MONDAY (prod JONA$)

[ON ALL PLATS]
(prod. cløud x jang0)
Features:
@1nopes 
@meantyyy 
@1stevyn 
@zaywxlk 
@its1zin

[LYRICS]
[pdktp]
I...
Don't know what I did to make you break my heart,
I thought we were so good, yeah right from the start,
I haven't cried in awhile but, now i'm fallin apart,
I thought that i'd feel fine,
But, my heart feels so confined,
I was so shocked,
Thought it would've been different when me and you lasted for,
So Long,
so long,
So Long,

[1nopes]
Said I could never hurt you more than I already did,
But it was you who caused all this fucking suffering,
Caught up in something but I don't think it was love,
Think it was, lack of connection i'm getting sick of this tension,
Just let me mention how much you fucked me up,
(angelic vocal run)

[zaywxlk]
You told me you love me, but i just feel stupid,
Your lies ripped up my heart,
girl, Girl you are so ruthless,
I'm wishin we broke up sooner,
We both know we knew it,
Woah, woah,
2 years down, check the phone,
Can we make up?
No,
I-I wish i would've known,
oh-oh, oh no,
I wish i never met you, you know?
(panned vocal run)
Okay!

[pdktp]
I...
Don't know what I did to make you break my heart,
I thought we were so good, yeah right from the start,
I haven't cried in awhile but, now i'm fallin apart,
I thought that i'd feel fine,
But, my heart feels so confined,
I was so shocked,
Thought it would've been different when me and you lasted for,
So Long,
so long,
So Long,

[Zin]
Like how the fuck am I supposed to relax,
when i got this pain in my chest?
I really do wish you the best,
But, I cannot see you again,
Like girl it's strange to me!
I thought we were made to be!
All this pain you bringin me!
Push me right underneathe!
(stevyn giggle)
the floooor,

[stevyn]
I suck at the simplest task,
Ain't nobody tryna help me,
nobody asked,
Not about the money,
Not about the cash,
I'm on my shit,
Yeah, I'm goin hella fast,
You said were over!
(giggle)
NO GOIN BACK ANYMORE!
now i'm here,
layin,
dead on the floor,

[Meanty]
Don't know whatchu want from me,
Your hurting my heart, So Painfully!
is this what you want?
Your changing me,
like what is this for?
Your breaking me!
Never felt so heartless,
I know that you got it all,
I tried to call you back,
Never felt this way before,
(angelic vocal runs)

Scarred Hearts (ft. prohip, zaywxlk, Zin, stevyn, Meanty)

by the end of september

lyrics:

(etai)
if you love me then start letting me go
you never loved me thanks for letting me know
u stand out in the front row when i hop on stage and put on a show
cant expect me not to leave got my foot out the door
said fuck school since i was young cause i knew i wanted more
i cant live the life that i didn't ask for
i wish this life would just end faster

(sif)
i do this shit for fun, yeah its not that deep bro
you told me "itll be okay" but i dont believe you
blood all in my eyes make it hard to see
crying all alone cuz when we touch i bleed

pink butterfly knife, got my blade up
pretty lil lines on the table
took a lil too much yeah i fucked up
got pills in my sweater, fuck a re-up

front row w/ sif (prod. kil1lvrr)

lyrics:

(1:21)
i was looking out into a vast desert of my own pain
counting sands, like 
my heart was falling

(etai)
feel like ima die now
like right now
im leaping off a high point looking straight down
and with my greatest fears in mind im no longer afraid 
feel like ima die now
like right now
im leaping off a high point looking straight down
and with my greatest fears in mind im no longer afraid

so many words in my head i just wanna let em out
i just cant let em out
i just gotta tell em no
like does anyone even know what they write songs about?
what are these songs about?

(1:21)
what are you talking bout
i dont want a falling out
tryna find a way but i cant see my hands
can i feel my face
look me in my eyes
out of place
state to state
outer space
am i an alien?
all of these sentiments 
my heart breaks again
to be real i hope this ends

(etai)
feel like ima die now
like right now
im leaping off a high point looking straight down
and with my greatest fears in mind im no longer afraid
feel like ima die now
like right now
im leaping off a high point looking straight down
and with my greatest fears in mind im no longer afraid

leap of faith w/ 1:21 (prod. etai s0 + nightclub20xx)

in the club but it feels like im in space//
im asleep but i miss being awake

@makeangelscry on everything

i miss being awake

SPOTIFY

i miss being awake [prod. izoki]

shoutout all my friends
ty p3tro for the dante red preset lol
and tekkiebby for being the person i messaged all these bars to <3

lyrics:

flamin hot cheeto bars 
racing mach speedo cars
raging magneto powers
ways to be a nematode?
may i flex this vessel
it took 22 years to mold
take 2 steps ahead and
20 back thats why i feel the road 

my feet corrode 
im walking back and forth its getting old and now im freezing cold

off the ketty moving like 3 toddlers in a trenchcoat
vom spaghetti spillin out the bottom theres a stench tho
im a player in the game
u warming up the bench tho
ion need a ratchet 
i could hit u wit a wrench yo

inspector gadget go go gadget hatchet melee weapon
i took a blue bar i think i might've went to heaven
but then i woke up in the night i think it was like what eleven 
took another B707 im a fuckin living legend
im just waiting for the blackout
till i pass out spillin drink on my pants wow

nematodes (+bleachcraft +glacies)

I've been making music for not too long now but I think I've found my style. Still 16 so I still have time to grow. Though I'm fucking taller than all you (6'3") 

Enjoy ♡ (fuck this stupid ass heart bro)

~lyrics~
scrolling through your instagram (oh shit)
i need to talk to you
but you don't care
i see you got lots of friends
can't help but to think
that could be you and me

even though it's been a while
i still care about you
we used to have a good time
laughing bout' you and me
holding you tighter-er er-er er
i won't let go-o o-o o

Hope, you know i love you
'cause i cannot let go
wish we could hang out
'cause i really miss you
hang out till it's downtime
'cause i don't want leave you
my visions getting foggy
but i can still see you

Hope, you know i love you
'cause i cannot let go
wish i would've asked you out
'cause i really love you
hold on to my hand now
'cause i don't want to leave you
my eyes are fucking tricking me
'cause i don't even see you

scrolling through your instagram
i need to talk to you
but you don't care
I see you got lots of friends (omg shut up)
can't help but to think
that could be you and me

blonde hair, nose pierce
i can't get you out my head now
hypnotize me, i'm going to fall out
really trying my hardest to really pop out
but you'll only see me the same way

Hope you know i love you
'cause i cannot let go
wish we could hang out
'cause i really miss you
hang out till it's downtime
'cause i don't want leave you
my visions getting foggy
'cause i don't even see you

Hope you know i love you
'cause i cannot let go
wish i would've asked you out
'cause i really love you
hold on to my hand now
'cause i don't want to leave you
my eyes are fucking tricking me
'cause i don't even see you

oh-oh-oh
oh-oh-oh
oh-oh-oh
oh-oh-oh

talk2u

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

instrumental by flawed mangoes - riff 2

lyrics:
i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

tryin' my best
but im down on my own
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

i've been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel?
push me to the side
"its not real"

all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out
ill choke
why would you assume that?

i grew up
you knew that

i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

(faces in 2D)
tryin' my best
but im down on my own
(and our plastic screens)
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
(and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up you knew that
---

the prelude to brothers in arms

heroes

feat. @12113215am @1anesthesia

lyrics:

[etai s0]
im taking the long way home
you wronged me once its over, no more
demons come in many a form
i killed them all
and now theres nothing to fight for
i've seen events unfold i can't describe
but the look in your eye 
tells a new kind of lie, yeah
its cold as a tundra  
last year was a bummer 
i wish it was summer
but i'd hate it all the same
no the sun will never die while im alive
which is a shame
i would like to see it happen
such a glorious display
im taking the long way home
you wronged me once its over, no more
demons come in many a form
i killed them all
and now theres nothing to fight for
i've seen events unfold i can't describe
but the look in your eye 
tells a new kind of lie, yeah

[1:21]
n i’m still waiting for the day that i would break through 
call on an angel like where are my wings and where’s my halo 
i been here i’m right here still calling your name 
it’s not fair but i’m not scared 
to watch it all fade away 

how do you feel about that 
i’m finna run it right back 
putting myself on the map 
make my way out the trap 
how do you feel about that
carry this hate on my back 
so i don’t care where your at 

pay it forward 
cause i’m the author
dont fuck with your aura 
you messing the sparks up
why pour up 
cause we important 
killed my demons 
so i got my hearts up

[anesthesia]
cyber angel
i still fear the things i saw
always unstable
oxy at the morons call
through the wind
i descend
falling through the abyss
till the end
i’ll still sin
drape my body in bliss

my hands been ice cold for a long time
path swerving tryna stay on the mainline
she’s my light in the dark make the sunshine
i can’t let her see me noddin off on facetime

you’re one of a kind
you’re the glimmer in my eye
i’ll be yours if you’ll be mine

breakthrough w/ 1:21 + anesthesia

i been in the same place for awhile now :/

hardstuck.exe (p.di4umi, tab1a)

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