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@trustt
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@trustt
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

prod.@72crash + me

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening
i know someone's gives a shit
when they tell me bout their day, yeah

just treat me like someone
big heart but it broke so much
gotta keep going gotta give no fuck
brand new shit gotta test my luck
spin back-
jk i ain't hard so what
talk yo shit just try to keep up

i'd sell out for my love
you sell out for some drugs 
then die by 21
star life yeah ain't it fun
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
movie star like, so what

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening

star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what

so what

PRODUCED MIXED AND MASTERED BY SERENA LIARS
GMINOR 145BPM

Cover shot by @coreposting
Art by https://x.com/Murasakino69770

NOTHING MATTERS BECAUSE THIS COULD BE US

demo (file will probably be replaced later on)

It's a turning point in my life
what can I say?
nothing I say sounds right
hold it in for one more night
what have i done?
i swear, i'll make it right

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
feel like I'm on the edge of letting go
it's starting to show
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just shave it all off just to see how you'd react

i know what your expecting
but im giving you something else
when you tell me you love me
i wish i could say the same
cant think of the words
you want me to say
you ask how its been
i dont say a thing
i wish i could say something

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
shattering my brainstem
wandering away, hoping things are still okay
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just burn the fucking house down
maybe I'll see you react
i swear, i'll make it right

remember-ME

lynU+

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