I wanna fie but i dont wanna kill my self

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Avicii - My Father Told Me [UNRELEASED]

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wish we could turn back time

we go down together paris

Happier - Marshmello ft. Bastille (Alec Chambers cover)

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 Genre: Trap

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LYRICS

[Verse 1]
I live inside my own world of make-believe
Kids screaming in their cradles, profanities
I see the world through eyes covered in (p)ink and bleach
Cross out the ones who heard my cries and watched me weep

[Chorus]
I love everything
Fire spreading all around my room
My world's so bright
It's hard to breathe but that's alright
Hush

[Verse 2]
Tape my eyes open to force reality
Why can't you just let me eat my weight in glee?
I live inside my own world of make-believe
Kids screaming in their cradles, profanities
Some days I feel skinnier than all the other days
And some days I can’t tell if my body belongs to me

[Chorus]
I love everything
Fire spreading all around my room
My world's so bright
It's hard to breathe but that's alright
Hush
    
[Verse 3]
I wanna taste your content
Hold your breath and feel the tension
Devils hide behind redemption
Honesty is a one way gate to hell
I wanna taste consumption
Breathe faster to waste oxygen
Hear the children sing aloud
It's music till the wick burns out
Hush

[Outro]
Just wanna be care free lately, yeah
Just kicking up daisies
Got one too many quarters in my pockets
Count 'em like the four leaf clovers in my locket
Untied laces, yeah
Just tripping on daydreams
Got dirty little lullabies playing on repeat
Might as well just rot around the nursery and count sheep

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Sub Urban - Cradles

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Tate McRae - All My Friends Are Fake .mp3

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ps im feeling better dont worry about me
Lyrics: I wanna die but i dont wanna kill myself
debating taking my life but i rehealed my health
When will it be when I feel enough
I Cant keep friends insecurites steal my trust

 maybe its cause my feelings erupt
I pleed to God but he isnt revealing much
I pray he keeps it real in the clutch
feeling like a broken wheel off a bus

I feel i cant be fixed im scrap metal
But maybe i can belong floor the gas pedal
I went my own route either route is stressful
I look normal so they think I have potential

 I'll break your heart it aint intential
Only way I can make a difference is a pencil
So if you got your life together then go
I talk behind backs cause i speak better with instrumentals

Dont talk about marrage yet your messing with my mental
I wanna know if you have the same end goals
I'll visit you everyday once youve been home
I'll make you a coffee each morning when you go



I'm  sorry that youre taking double shifts
Id get a job but mental healths a job as it is
We have plenty of time to afford a couple of kids
I know you just got home but can we snuggle a bit

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

She tells me that "im being selfish
Your disabilities dont make you helpless
The wedding ring ima sell it
 even in the bed youre celibate

Asexual is not a orientation
Autism doesnt mean your lifes a vacation
So back to your parents basment
This story isnt even real, you faked it"

I woke up that afternoon from the nightmare screaming
Parents heard and rushed into greet me

they said


Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

Powfu - Death Bed (coffee For Your Head) Remix Ft  Beabadoobee

Music is like a journal for me. I tell different stories about my life no matter how deep they are. I can also switch up my style and write bars anyway i have to on a feature to match the vibe

Powfu - Death Bed (coffee For Your Head) Remix Ft Beabadoobee

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