Im up so late agian no sleep :( i just pretend that i feel okay :/

ft. @b07gem @820
prod. @45avast

lyrics:

(gl0)
i will never trust you, fuck im feeling anxious
never go outside all i ever feel is sadness
rot and decay filling up my fucking brain
the fuck do u want, idk what to say
i guess ill just play dead i guess ill just shut up
the fuck u say to me plz just shut up
thats all i ask of u, thats all i ask of u...
im not even there, what u trynna say to me
no one even cares, i guess ill stay this way

(b07)
i cant live without it
cant stop ive always got it
i do it cuz they hate me
i do it cuz they hate it
know theyre hating
2mgs im ok
and i just fucked my brain because of bars
and i keep my mouth shut
my eyes are bloodshot
blood in the sink
i must have done something right
imma need some flualp
for my intrusive thoughts
i just cleared my mind up so i can't think about it
o no another excuse
im really a recluse
crush dilauded
oxy 80 blue pill

(nosg)
i just play this game for so long
i got nothing to show 4
i just popped like 2 much
makes me fucking anxious
i think i'm going crazy
you said i'm obnoxious
you don't see i try my hardest
why you so reluctant
evil in the darkness
days not getting brighter
said im fine guess i lied then

rot ft. b07gem x nosgov (avast)

gl0wrm - fade (rezlaine)

the last of my throwaways/corrupt projects from throughout 2021 while i was making karma and back & forth excluding 4 songs from last yr clearing hd n deleting everything i made before, new music @lilac soon enjoy.

revenge

https://soundcloud.com/skoolio

swear i sold my soul
the way i pictured it perfect
i hope tonight il never know
give it what it takes just to save myself from the fall

and now its all gone thru
all my plans just fall thru
i know my thought is see thru
i tell u what i go thru but now i know its not true
the way you talk its like its not you

she got me feeling so blue

now my feelings so see thru
she got me feeling so blue

saw it in a light fantasize about the time
youre my fortune need a sign
grant my wish for the one time
now im screaming for my life

does it matter what is really in for us
cant let go im really holding to ur trust
took me whole and you jsut turned it into dust

pictured perfect (skoolio)

fully produced by me. song 1/8 of upcoming ep

i see the light shine thru
i need something thats not u
something new
not same old
i hate when i lose all control
and the stars align right in front of ur eyes
i need u to save me
what am i doing?
save meee
i know
cut throat
keep it clean
jus shut me out
u dont wanna see me drown
u jus wanna cut me down

cut cut cut cut me
cut cut cut me down

i see the light shine thru
i need something thats not u
something new
not same old
i hate when i lose all control
and the stars align right in front of ur eyes

save me

no beats are for sale, strictly for listening purposes. dont use any of them 

06:13 ft dirtbound13 + jeremyy
07:41 ft ashes.




2024 clips megamix+ (+ dirtbound13 jeremyy ashes.) #SPAZZ

RAYN

Ain't Over

org cover art ; https://imgur.com/qO4knSw

@mariette0a

i just wanna skate
i just wanna paint
i just wanna watch sum anime
i just wanna stay up late with u
listening to vinyl beach house bloom
pop another pill
just to make me feel real
yeah i get sum pounds
but i spend em so quick

drugs
clothes
good times
til i realize
i liked my life
better before
better before
not sure who i am
but i'm comin back 
nothin will ever be the same 
til the cycle resets 
and we meet again 

it's okay
let's go watch sum anime
i just wanna stay up late with u
listening to vinyl beach house bloom
pop another pill
just to make me feel real
yeah i get sum pounds
but then i spend em so quick

drugs clothes the pain
i just wanna watch sum anime

grace - better before (PROD. MARIETTE)

@listen2grace (was his tag)
@callme004

im up so late again
no sleep = i just pretend = that i feel okay
when you ask, but im hurting bad
it hurts so bad
i think im losing my head

nikes with a big tick ./
you get crossed out X
might have to kick ur door in :)
feelings get locked out
i stay with the mischief
it makes me calmer
TNF(tm)mask all black balenciagas(tm)
throw away the key
hide the ammo
sirens follow me
like a shadow
no steppin on the snow
i stay stealthmode
locked down
make no sound
when i come around :X

[2tabs]
5 tabs 4 walls
far sight to a place i wasnt born
no substance so I take substance
2nd best accident im disgusting
LSD for breakfast tryna mend it
walls closing in need defending
no safety
heart racing
10 trams im off the rails
couple xans i forgot my name
gram of ketamine
let the angels in
apparitions fill my vision
i really miss her wish I didnt
its for the best if I disappear
is it bad that I need you here?

original art

grace - losing my head ft. 2tabs (PROD. TOMEKK)

@lil4c
@aijn

https://soundcloud.com/aijn/scrapmodee (28:45)

grace - losing my head ft. 2tabs (PROD. TOMEKK)

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