on me you're a clown
you're a clown, ima send you down
won't see you round cuz you're in the ground
i need to get on the grind like mince
that bar was a wreck
we crash then we sink

lover loner

lover loner (prod. waystalker x bleachcraft)

p. @auguryy 💕
@swazrika on instagram 🦇

[lyrics] :
i don't wanna talk about it
i went ghost yah, you can go and cry about it
i wanna do the most, i would never lie about it
all i need is love yah, i would never try without it
my mind can't seem to comprehend
pick your poison; you can live or be dead
i need to find the antidote, it's here in my head
i could get up and work or lay in bed
or i could have someone take my life instead

i can't wrap my head around it
it's so strange
are you doing this for love or the fame?
i never learned my lesson, guess i kinda like the pain
but over time, guess we all get estranged
from each other
i don't really wanna fall down for another
tell me why i'm always feeling down cuz of lovers
i write these songs to share the pain with the others
i been walking so far that i'm chafing
i don't feel alive, i feel dead but it's the same thing
knees weak, heart is heavy
i'm feelin like i'm gonna drop to the floor already
when rika drops, know you ain't ready
call me on my celly
you could come and pick me up but i don't care about a chevvy
you could try and win me over if you buy a pint of stelly for me
we're not gonna have a problem if you're friendly to me
but even if i say that, you can't faze me
i got women in my pocket wanna date me
i got women at the club wanna lay me
but i don't care about the women, kinda crazy

it just doesn't make sense

it just doesn't make sense 🤷🏻‍♂️ [p. augury]

lyrics:
i wanna count sterling
no time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
the flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
it really feels the worst
you don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
put me in a hearse
the way that i've been feeling got me thinking that i'm cursed
we're always catching feelings but nobody ever learns
this shit is just the worst

in a pit of bad decisions, going first
life is shit and just for meaning we all search
this shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
it's easier to party when our lives are going south
tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
you don't know what i'm about
i wanna scream and shout
your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
i'm tryna beat a dead horse, i already have my doubts
already have my doubts, i really can't believe it!
the time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
but i don't blame you
you best believe it though that i could never save you

that's a job for yourself
i tried but really couldn't help
cigarettes and beer in my room, i hate the smell
i was tryna get my balance in life and then i fell
i feel ok
and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
but i'm unlucky that i felt a certain way about you
you know that i really couldn't save the day

sterling

sterling (prod. ninewaters)

w/ @ninewaters
@prod_pk

lyrics:

@byekento
keep it simple
there’s a lot of shit i can’t explain 
but its okay 
when i’m screaming out i can’t complain 
cuz its okay
shit that i tell myself everyday
you don’t know me
sware i do cuz all these hoes the same

but i guess its okay (its okay)
just another day i wanna end my days ha but that shits too easy so i gotta thug it out goddamn 
how did it all get to this 
how you asking how i’m pissed off
swear they make me wanna rip their faces off
its all fun in games until i take off
oh no its concerning 
if i put a bullet in ur face u deserve it

@ninewaters
maybe i deserve this
or maybe you’re not worth it
the sound of bodies falling on the ground is really perfect
yeah i gave out my heart, i’m not surprised they didn’t return it
now my life is a car, i went and crashed it now it’s burning
i’m forever yearning
stomach’s always churning
always stuck inside the past
i’m never returning
i’m too lazy to go to class
i’m never learning
and now i rap but you know i’m never earning
you can’t be serious
life is so mysterious
point a k to your head but you’re oblivious
whippin meth i the shed, what an experience
yeah it’s crazy
i’m the best rapper baby

deserve it w/ ninewaters

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

c'est la vie [p. ninewaters x sunofmoe]

yuki (@0yukixx)

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