She thinks I’m a creeppp❤️❤️❤️

an outsider's perspective:

tell me you're fine and i'll leave you to fend on your own way
or tell me my mind is too much for your own
so i won't look stupid when you lock your door
if you miss me
if you risked me
i'll try my best and i hope you do too
but the time that i've wasted, the screws have gone loose
and i know that it's hard for you to see it through
but my passion it crumpled and burned right down under your shoes
it's too much i can't move
i need love i need proof
check my cellphone it's buzzing but it's just no use
delete myself remove
i know you'll make it through
in my mind it's not fine but that's my point of view.

an outsider's perspective

a no good liar

what do you do?
when everything in life turns blue
you don't know that you're too far gone
you've hurt yourself far too long
"it'd be better if i was gone"
do you feel worth it?
step on the scale
oh you think i don't notice?
the way you've grown frail
oh god, please
tell me i've got it all wrong
that home that you built is not strong
that's not where you belong
live a life by a toilet bowl
"it's what you deserve"
look yourself in the mirror, there's nobody there
oh darling,
you're worth so much more
you're worth so much more

worth

one last life
one more try
one last breath
one more cry
is this what love sounds like
show me what love looks like
i ripped out the pages
i lied i threw up
oh the truth, i can't face it
I'll be emanciated
act like i don't recall
what you said about it all
think I'll rest before you call

phone call

I could've just been your friend

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thx to @mbrksht @comicbookwizard @nylaheart

 shoutout nat

stupid girl ft scars

its my birthday today

p. peril

1,2,3,4
your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

ohhh oh i
been waiting for a text back from you
i oh i 
hate the things you always do
please stop lying to my face because yk i hate that bitch
i get anxious when you talk to me because your just a prick
id do anything under the sun, you left me in a ditch
id do anything under the sun because,

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

im up at 3am im in a panic
i might just cut my wrist because im feellin manic today
i never meant to fuckin ever throw u away
i think im running out of fuckin words to say
with you, with you you made me feel so fuckin lost
screamin at myself in the mirror but at what cost?
lately i think my battery is running low
im so sick to my stomach i think i gotta go.

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

tell me your secrets 
please let them all out 
tell me i'm dreaming 
are you gonna call now 
do i need to call out 
i think i might fall down 
i need to wait
baby i need some patience 

and i lost my heart 
i know that you don't feel whole 
and i got a place that we can go no one knows 
just tell me your secrets, no one gotta know 
i'm all alone, i swear that i'm all alone
i don't pick up the phone, for people that i don't know
but none of my friends, even call me at all 
and that really sucks, cause they don't love me at all
i wanna fuck up her christmas, they don't know me at all 

tell me your secrets 
please let them all out 
tell me i'm dreaming 
are you gonna call now 
do i need to call out 
i think i might fall down 
i need to wait
baby i need some patience 
and i lost my heart 
i know that you don't feel whole 
and i got a place that we can go no one knows 
just tell me your secrets, no one gotta know 
i'm all alone, i swear that i'm all alone

a place no one knows

produced mixed mastered written and sung by me

lyrics;

i dont wanna talk if u dont know
its getting cold so hold me close
you said you wanna walk alone
you said you hate me i know you dont

lipstick stains on my new shirt
baby dont touch me youll make it worse
your scent so damn intoxicating 
cheap perfume dont keep me waiting
i went and dug a grave for two
ill push you in and join you soon

lipstick stains on my new shirt
i wanna kiss you and make u hurt x3


machina

preaching to the choir (p. sickboi)

Jaid’s debut album ON SALE is a raw look at identity, performance, and the feeling of being packaged for other people’s approval. It’s about hiding behind a mask—doing what’s expected, saying the right things, playing the part. But after a while, the lines between real and fake blur.

This project explores the contradiction of being both vulnerable and hidden. Love feels like a transaction. Worth feels like it’s decided by someone else. You crave something real, but everything’s wrapped in plastic.

ON SALE unpacks what it means to feel like a product: your face, your heart, your body—on display, priced, and sold to the highest bidder. It’s emotional, queer, messy, detached, and painfully honest.

If you’ve ever felt invisible, denied, or like your love only exists behind closed doors—this one’s for you.

I could've just been your friend

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