laid off

Tom from silicon estate sold me this guitar, thanks for everything man ❤️👍🏻

looping gone right?

intro

just maybe

made around the time I would put duck videos on tv for my dog to watch

putting duck videos on

something I didn’t write down, Trying to play more often because I’ve been slacking

When it appeared

can’t remember how to play, stopped writing down hopefully will get back into it, inflation hurts the poorest people

Poverty Cult

Bird sounds 
Who steals your time 
Will you ever get it back
No

Moments and Time

Something I’ve lost to the point I had to screen record the version I already had posted. The closest in my opinion I’ve gotten to feeling something truly incredible from something I’ve created. Even if I can’t replicate it. I am working to create what makes me feel the same feelings I got when I heard the songs I like. Check out my replays over the years.

Something I’ve recently made as close as January 2023. 
Fits into things I’ve forgotten. I would have a version of these written down if only I hadn’t moved on so quick to the next track. I’ve been doing that for about half a year now. Maybe something set me off to make me but it’s a habit I can work on.

I miss the mornings

What you do

Parenti (alternate version)

slowly losing the ability to play because of how tired I was

losing touch

thoughts below the surface level in the sea of consciousness #partypooper #trance #masspsychosis

Subconscious

trying to create and see what sticks, may end up as a larger project not sure yet #puttingitonpaper #drawing #raw (the man drawn is a made up person but portrayed as someone who thinks/relates to what my mind is like)

The overthinker

Do your past failures bother you

The result of unhinged raw tracks that cannot be recreated capturing everything and sending it through a processes not yet perfected just yet. The steps taken have given me with what all seems like it could be a large project and maybe it should I don’t really know. I hope I don’t run out. I think my past has affected me in a indescribable way other then a few unhinged tics.

teenage couch surfing made me unhinged

pulled together through tweezers and patience, thought I should include this

The simplest (those days)

Comparably has lower quality then others because I was willing to do less takes and I also did this at 4am didn’t want to be too loud.

Blinded by

September dump

A collection of thoughts, same video from last track used in sample different person, different life, different tragedy. A video consisting of interviews from people who are confirmed dead. A unique perspective.

Danny DeVito Cosplay

in my room

The audio used is the last interview of this video

https://youtu.be/xGIFgS1XV1Y?si=xzdMnMGA1VbsZR7j

Old man

moldy brain

Spit out

I’m sorry

thats not you

boogie

water

blunt

older

Put a gun in my mouth

fear

Meeting people 
My whole life 
Just to 
lose everyone 
And die 
Alone 
So no one 
Is burdened 
I will 
Die tomorrow
Just like 
Robin did

I will die tomorrow

Killing your(old)self.m4a

Rue listening on Christmas Eve #2.m4a

(Stumble On Tapes) Surf Curse - Beach Whatever

Sorry if you got notified too many times i had to change the file type so i can play the tracks on my phone

Nowhere- Current Joys

I Knew These Two People- Current Joys

trying anything I can get my hands on
tracks I will forever love 

theejoaquin123@gmail.com

First YouTube upload: https://youtu.be/8TdOCQUOb2s?si=Y6_7Nhdm0WwPRfz5

1996

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