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Sometimes I relive the past and think back to my youth..

Youth(Prod by @1aboc)

Cloud 9(Prod by @1aboc)

Aboc Where I'm @ (prod by @1aboc)

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Lyrics:

(ABOC)

I feel numb yeah, yeah I'm faded.
I'm so stuck inside my head I can't go places.
So much time that I've wasted, I dont drink but I'm wasted.
Everything is tasteless.

I don't trust nobody yeah I be speculating, I be making beats always staying creative.
I just popped some ambien now I'm feeling weightless, I gave up all hope lately I'm feeling faithless.

I do these things by myself, I don't need nobody helping me, boy go help yourself.
I make my own beats but I be rappin' as well.
I've got my own sound I sound like nobody else.

Shorty she so fine I had to marry her.
I be workin' everyday so we be livin' steadier.

I ain't taking time off till I drive a Tesla.
ABOC got that little bit of extra.

I feel numb yeah, yeah I'm faded.
I'm so stuck inside my head I can't go places.
So much time that I've wasted, I dont drink but I'm wasted.
Everything is tasteless.

I don't trust nobody yeah I be speculating, I be making beats always staying creative.
I just popped some ambien now I'm feeling weightless, I gave up all hope lately I'm feeling faithless.

I do these things by myself, I don't need nobody helping me, boy go help yourself.
I make my own beats but I be rappin' as well.
I've got my own sound I sound like nobody else.

Vas Ememro

Vas Ememro ~ (Prod by @1aboc)

Thank you so much for listening and the support recently!

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Lyrics:

(ABOC)

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

And I know you're hurt by the things that I do. (And I know you're hurt by the things that I do)

And you know I'm hurt by the things that you say. (And you know I'm hurt by the things that you say)

And I know you're hurt by the things that I do. (And I know you're hurt by the things that I do)

And you know I'm hurt by the things you say.

Imaginations taking me away. (Owl city)

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

Got gorilla glue in my bag, I'd rather be soft than fake and wack. She left me but she want me back you're now too late I'm already set.
Got gorilla glue in my bag, I'd rather be soft than fake and wack. She left me but she want me back you're now too late I'm already set. 

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

You took me out of a dark place, I felt alone then you filled up the space.
I know as long as we fight everyday, we gon survive babygirl that's our fate.

 Babygirl that's our fate. 
 Babygirl that's our fate.
 Babygirl that's our fate. 


Ily all <3

Already Set ~ (Prod by @1aboc)

I spent a rack and I never made it back - (Prod by @1aboc)

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Lyrics:

(ABOC)
Take me back to the day where I found you, I wish I could erase what my mind views, nowadays I've got nothing to lean on. Your love is fake every time that you withdraw. (2x)

O yeah,

Shawty tell me what you really want from me. 
I will never hurt you but you run from me.
One day you say you love me then you're done with me.

Light a blunt up so that I can finally fall asleep.
You got me feelin' so incomplete.
Do you even care 'bout my self esteem? (Do you even care 'bout my self esteem?)

And she said:

Hey there I got a question for you.
"How much longer will you let me bore you?
I'm counting the days till the day that we will fall."

And I said:

(Hey)

"Hey there I got an answer for you, you were there for me when no one cared to.
Stay with me cuz you don't bore me at all."

My brain goes:

Take me back to the day where I found you, I wish I could erase what my mind views, nowadays I've got nothing to lean on. Your love is fake every time that you withdraw. (2x)

Tysm to anyone listening! <33

Brain Behavior (Prod by @1aboc)

Thanks for listening!

(ABOC)

Feels like a distant memory, you and I we were young together
Thought we found love and happiness, but it was just drugs and horrors
I always used to be afraid that the world would end tomorrow
Meaning that the only thing I felt was no more than pain and sorrow

I felt like I couldn't over come it
I didn't wanna keep on falling x 4

Save me girl (Save me baby)

They attack me all the time
Your soul is saved but who's protecting mine?
I think about it all the time, and it never ever feels alright
So that's why I disguise myself
A mask that keeps me covered
Sometimes I'm nothing but a ghost and sometimes I'm your lover

I felt like I couldn't overcome it
I didn't wanna keep on falling x 4

I felt like I couldn't overcome it x 8

I Couldn't Overcome It (Prod by @1aboc)

ONE! TwentY OnE gunSS!!!!1!





Lyrics:

(ABOC) 

I make my beats and count my racks. 

I'm just a kid with a dream, what's the deal with that. 

If you gon' change up don't think that I will just take you back. 

I'm in my zone getting faded, decorating time and space yeah. 

I make my beats and count my racks. 

I'm just a kid with a dream, what's the deal with that. 

If you gon' change up don't think that I will just take you back. 

I'm in my zone getting faded, decorating time and space yeah. 

I run away, don't wanna face the consequences. 

Still haven't learnt the hard way. 

Things are moving I feel the tension. 

Generation Z, just living my last days. 

I live in the moment but regret all my past days. 

Smoking too much, Northern light in the ashtray.

I'm falling down. 

I make my beats and count my racks. 

I'm just a kid with a dream, what's the deal with that. 

If you gon' change up don't think that I will just take you back. 

I'm in my zone getting faded, decorating time and space yeah. 

I make my beats and count my racks. 

I'm just a kid with a dream, what's the deal with that. 

If you gon' change up don't think that I will just take you back. 

I'm in my zone getting faded, decorating time and space yeah. 

Always on the go I keep running ain't got no time for discussions. 

My shawty lookin' so stunnin' I let her know and she's blushing. 

My shawty lookin' so stunnin' I let her know and she's blushing. 

There ain't no going back, and were running out of time. 

I make my beats and count my racks. 

I'm just a kid with a dream, what's the deal with that. 

If you gon' change up don't think that I will just take you back. 

I'm in my zone getting faded, decorating time and space yeah. 

I make my beats and count my racks. 

I'm just a kid with a dream, what's the deal with that. 

If you gon' change up don't think that I will just take you back. 

I'm in my zone getting faded, decorating time and space yeah.

Last Days (Prod by @1aboc)

God bless you all have a beautiful day and tysm for listening my song it means the world to me! 💖💖💖

Lyrics:

That's when I think to myself, where did I go wrong?
When did I take this path again
I can't forgive myself for the things that make me fall
That's why I need you here

ABOC

The drugs begin to peak, a smile of joy arrives in me

That's when I think to myself, where did I go wrong?
When did I take this path again
I can't forgive myself for the things that make me fall
That's why I need you here

Your arms is the only place where I can find my shelter
And your touch is the only thing that keeps me warm
In this final generation girls like you are hard to find
The drugs I take, the scars I have are breaking down my mind

I gave you all I have, all I've ever had
I know that we will stay together, know that we will last forever

Know that we will last forever
Know that we will last forever

I gave up all hope and got lost in my head again
God, forgive me for all of my sins
I try to hold on to the things that I once loved
I really need to leave them in the past

That's when I think to myself, where did I go wrong?
When did I take this path again
I can't forgive myself for the things that make me fall
That's why I need you here

Your arms is the only place where I can find my shelter
And your touch is the only thing that keeps me warm
In this final generation girls like you are hard to find
The drugs I take, the scars I have are breaking down my mind

I gave you all I have, all I've ever had
I know that we will stay together, know that we will last forever

Where did I go wrong

Where Did I Go Wrong (Prod by @1aboc)

Lyrics: (aboc)

Forgive me for the things that I have done to you.

Forgive me for the words that I have said.

I just want you to be happy, I just want you to feel fine.

The memories I buried in the past.

Say goodbye, to the friends that left you behind it wouldn’t last.

All the times, we wasted picking fights and nonetheless we grew closer over the years

(closer over the years, we grew closer over the years, closer over de years).

And I just wanna thank you for the times we’ve had.

Thank you for the time you spent tryna solve all of our problems tryna make this last.
(Make this last)

You’re so much more than a friend, the only one that never pretends.

I swear I’ll do my bast to keep you safe.

Forgive me for the things that I have done to you.

Forgive me for the words that I have said.

Forgiveness22

Forgiveness22 (Prod by @1aboc)

Thank you so much for listening!

Lyrics: 

I tried my best to show you what you’ve done.  But you’re so blinded by the ignorance. 


I still fight myself, divisions in my mind.
Dissociated, on my own.

I’m still waiting for the answers.

Give me a reason I should be holding on to all these lies.



You can tell me that you’ve had enough.

But the toll you took is everlasting.

I wish I could rewrite the past.

To make sure that this never happened.




I still lay awake at midnight.

Did I really think this was the truth all along.

The days go by and I’m growin older.

But the mark you left is still right there.

Just cuz you can’t see it,

Doesn’t mean it hasn’t been there all along.



You can tell me that you’ve had enough.

But the toll you took is everlasting.

I wish I could rewrite the past.

To make sure that this never happened.

Meeting Myself(Prod by @1aboc)

Super personal track about my upbringing in a cult, the personal consequences of it and how I decided to deal with it. Thank you so much for the wait. 

Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3DHXStpiR8&ab_channel=aboc 

Lyrics: 
Aboc

Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone
Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me

Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was

Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

I could never seem to find the answer to it
I used to always blame it on myself

The scars on my arms are a permanent memory, of what I tried to run from every time 
Guess I'll never know what a free will is like. The damage is done, I'll get by

Feel like I lost myself a couple years ago, I never asked for help I tried to do it alone
Now I'm gathering what is left of me. Now i'm finally doing what is best for me

Grew up in a cult, never knew what love was
Never lived my life, knowing what enough was

Spending hella time tryna fit into their vision
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was
Stopped pretending I was fine yeah, Stopped pretending I was fine yeah
It's time for me to deal with all the consequences
Stopped pretending I was fine because I felt too imprisoned in the state I was

God bless you thanks for listening! 💖💖💖

I'll Get By

I'll Get By(Prod by @1aboc)

Out on all streaming platforms the 12th of February! <3

Lyrics:

(ABOC)

Midnight Memories of treacheries, so painfully cruel.
While you are fast asleep reality is unbearably brutal.
And the world is slowly going under.
I't ain't a secret anymore.
Yet I lay awake another hour just to oversleep another day.

The weather's got me down, and there's nobody here around.
But I'd rather have solitude than spend my life with people that just love me conditionally.

They was always laughing at me, now I'm gone.
Yeah I made it happen now you want some.
You was only cappin I was so done.
Stop thinkin about yourself think about your loved ones.

Though all the hate and all the envy, I'm still standing right there.
I've forgiven you for what you've done and now you're nothing but some..

Midnight Memories of treacheries, so painfully cruel.
While you are fast asleep reality is unbearably brutal.
And the world is slowly going under.
I't ain't a secret anymore.
Yet I lay awake another hour just to oversleep another day.

Midnight Memories(Prod by @1aboc)

Out on all streaming services the 26th of march. c:

I decided to become my own band and make a Pop punk song. Let me know if you want more of this!

Lyrics:

I tried to find the origin of all the guilt and shame inside my mind.
It was pretty unsolvable, I had to self reflect cuz I was blind.

Using drugs wasn't much of a getaway, after a while you forget the very thing you were running from.
And you need more and more just to elevate.
While it consumes you to the point where you can't control it.

Remember the sorrow fades away x 4
It's only temporary, not forever.

I ain't tellin bout my plans cuz they want them to shatter.
Don't think too complex cuz it's all just a pattern.
Watch out for them fakes cuz they all just be actors.
Don't care what they say cuz it don't really matter.

I tried to find the origin of all the guilt and shame inside my mind.
It was pretty unsolvable, I had to self reflect cuz I was blind.

Using drugs wasn't much of a getaway, after a while you forget the very thing you were running from.
And you need more and more just to elevate.
While it consumes you to the point where you can't control it.

Everything will turn out to be just fine as long as you don't lie to yourself.
Don't identify with all the voices in your head.

Trough all the terror you still matter,
You still matter.
Trough all the terror you still matter.

It's only temporary, not forever.

Self Reflection (Prod by @1aboc)

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