just ascended while sobbing ❤️‍🩹

I want tattoos but I’m scared they hurt

I definitely don’t want my moms hand to squeeze rest of

Jag älskar dig! Vill ha dig ♥️♥️

to love me is to suffer me

Unreleased

Ethel Cain - Golden Age OG Demo

4pm in the hotel lobby
DTLA barbie
Taking shots of whiskey
Did you try to call me?
Out of my LTE
Staring at the TV
Look low-quality, feeling hi-fi

Baby I bleed crystal, glass is always hall full
With the pink moscato, keep the boys staccato
Kissing in the uber, I’m forever new here
On a holiday rodeo

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think that I would hit the ground this hard

Dressing up to get fucked up
I'll spend all my good luck, but never in one place
Perpetual movie star, I’ll buy a brand new car to crash on the interstate
Look at my mugshot, god I look so hot, when they took me away
A superstar in the back of a cop car, I’ll get off no charge, and rub it in his face

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think I would hit the ground this hard

Look mom, I’m on TV
A-list, but I feel like they all hate me
Don’t want to crash and burn
A lesson that would hurt worse not to learn
Stay so high, I look so bad
God, why do I feel so sad?
Shot high and fell so hard
That you could wish on me, guess I really am a star

Miss Anhedönia - Kennedy Drive (Demo) [Better Quality]

Sunday Morning - ethel cain

Casings - ethel cain

Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters)

South Alabama (God's Country Demo) - Ethel Cain

dust bowl (demo) by ethel cain

Ethel Cain-Truckers Chapel(extended prod.postumo)

ethel cain - earnhardt (demo)

I know you better now than I ever have before
I know you better now that our clothes are on the floor
And I had started shaking when you walked in through the door
But I’m not scared anymore, I’m not scared anymore
And I’ve never felt more alone with your arms around my shoulders
But I know if you left i’d cry myself to sleep praying that you’d hold me closer
But I see your face in the lamplight
And suddenly I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die
And I don’t need to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
So will you tell me that I’m yours
You sleep so deeply cause you hope you won’t wakе up
But I tread so lightly cause i’m scared you’ll sеlf destruct
And I know that we’d go up in flames but I can’t help myself
Cause I'd die if I knew you found safety in the arms of someone else
And I, don’t need, to be happy anymore
I just need to know that I’m yours
Oh will you tell me I’m yours
That i’m yours

White Silas ~ Room 209

lyrics:

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
When I take you and your brother in the back pew
Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick
Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through


I lied when I said I didn’t want you
In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do
Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

Two drowning coals won’t ever light
But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night


If I want you like I said I’d never do
I would hold my breath and sit down next to you
Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you
And right now I need you
I don’t know what happened
I don’t know what happened
I was young and sweet
And then something happened
Something overwhelming
Something everlasting

Time drags on
I hate him for the time he’s gone
I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years
I’ve been here too long
I forgot what stop means
Either I drink it or the boat sinks
It’s easy for him to get out of me
What I’ve been praying will get out of me

Will I always be crying during sex with you
All my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you
Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading
And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love

[Outro]
And I could love you if I tried
And I’m trying
I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying

crying during sex - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Concrete(extended prod.postumo)

Ethel Cain - Michelle Pfeiffer (Solo Version)

Sunrise Smile
Lyrics and melody by Jennifer Katusha 
Music by MTCHLR 

Verse 1
I love watching you sleep
Each dawn as the sun begins to sneak
Through the cracks in the blinds that need fixing
Splashing light on your cheek like kisses
You look at me and you roll your eyes
Cover your mouth acting like you’re shy
You playfully try to get away
I whisper I love you and you stay


Chorus
Oooooooooooooooo
I could go miles and miles
Oooooooooooooooo
On one of your sunrise smiles


Verse 2
Wheels on the tarmac wings in the air
Each place I land, wish you were there
I’m just doing what I have to do
So I can hop the red eye and get back to you.
When time and miles wear me thin
I remember your skin on my skin 
I let the thought of you take hold
Your face lit up with morning gold



Chorus
Oooooooooooooooo
I could go miles and miles
Oooooooooooooooo
On one of your sunrise smiles

Bridge
I fill my cup
And drink it up
I fill my cup
And drink it up


Chorus
Oooooooooooooooo
I could go miles and miles
Oooooooooooooooo
On one of your sunrise smiles

Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters)

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