It's an original song about my social anxiety:

Lost in thought in crowd
Everybody I know I don't really know
Can't say a word out loud
Because it's everybody I don't really know

Their smiles melt into the ground
Eyes avert when they look me up and down
Say my name like it's the first time
When did awkward become a crime

Feeling low emptiness
A little bit of social nausea
It is tough I feel a mess
My feelings seem so obvious

They know I know I don't belong here
They be catching up to my fears
I hate it here but I have to be
Be the nice girl they wanna see

So I look at my phone
Pretending that the world's not there
Atleast they leave me alone
Or they don't really fucking care
Say my hellos, going solo
Next time im invited Imma say fuck no
Imma be a no show
So rn let's go

I have my own happy life
One they're never gonna see
I'm never gonna try
A side of me they're never gonna meet

16amritak