demo of something i’ve been working on for a bit. it’s about liking somebody who hates themselves so much they blame it on you because they can’t come to terms with their sexuality.

yesterday (demo)

when they only like you when their drunk out of their mind :| literally that’s it … and I hate that feeling.

chaser (demo)

LYRICS // 
I look at you with tears in my eyes, 
you still see me as a stranger 
I kiss you like I haven’t seen you in years
and you kiss me to forget her 

cradle my face in your hands 
like water in your palms
said you could never love me
but you hate when i’m gone

keep me like a souvenir inside of your head 
only calling me up at your convenience 
always gonna be just a consolation prize cause you only want me when you’re lonely in the middle of the night


forgetting her real fast every time you get undressed 
do you forget about me faster when i’m not in your bed 
smelling her perfume every time you kiss my neck
it’s a faint reminder i’ll always be second best 

keep me like a souvenir inside of your head 
only calling me up at your convenience 
always gonna be just a consolation prize cause you only want me when you’re lonely in the middle of the night

souvenir (demo)

lyrics :

biting my fingernails 
tremors and blurry vision 
in the sea, in the storm with no sail 
and my stomach is sinkin

fathers disapproval 
now my mother started drinking 
told me to get the fuck out
cause to them my love is just a decision 

no more mourning doves when I wake the morn
no more greeting family at the door 
droplets of blood spilling on the floor
trying to kill all the pieces of me I don’t want anymore 

faking my love, maybe I could get away with it
faking my life, until it’s all gone to shit
i’m just a collection of all of my experiences 
and i’m just a soul that hates every inch of its skin 

no more mourning doves when I wake in the morn
no more greeting family at the door 
droplets of blood spilling on the floor
trying to kill all the pieces of me I don’t want anymore 

thousands of doves dead at my feet
maybe the weight of the world 
had broken their wings 
but there’s a thousand more falling
down to the sea 
with no way to swim 
so all they can do is sing 

the mourning doves still sing when I don’t wake in the morn
too bad my family won’t care enough to be at the door 
didn’t have the patience to wait out the storm
but all i have is time now till I drift back ashore

mourning doves (old demo)

lyrics: 

don’t look at me like you got something to say
when all you do it bite your tongue 
if you turn off all the lights, i’m still here either way
just pick at my skin till you cant recognize my face 


wipe your mouth every time that you kiss me first 
but I know the feeling stays in the back of your mind
is this how you’re gonna live for the rest of your life?

-break-

cross, dangled over your neck clutch it like your life depends 
on whether or not it matters who you kiss
sweat the skin off the skeletons hiding in your closet
I hope you know it won’t matter when you’re dead


hide me like a dirty magazine 
that you’re scared everybody will see
you’re the killer and i’m the missing body 
cause i’m everything you’re too ashamed to be

-break-

ace

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