Hourglass Ballet

The Devil's Son (ft. Rob Sliver)

Hour Glass Ballet

Join A Cult (Do You Wanna)

Is This Your Dream?

Leave A Legacy

Hey everyone!
I'm 18114425, 
Hi!

If I don't care about you, 
Why should you care about me?
It's selfish really.
Why keep these thoughts in my head?
So I manifest them into reality.
To be honest I'm lazy.
I should be chasing my dreams
But they're now hazy.
Can I achieve them before I'm 80?
Maybe?
Or am I just crazy?
But if I'm honest with you,
You'll hate me.
If I don't care about it,
Then you'll berate me.
Hell, I doubt you'll reciprocate. 
Then my support turns to hate.
It becomes harder to satiate
Then it begins to radiate..
Fuck.

Hi!
I need some therapy,
If you could lend me your ears,
Even just listening, Helps. (yeah)
It's medicine to me
Silence my fucking anxiety


I think your art is alright. 
Nothing spectacular. 
You aren't pushing any boundaries,
It's kind of regular
You're not a creative polygon..
you're just rectangular.
This all sounds armature.
Hell I think my music is okay 

Far from great. 
Take it how you please,
If I don't care about you,
Why would you care about me?
Who do I think I am? 
Narcissistic personality
So If I don't truly care,
Tired of saying it subtly,
Fuck!

Hi!
I need some therapy,
If you could lend me your ears,
Even just listening, Helps! (yeah)
It's medicine to me
Silence my fucking anxiety
Hi!

I Need Some Therapy

Written by: Randy Nelli

Lyrics:

Chasing money, 
Chasing time,
Chasing dreams
Chasing lies
All thanks to this design.
Chasing happiness
Chasing the sublime
Chasing love,
As I slowly die
All thaks to this. 

Chorus:
Designed in a way, 
You've captured our minds, but erase our brains
You want us petrified
Army of mannequins, barely alive.
(Barely alive) 

Chasing "heaven"
Chasing questions
Wasting what matters
In useless life lessons
All thanks to this. 

Chorus
Designed in a way, 
You've captured our minds, but erase our brains
You want us petrified
Army of mannequins, barely alive.
We're just tools used for financial gain
Until we're drained, careless of our pain 

(Dress us how you please, position us to collect your fees) 

Are we just mannequins, wanna feel like a man again
Turn these locks to porcelain. Break them and grab a pen,
Warn everyone who isn't stuck in their cryogen
Ink like weapon, Free to use my hands again
Are we just mannequins?
Wanna feel like a man again.

Army of Mannequins

Opening

Turning Pages

Music Box Ambiance (outro)

Element 115 (unfinished)

Written by: Randy Nelli

"Anxiety"

Lyrics:

Headache on my left side,
Behind my left eye. 
Vision shakes, I think I'm too high.
Spasms in my left thigh,
Why only my left side?
I start to think it'll never subside.

It isn't a tumor, it's only a rumor,
My brain has a sick sense of humor.

Fuck my anxiety.
I don't fit in with society.
My head makes me think I'm sick.
Fuck my anxiety, I'm over it. 
My head makes me think I'm sick.

With every breath my organs slowly oxidize.
Every birthday is a year closer to when I die.
So I wanna live and pretend everything is alright.
What if I'm not though, what if I'm sick? 
If I don't feel it don't mean it exists.

The healthcare system here doesn't assist,
Unless you're on a special list, 
So the poor die, the rich barely survive. 
What kind of world is this?
Sure on these pills you can see,
But it could cause internal bleeding.
And more disease, how is that a calming reprise?

It isn't a tumor, it's only a rumor,
My brain has a sick sense of humor.

Fuck my anxiety.
I don't fit in with society
My head makes me think I'm sick.
Fuck my anxiety, I'm over it. 
My head makes me think I'm sick.  

There I go slipping, 
I'm in thoughts again.
Deeper and deeper I seep,
I'll go to sleep so I can't think.

Fuck my anxiety.
I don't fit in with society
My head makes me think I'm sick.
Fuck my anxiety, I'm over it. 
My head makes me think I'm sick.  

I'm in my thoughts again

Mental Health

Anxiety

Written by: Randy Nelli

"Embers"

Chorus:

How fast an ember can ignite the trees
So bury me in ashes, embrace the growth from new seeds. 

Verse:

How fast we raze Terra, we're a disease
So bury me in ashes, I hope we grow past this. 
Please. 


Chorus:

How fast an ember can ignite the trees
So bury me in ashes, embrace the growth from new seeds. 

Verse (spoken):

(How fast an ember can change a life.
I lost my Grandfather in a fire.  
Whether it was a cigarette or a loose wire,
No alarms went off.
Faulty smoke detectors 
Lazy inspectors
If you had a little more drive,
Maybe my grandfather would still be alive.)

Half a country in flames.
Millions of animals in early graves
We didn't send any aid.
How fast we rip through the ozone
They let it decay
Maybe we deserve this.
Deserve to get razed.

Chorus:

How fast an ember can ignite the trees
So bury me in ashes, embrace the growth from new seeds.

-----

Rest in Peace Grandpa Don

Embers

Written by: Randy Nelli

"Rabbit Hole"

Finite resources
Deplete like sand through the hands.  
Exposing Earth's corpses.
We're slowly killing the land.

As we fall,
Further down the rabbit hole.  
We're dangerous
We're parasitic and treacherous
I can't wait,
For all of us, to hit the ground.
As we fall, further down the rabbit hole
 
We're dangerous

Here I go, another flow, 
just like "Dino" bones don't grow.
Yet you burn them anyways,
History set ablaze.
You could use the water, the wind, and solar energy
With dams, a slight breeze,
Turbines, solar panel machines.
  
With these we could heal the ozone, (ya)
Because soon, things won't grow. (ya) 
So I preach and I plea join me, and we can save everything. (ya)
Keep plastics out of the Ocean (ya)
Help the bees, we need their Pollen (ya)
So stop Stalin, and join me, 
Save the earth before we fall in...

Chorus:

As we fall,
Further down the rabbit hole.  
We're dangerous
We're parasitic and treacherous
I can't wait,
For all of us, to hit the ground.
As we fall, further down the rabbit hole.

Ooh Ooh,
Finite resources
Ooh Ooh

As we fall,
Further down the rabbit hole.  
We're dangerous
We're parasitic and treacherous
I can't wait,
For all of us, to hit the ground.
As we fall, further down

Ooh Ooh,
The rabbit hole.
Ooh Ooh,
The rabbit hole.

Rabbit Hole

Written by: Randy Nelli

"Groove Glue"

~Instrumental~

Nothing is Wasted Vol. 1

Groove Glue

Necrosis

Manifest

Limbo

Stalk

Point for the Villains

Inorganic Parasite

Symbiote

Fake Peace

A Conversation With The Enemy

Lurk

Backwards Traffic

Cybernetic Disease

Motion Sickness

Hi, I'm 18-1-14-4-25 (Randy) and This is my Solo Project. Here I will pleasure your ears with my venting style spoken word poetry and my voice vibrating at a certain frequencies creating these sounds that you hear :3 Enjoy!

18114425

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