prod. peril

Demons in my head, fill my skull up with some lead
I would be better off dead, I don't want my suicide note read
I smoke cigarettes to ease the pain, but i feel like I'm going insane
I stick to myself in my own lane, I might commit suicide today

My heads so fucked up, but i don't give a fuck
My times up I ran out of luck, I will never experience love

demons in my head

prod. gaxillicbeats

I, was born to be alone
Put the shotgun to my head I want it gone
When I die imma be gone and forgotten
Can't sell my soul because it's already rotten
I, was born to be alone, take me out my misery I want my life gone
I take drugs to ease the pain, I'm an incel i will never change

alone

prod. velvet

Walk in the school don't make a sound
Hella bodies dropped on the ground
Shot my teacher with a 40 round
Took their souls to the lost and found
I have no regrets, cuz I'm a reject
No girl can make me erect, I'm a victim of neglect
If i die imma take 500 souls with me, all because my life is crappy

school shooter

prod. peril

I just wanna kill myself, everybody hates me
No girl wants to date me
My mom thinks im crazy
Put my head in a guillotine
Shut my eyes, can't see a thing
Everybody hates me, but they wont leave me alone

everybody hates me

its over

prod. grayskies

Too far gone can't rewind
Left my soul somewhere behind
Love is so hard to find
My loneliness is one of a kind
living life as a lost soul, I feel like I'm boutta lose control
My hearts black like its charcoal
I lost myself I'll never be whole

Nobody loves me it's just pretend
Everyone just wants my life to end
Never have I ever had a friend
We can't mix and mingle, we can't blend
Sometimes I just wanna shoot a school
Watch my teacher drown in a pool of blood
Bodies dropping just like rain the halls gon' flood
Down in the dumps, I'm stuck inside the mud
I just wanna die, before I commit suicide
Imma commit a homicide, Imma take you to death imma be your guide
I went in the school and everyone went to go and hide

school shooter 2

prod. peril

I hate women, I hate bitches, I hate hoes
Don't talk to me, my dms are closed
My mom walked on my trying to overdose
I hate that bitch, I feel like a junkie, the way my neck itch
Kill me and throw my body in a ditch
I slit my wrist, and now i need another stitch

ih8women

prod. peril

wake up in the morning all i wanna do is drugs
and my mama hates me she never gave me a hug
im neglected, abused, i get squashed like a bug
i keep getting dissed by monika

the words, the disses, they belittle me
i feel like im drowning in the sea
im gonna die before i touch some pussy
so i might as well take all the women wimme

imma go to hell

fuck monika

prod. peril

I'm so done with my life
Gonna grab a knife
I'll never find a wife
Cuz I'm an incel
When I die imma go to hell
I'm stuck up in my house like a shell
Time moving slow like a snail
I'm tiny and I'm frail
Everything I do, I just fail
Every days a loop, like a dog chasing it's tail
So i grab a cigarette and i inhale

im so done

it was fun while it lasted, goodbye.

It's too much, cant take it no more, it's just too much
It's hard to survive, when you want to die
Cant take it no more, it's just too much

too much

prod. quitaii

I'm sorry but I'm not dead, yeah I'm very much alive
Still fucked up in the head, but I think i will survive
Contemplating suicide, it's all over its alright
I don't wanna take my life, so I just put down the knife

I am sorry for going silent. I am not dead, I just needed a break from the internet. I will not be returning therefore "sorry" is my final song, and I hope you enjoy it. I really appreciate the support and thank you for sticking around.

sorry

prod. michael harrison

wakin' up in the middle of the night
thinkin' 'bout how I'ma take my life
suicidal thoughts, it's a scary sight
prayin' that God gon' take me to the light
knife in my hand, and grip im gripping on it tight
i wanna end it all but i know its not right
and my mama callin' but I hit decline
sit around just wasting time
i don't want this life its not mine
got these demons they stuck in my mind
imma pull through its gon' be alright

suicide

prod. peril

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Fucked up, my heads fucked up 
Taking drugs just to shut me up
All these drugs got me so fucked up

Off drugs, I'm so fucked up
I'm so done, I'm done with us
What i want, is not what you want
Grab a gun, theres blood on the rug
You live and forget
I'm done with this stress, I'm done with this mess
I'm done with you playing with my heart like it's chess
I'm just done with you saying things and then you regret, you forget

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