Man. I've come to discover that
I spend too much of my life
trynna astonish people
Increasing isolation and the insanity,
now to the point where it should be illegal
However, it's not only 'bout impressing the outer world,
but more of myself
Yet when I overwhelm others,
I really do not impress me, and it doesn't go well
And maybe as some of the deeper emotions, that tells me
I have been able to impress y'all
It's something that they all are saying
so I just don't have to feel like Imma mess
But I do,
no matter what,
'cause I read you and I've not been impressive
Or is it me guessing,
as my unhappiness keeps getting more intensive?
Everytime that I go out in public,
everytime I try to talk to a person
Who's not my mom or a close friend,
I subconsciously try to amaze, getting me nervous
Right words,
how I look,
appearance, etc. I'm so tir'd of it
When I'm attempting,
then I can only tell 'em how I feel, and that I've hit the bottom
And that is really not something to arouse someone with,
that's an excuse
To get sympathy from them
instead of impressing them accurately,
do not refuse
Damian, do not refuse,
you're simply so weak that you claim it 'abuse'
You won't be able of winning or even playing the game,
you're gonna LOSE

Nobody reads me,
nobody needs me,
nobody sees me for who I am
I am a ghost,
basically I am a ghost,
no one understands
Hating myself,
hating myself,
all my life I been hating myself
Impossible to be carefree at any time,
and nobody can help
Why,
are expectations so high,
all in my head
Why do people keep judging me?
Filling me with stress
Self-conscious,
shaking to the core on stage,
technique replaced wit' judgement hits me back in a cage
The brightness won’t age,
but my self-hatred never seems to engage?
Whether'd be two people flirting, or kissing,
my lack of humor, or lack to impress myself
or others, when I play some music and somebody cringes,
it affects me
People be giving the 'Billie Eilish look' at me in my eyes
I hate the things that is telling me I’m dirt,
simultaneously, you think I'm ugly you RIGHT!
Embarrassment after embarrassment,
I feel my demons attacking
Got lotsa emotions,
but learned to mask 'em, so supreme,
I'm trapped in my own acting
Trying intentionally to break character,
but that makes it further gloomy
Cause I only can deliver aggression,
it's a wicked game and an AWFUL movie

The impressure creates insecurities,
I try to tell and show it but cannot
Something preventing from doing it right,
prolly the demons I'm battling now
Insecurities and self-consciousness,
always too near it
I want to cry, as a reminder of my human spirit
There is not a single moment
where I can fully feel like myself
Or in control,
as I'm in traffic
the wrong times,
I'm not well
Where I cannot do the conversations,
not having words to impress 'em
Caught in the devil's session,
locked out of heaven,
with insecurity-driven depression
I'm the most self-conscious introvert I know,
fills my head entirely
And I cannot say anything out about it,
and words are words,
that's the irony
*I'm a little nervous*
that doesn't come out the right way,
they won't understand
Man, they won't ever understand,
I've tried all that I can
I don't really plan to drop this,
and I'm still nervous of what y'all is gotta pick out
of flaws,
hypocrisies,
and whining
cause when I feel it or hear it out
It's so mentally stitching,
this is my feelings of humanism
It's not ego,
but fact is
I cannot take the micro-ATOM OF CRITICISM

(Outro message)
_
Written by DommeDamian
Produced, mixed, mastered by Rolley Productions
Recorded at Mill Factory Studios

Contains samples from:
Walk On Water by Eminem

Haze Side A

Handle The Impressure

Lyrics:

Every time I get a little bit nervous around ya
All my insecurities start talking up
I wasted all this time
Trying to convey myself ('vey myself)
But you don't hear me out
Difficult to tell 

You say you like my company (yeah)
But never wanna talk to me
When your friends around

Look across the room 
For who you think is cooler
Yeah you see right through me

Like I’m just a ghost to you you you
Like I’m just a ghost to you you you
What am I supposed to do do do
When I’m just a ghost to you you you

No I ain't psychic 
Am I bad timing
What are you hiding
Cause you’re acting like
I am just a ghost to you you you
Like I’m just a ghost to you you you

In my world you really don't seem to care about this
(don't seem to care about this)
Show me something 'cause it feels like i'm off your list
(off your list)
No you don't see me
Unless you need me
When none’ya friends around (nah)

Look across the room
Found somebody cooler
Still you see right through me

Like I’m just a ghost to you you you
Like I’m just a ghost to you (oh no) you you
What am I supposed to do do do (supposed to do)
When I’m just a ghost to you you you (oh)

No I ain't psychic 
Am I bad timing
What are you hiding
Cause you’re acting like
I am just a ghost to you you you
So am I a ghost to you?
(am I a ghost to you?)

--
Written by DommeDamian
Co-written by Max Ulver
Produced, mixed, mastered by Christian Bogø Bach
Recorded in GL Music

Ghost II You

i’m leaving footprints in the dirt
so inconsolable I don’t see nothing
might be a never ending search
but I know I ain’t got other options

ouh, I always knew something was missing
too long I have been lost
ouh, nobody said where it was hidden
but I can never give up

I'm a spaceman riding through the universe 
searching for someone unknown
jump off the edge I cannot return
I gotta find you, I gotta find you
I'm a spaceman riding through the universe 
searching for someone unknown
jump off the edge I cannot return
I gotta find you, I gotta find you

they try to keep me down on Earth
but somebody tells me that it doesn’t matter
I always felt like I was cursed (I was cursed)
so many questions but I got no answers

ouh, I always knew something was missing
too long I have been lost
ouh, nobody said where it was hidden
but I can never give up (no)

I'm a spaceman riding through the universe 
searching for someone unknown (unknown)
jump off the edge I cannot return
I gotta find you, I gotta find you
I'm a spaceman riding through the universe (a spaceman)
searching for someone unknown (searching for someone)
jump off the edge I cannot return (no)
I gotta find you, I gotta find you

ouh, I always knew something was missing 
too long I have been lost (been lost)
ouh, nobody said where it was hidden
I put my faith in the cross

I'm a spaceman riding through the universe 
searching for someone unknown
I jumped off the edge and I won’t return
I gotta find you
--
Written by DommeDamian
Co-written by Max Ulver
Guitar, bass, fx, produced, mixed and mastered by Christian Bogø Bach.
Recorded at GL Music, February 7-8th 2023

Spaceman Ridin' - Single

Spaceman Ridin'

Up on Peach Melba Avenue, that mellow breeze
They said Jesus don’t stop loving me
He has not hit the same way as worthlessness
More than flashes of green permanence

What’s worth the love when it won’t complete ya
Strayed in my sins, a real feature
Faith appetite should get me through
As we drift down Peach Melba Avenue

I cannot do this all by myself
The weight of fear like a kiss from the crest
When I speak how I feel nothing goes
My mind is weak and hard to heal: break new lows

What’s worth the love when it won’t complete ya
Strayed in my sins, a real feature
Faith appetite should get me through
As we drift down Peach Melba Avenue
Faith appetite should get me through
As we drift down Peach Melba Avenue


Peach Melba Avenue

All my people, hey, yeah, yeah
Feel the rhythm, hey, yeah, yeah
All my people, hey, yeah, yeah
We're gonna crack the code today

What you're about, cannot figure out
Just tell me now, please communicate
I gotta know how to get the code
Impossible, please communicate

You tell me your mystery
Is killing me cause I just don't know
I need to, to read you
Because I don't understand

All my people, hey, yeah, yeah
Feel the rhythm, hey, yeah, yeah
All my people, hey, yeah, yeah
We're gonna crack the code today

What's on your mind? Give me a sign
I fall out of line, no more playing safe
I gotta know (know) how to get the code
Impossible (-ble), please communicate

You tell me (tell me) your mystery (mystery)
Because I don't understand

All my people, hey, yeah, yeah
Feel the rhythm, hey, yeah, yeah
All my people, hey, yeah, yeah (all my people, yeah)
We're gonna crack the code today (today)
All my people, hey, yeah, yeah (all my people)
Feel the rhythm (uh), hey, yeah, yeah
All my people (all my), hey, yeah, yeah
We're gonna crack the code today

All my people, hey, yeah, yeah (people)
Feel the rhythm (ouh yeah), hey, yeah, yeah
All my people, hey, yeah, yeah
We're gonna crack the code today
Today (whoa), whoa
We're gonna crack the code today
(Please communicate)

The Code (All My People)

Cover of Harry Styles' 2017 single, acapella.

Sweet Creature - Acapella

Single fra 2016-mixtapet "Flashbacks".
Indspillet i one-take, i Bottom Entertainment, midt i September '15.
Produceret af BluntedBeatz.
Mixet og masteret af Rolley. // Skrevet af DommeDamian.
Ærligt, cringer en del af noget i teksten, men komplimenter vandt mig over til at genudgivet det her på SC.
For hele EP'en:
www.raadfactory.bandcamp.com/album/flashbacks-album

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