produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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for my second collaboration with underworld hitz, we decided to go for something a little more ambitious. this tape represents a vide variety of sounds from across the underground music sphere, and we hope it is to your liking. many thanks to lowly, button, mch6, leo, merci, jaiden, moth, welly, wtrflls, yung banshee & okodn for their contributions here, and to @danxcolledge on instagram for his always excellent art. on all streaming platforms soon!

mothgirl + dokidokimanic - dream fountain [prod. apt9]

LIL DISCEASED X FERRARA - OUTSIDERS prod. STEVIE DURAG

prod. @petarr
LYRICS:

(hook)
gusto he dont give a fuck (no he dont)
i could never b fooled like a dumb (nooo)
i could never pop a pill with the bugs
i could never pop a pill with the bugs

and young gusto smoking ketamine in ur blunt
wtf he gon lace that shit for sure
u look dumb bitch u lyin on the floor
such a geeker and u asking me for more

(verse)
man im done w all that shit ya
oscar off the molly spazzin in this bitch yuh
2cb up in my hand twitchin' geekin' 
i cant even feel inside my head (im so craZy)

look at u look at me, what do u see?
gusto thats a lot of money
uh monkey see monkey do
now whats the move? pop a blue

(hook)
gusto he dont give a fuck (no he dont)
i could never b fooled like a dumb (nooo)
i could never pop a pill with the bugs
i could never pop a pill with the bugs

and young gusto smoking ketamine in ur blunt
wtf he gon lace that shit for sure
u look dumb bitch u lyin on the floor
such a geeker and u asking me for more

BUGS (PETAR)

[Daria]:

You’re always bitching,
I’m so fucking sick of it
You never listen and I’m so fucking sick of it

I really, really wanna know,
Is this real or for show?
Do you love me the way I love you?

Do you wanna die here tonight?

[Button]:

is that what she told you? 
loose lips and chaffing gums 
it’s not what she told you that matters
are you that dumb?

gaslight, my tongue’s a ticking time bomb
these lungs scream the truth: i’m innocent!

You’re telling me,
You’re sick of me?
I’ve never felt innocent until proven guilty

You’re telling me,
You’re sick of me?
Nothing is as it seemed

I’m sick of you, I’m sick of you,
You never could tell the truth
Honestly it hurts almost every time
I’m sick of you, I’m sick of you,
You never could tell the truth
Honestly, it hurt until I left you

SICKOFIT. (feat. Daria St Clair)

YORHA EXCLUSIVE : DARTH ROACH - APPARENTLY🧐🤔🤔

Dice In My Hand Freestyle

///// notes /////

this is my longest song under phixel so far, and im really proud of it. throughout the production of clearer skies, i used many pieces of artificial intelligence such as gansynth, vqgan+clip, gpt-3, and of course, maeexo, an artificial singer trained on recordings of my voice. im so excited that you guys finally get to hear this song, and i hope you enjoy it <3

///// credits /////

produced by phixel
written by gpt-3 + phixel
backing vocals by maeexo + iris day + jestrr
additional production by gansynth

///// lyrics /////

[phixel]
(okay, 5 over 4, its gonna be fun its gonna be a lil experiment we're gonna try it out)
(1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 , 10!)

i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
i know there's something there
up in the sky

dont you just wanna go up there and see
what could be there?
it could be just like when we were teens
when we weren't scared

[phixel + jestrr - in unison]
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
i know there's something there
up in the sky

/ little piano solo over conversation between me and iris day /

[maeexo + phixel]
M: I always think about the times we had
those memories will never die
i cherish them as years have passed
i think about them all the time
P: and when the darkness sets in
and we're left with all this sin
and now it's time to tell them
we know they're listening
M: i don't know what you're thinking (yeah, yeah)
i might be a bit timid
P: (haaaah) but i don't know what you're looking for
for, for

[phixel]
i just want to see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
(to feel the wind in my hair)
(to feeeeel)

/ saw lead + some more instrumental /

[phixel]
oh is it so hard to be decent
you let yourself get away
ooh, you went and seized your big day
was it worth it at all?
i wish i could see the sky
in a much different light
when i look around at night
i see no stars 

[maeexo + phixel - in unison]
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies

clearer skies

Lost Sanctuary (ft. Blood Money and Cybernetic Snake)

LAST ONE FOR YEAR :) HELL STREET RADIO BABY

mothgirl + dokidokimanic - dream fountain [prod. apt9]

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