@user-155678483: ofc smth new coming soon smth out of my comfort zone :3

this song makes me want to eat 2 cheeseburgers with a few fries on the side (it is very good!!!!1!1!1)

such a cathartic sound wit the vocals + guitar

why is love so hard to find (crxmson & wendelstyzer)

break the wall

clock

Me esta doliendo verte w/ enqwist

Finally  i did a track again with ma boi. Thanks to https://soundcloud.com/user-348728432 
for being on here and thanks to
 https://soundcloud.com/skyeee5554?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 
for the cover
Lyrics:

Intro:
ey mein life
ey mein life

Part1:
ey mein life ist
was, was ich so offen freigeb
es ist peinlich
wie viel leute über mich wissen die mich freilich

nicht mal kennen
nicht mal wissen wer ich bin
aber auf insta judgen sie
über was sie finden

sein es meine neuen Haare 
oder tats
nichts ist geheim vor leuten
mit gutem netz

ich bin entblößt 
mit einem click
scheiß auf cookies aus
bringt alles nichts

außer Hass, außer Kraft
die es kostet bin ich wach
wenn ich wach bin kostets kraft
wenn ich wach bin kostets kraft

meine clique fragt sich jeden tag
was ich wieder ohne sie mach
ganzen tag häng ich am stuff
ganzen tag häng ich am stuff

sie wollen immer mehr jeden tag von eim
heute war ich acht stunden wieder nur online
heut hab ich denk ganzen tag geackert und will kontern
heute will ich einfach wieder von allem weg

allem weg
allem weg
allem weg
egal was ich mache es wird nie perfekt

part2:

dank euch allen bin ich allein
dank euch allen bin ich allein
dank euch allen bin ich allein (oh)
dank euch allen bin ich allein

tunnel vision
not forgiven
bright screens 
artificial living

take it all 
theres nothing given
its all for keeps 
in this world we live in

nothing sacred 
even when u crying
cause u post it up 
just for clicks and likes

dress it up
just to let it die
cause the algorithim
doent like your life

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ig (ft spiritless)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

Oh and I sell the Template (Mix) that I made this song with, hit me up if you wanna buy it :D

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-Lyrics-

[Hook]

Did I change the way, that you see things?
I think that's not the case, but it's Okay with me (It's okay witth me)
Got used to being the bad guy
I keep on lying to myself
That way it's easier for me
They say lifes colourful
So why it's pitch black for me?
It's like a mistery to me
That nobodys by my side
I should just stop competing with these lies 
They keep me awake (They keep me awake)

[Verse]

I don't deserve you
Why do you love me? (I just don't know)
Why I'm not worrthless to you?
I mean all to you
You tryna hold me back
Or am I the one?
I'm tryna keep it simple
It's just too complicated
remember all the time we had?
This time is priceless
And I feel lifeless
Because the time is gone

[Hook]

Did I change the way, that you see things?
I think that's not the case, but it's Okay with me (It's okay witth me)
Got used to being the bad guy
I keep on lying to myself
That way it's easier for me
They say lifes colourful
Why is it pitch black for me?
It's like a mistery to me
That nobodys by my side
I should just stop competing with these lies 
They keep me awake (They keep me awake)

Soft Memorys

-=~=-
(p. @jichuuu)
-
i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me
i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me

ive been dancing on the edge for a while
i break apart and fall inside
i dont want to die tonight
but you left me here to rot beside
my thoughts they collide inside
i see everybody start to sigh
enemies around me
i dont wanna be me
so i shut my mouth and breathe

i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me
i dont want to talk, ill be quiet
hiding all my pain, but im smiling
losing oxygen, but im surviving
lemme know when you wanna try for me

oxygen (p. jichu)

...

i-im starting to lose it
i wanna go back to where i didnt
give a shit
i cannot feel a thing 
im so sick of it

im sick of it
feeling like shit
stay up all night
my room feels like an abyss
i dont remember the last time i felt bliss
and the thoughts of self harm i cant resist
man 
i just dont wanna feel like this
every secound going by i reminice
all my friends r telling me that im a pessimist
well how can i not be when im torn to bits
i just dont wanna feel like this
nothing makes me feel better except lsd
and honestly this rlly isnt me
so many things happened honestly its past me
i wanna trun my life around and head to victory
but im a loser so ig that`ll just stay a dream
or maybe itll happen ig its a mistery

i-im starting to lose it
i wanna go back to where i didnt
give a shit
i cannot feel a thing 
im so sick of it

im honestly losing my mind

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
I sell the Mix/Template I made this song with, hit me up if you're interested
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-


[Intro] 

It's okay to be alone


[Hook] 

It's okay to be alone 
I know that it really hurts tho...
I keep my expectations low tho
Tryna find a reason why my lifes so bad
I have really no idea

I don't know what's good and bad
Let me find a better place
I need somebody to help me out
Don't know who I am
I gotta figure me out


[Verse]

And I have nobody to talk to
I'm not okay
But I guess I will be fine
Eventually... Eventually... Eventually... Eventually...

You, said
That I mean nothing to you
I don't wanna be alone
But you said baby I will go
I don't even care no more
I told you so many times that it's okay


[Hook] 

It's okay to be alone 
I know that it really hurts tho...
I keep my expectations low tho
Tryna find a reason why my lifes so bad
I have really no idea

I don't know what's good and bad
Let me find a better place
I need somebody to help me out
Don't know who I am
I gotta figure me out


[outro]

It's okay to be alone

It's Okay To Be Alone

It’s all on me, It’s all on me.

Feeling the Fire (New Mix Sample WIP)

been work in progress for like 1/5 years 🤦🏻‍♂️

im honestly losing my mind

⛤♱ synced ♱⛤

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