lyrics <33

akura:
everytime we talk u just make me wanna stay away
ive been feeling nauseous i dont think that im okay
youve been on and off so i dont think that i should stay
ik u dont want me so i guess ill run away

im falling so far down
you make me scream out loud
i gave u all my love
what is this hate about

youve been worried about me ive been worried too
and if your love is just a game then i think i might lose
and ive been stuck up in my mind i dont know what to do
and ive been falling for your traps i think that im a fool

Noya:
stuck here in my bed
cnt get u out my head
It's like a wind, we're fly away
hope u kno im nt okay

Aaaaaa
Im jst a lonely girl who needs a hug :(
I feel like im not enough
Im not enough
Woahh

I've been feeling so alone
Pls be my home
how Im gonna walk
when i cant get up
ur the one, cant even lie
i kno i kno, u don't like me, i don't like u

Echi:
yeah... its my bad that i fell like that
told u the truth guess u dont want me back
gave me scars, counting stars, singing star.. 
wish u back, in the night, hold me tight now.

@noyaclarissa @echichi also ty @saveinori for mixing my part <3

falling down +noya clarissa & echi (icetrouble, tenoji)

hook inspired by halo cupid - half alive ^_^

@tsunamiwaves
@luvvpill
@crystalheartss
@nonamecollect1ve

@ilysean

running from myself (ilysean! , sardonyx)

inspired by the movie (i want to eat your pancreas)

out on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/66q7ARNJvPBi7PnTCA3cDN?si=548d61f754ab45d3

luv u brudda @sumther ty @ilysean for the beat aswell

(lyrics)
@1akura
all i ever wanted was u
and im sorry 4 the things i have done
now im crying and im sitting in my room
contemplating my own life with a gun

trust me when i say that
no i didnt mean it at all
and i just wanted wanted what was best 4 u
i think i did wrong
and i know that u still hate me
but we used to get along
but despite the fact u hate me
i still think that your the one

yea all i ever want is you to love me
all i ever want is your love
ik my personality is ugly
but i promise i can change that

yea, and give me 1 more chance
and i just wanna run away with u so grab my hand
were running out of time
and dont waste this opportunity
i wanna be with u when i die
ur hate doesnt change the fact that i love u
do anything in my power just to guard u
do anything just to get love from u
do anything just to get a hug from u

(From I want to eat your pancreas)

𝙄 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙤𝙣
𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙙 𝙬𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩, 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙄'𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪
𝘽𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧
𝙃𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙡, 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙩
𝙄𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙛𝙮 𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚

@sumther
i jus want u alive, been thinking lately
got no time to spare i jus wanna be rightt theree for you
ill think of sum i hop i dont misss
you changed my life i cant do this...
without u i cant live
i think i lost my mind
no book can fix my life
i wish u never lied to me
i couldve done something u seeee
i regret the things ive said, ill prove to you ill do my best
i kept running but you still keep coming 
my silence turns to words when you keep on calling me
i thought u wanted me, to give u company
then tell me why u leave me behind

@1akura
yea all i ever want is you to love me
all i ever want is your love
ik my personality is ugly
but i promise i can change that

(From I want to eat your pancreas)

𝘿𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙪𝙩
𝙄𝙈 𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙍𝙄𝙀𝘿 𝘼𝘽𝙊𝙐𝙏 𝙔𝙊𝙐!

*𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙨*

𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙩?

𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝
𝙄 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙚
𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬

@1akura
savor the time that i have with you
anything in my power to protect you

when i die i wanna be with u +sumther (ilysean!, warheart)

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn/shift

SPOTIFY LINK - https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZPaecLxjaQ0NjU3TN3cf2?si=YR6f6qNCRH6ER2Hr52v2LA&utm_source=copy-link

tysm!! @noyaclarissa, @princess_miii

lyrics:
@1akura (hook)
take your time just move it slow
take a long walk through the road
i know that u feel alone
ill keep u warm when ur feeling cold
just take ur time take a breath
feel so cold, nothings left
when ur around my heart beats loud
i hear it beating out my chest
and i never wanna leave u
never leave ur side, i just wanna see u
said u love me i believe u
ever since then im glad i got the chance to meet u
just take my hand and hold it tight
we laugh and cry as we watch the night
when im with u, u give me light
out of all the stars u shine so bright

just take ur time take a breath
feel so cold, nothings left
when ur around my heart beats loud
i hear it beating out my chest

@noyaclarissa
im so alone will u love me till i gone?
im so confused, i dont know what to do
aaah aaah aaah
I cant take this anymore, i cant take this anymore

Just tell me what u want from me, baby
Just tell me what u need from me, baby
im giving all of my heart just for u
im giving all of my life just for u

i-

remember the times we had
we used to love each other
no matter how much u hate me
I WOULD STILL FUCKING LOVE YA

@princess_miii
Summer festivals, 
feelings hidden in sleeves
You are the only one I can't see in my memories
If you're not here, there's no point in me singing

I run
Turning away from the pain
Only time passes
I spend my days unstoppable
If u wanna fxxk me up
baby tell me what
I'll take ur heart
baby tell me why,,,

Spend the weekend alone
Get me out of here
The highway where we both ride
I'll get us out of this nightmare

@1akura (hook)
just take ur time take a breath
feel so cold, nothings left
when ur around my heart beats loud
i hear it beating out my chest
and i never wanna leave u
never leave ur side, i just wanna ssee u
said u love me i believe u
ever since then im glad i got the chance to meet u
just take my hand and hold it tight
we laugh and cry as we watch the night
when im with u, u give me light
out of all the stars u shine so bright

fate +noya clarissa & ididntcry (k4nji)

@yashio20k
@rewind214

lyrics:
all those things you said
you said we'd be forever but it reached the end
im stuck up in my mental yea i think again
i still cannot believe that you went ahead
and saw my friend

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and i think that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

now im constantly thinking about the things we had
and i cannot get it back yea its all in the past
now im bettering myself tryna do what i can
but its super fucking hard cuz u were all i had :(
i hate ur words (ur words)
they do the worst (to me)
fuck i hurt (ohh)
my heart burns (it burns)
why would u do this to me
i toss and turn in my sleep
U WERE ALL I HAD

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and you said that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

what do you see in him? (yashio, rewind)

</3

prod. jewelryboy

lyrics: 
i started seeing things, and now I can't think
my mind is full of regrets and I can't take it
you don't know how much
how much you mean too me 
how could you not realize how much I need you

why are you leaving me?
you are the one I need
i sit so silently
watch as I fucking bleed

and I just don't know what you want
your calling me your friend and it makes me fucking rot
cause we both know that friends don't do the things we do
and your so fuckin blind, you don't have a clue
just wait for me and I'll wait for you
I sit patiently, I can't make a move
and i cannot breath when I look at you
and everytime I fall more in love

why are you leaving me?
you are the one I need
i sit so silently
watch as I fucking bleed

watch as I fucking bleed
watch as I fucking bleed
watch as I bleed

why are you leaving me?
you are the one I need
i sit so silently
watch as I fucking bleed

watch as i bleed

new ##heavenncore7 w/ @yuzue
p. @jichuuu and @shatter3d

lyrics:
i-i- ive been feeling so damn sad for a long time
s-s -said you dont wanna see me again, hoped that i die
i-i -i wont ever call again, yea i tried
everything's wrong, everything so wro-o-o-o-o
you took it all- a-a-a-a
days seem so long-o-o-o-o
everything's so wro-o-o-o-o-o-o-o

@yuzue:
and everything is so wrong
i fall apart
cause you lead me into the dark
cause you lead me into the dark
cause you lead me into the dark
(ya)
1,2 i dont really care for you 
ya you left me there for to long
contemplating what did i do wrong
that made you so mad that you 
Wanted to take it all
take it all
everything’s so wrong
everything so wrong 
everything so wrong
you want it all 
and i might just fall
so take it all
and i 
hate you 
now
now 

@1akura
i-i- ive been feeling so damn sad for a long time
s-s -said you dont wanna see me again, hoped that i die
i-i -i wont ever call again, yea i tried
everything's wrong, everything so wro-o-o-o-o
you took it all- a-a-a-a
days seem so long-o-o-o-o
everything's so wro-o-o-o-o-o-o-o
i-i- ive been feeling so damn sad for a long time
s-s -said you dont wanna see me again, hoped that i die
i-i -i wont ever call again, yea i tried
everything's wrong, everything so wro-o-o-o-o
you took it all- a-a-a-a
days seem so long-o-o-o-o
everything's so wro-o-o-o-o-o-o-o

everything's wrong ✧ﾟ。heavenncore7 +yuzue (jichu, shatter3d)

prod @shatter3d and @prod_death

lyrics:
yea i want u close
dont know what to say, but im missin u the most
and im livin everyday but it feels like im alone
all the words i wanna say dont come out my brain
yea im starting to think maybe you think im a lame :/
u think im a lame
and i just cant fuckin change
all these problems overwhelming tryna get in my way
all these problems overwhelming killin me day by day
i just rlly need you just to take them away

ive been feelin awful lately
pain builds up it drives me crazy
whyd u leave i thought youd save me
idk why everyone hates me
i keep looking back, looking back up on my past now
i get too attached breaks me down and i just crash down
all they do is laugh when i fall it makes me sad now
i jus rlly wanna die, wanna fucking tap out

yea i want u close
dont know what to say, but im missin u the most
and im livin everyday but it feels like im alone
all the words i wanna say dont come out my brain
yea im starting to think maybe you think im a lame :/
u think im a lame
and i just cant fuckin change
all these problems overwhelming tryna get in my way
all these problems overwhelming killin me day by day
i just rlly need you just to take them away

u think im a lame :/ (shatter3d, death)

@user-931075232
@kyoakyo

lyrics:

u don't wanna forget me that's okay
everytime that I see you, you make my day
I hope that you won't leave me, I'm in pain
u help me when I'm down, u are my saving grace
ur engraved in my brain
don't know what to say
ur my saving grace
you take my pain away

I want us to last
I don't want us to crash 
they say we move too fast
I love you so bad <3

I cannot explain the way you make me feel
and if we're ab to crash then you know I'll take the wheel
couldn't hide it at all, feelings have been revealed 
ever since you entered my life, my heart has healed

@user-931075232:

まだ僕は眠りたい
ここよりも夢にいたい
前よりも冷たい

まるで天使みたい
ただ歌う君に届くように
僕らはいつか星になる
から生きるきっとまた出会える

僕ら行き急ぐ
日々を過ごす
頭狂う
構わないで
先は遠く
夢を描く
逃げたいよすぐ

@1akura:

u don't wanna forget me that's okay
everytime that I see you, you make my day
I hope that you won't leave me, I'm in pain
u help me when I'm down, u are my saving grace
ur engraved in my brain
don't know what to say
ur my saving grace
you take my pain away

I want us to last
I don't want us to crash 
they say we move too fast
I love you so bad <3




ur my saving grace +kurona (kyoa)

tysm @cld for hopping on <3

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

now its all gone its down the drain
feels like just yesterday
u were right next to me
n now i cant ever be the same
problems all on my plate
u were the half of me

and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

@cld
cant take it back, now its way too late
all of this time, just for a waste
you said what you said, no there's no forgiveness
so tired of push and pull, can we stop all this
i'm, so, sick and discouraged from
this, hole, that i've seemed to fall into
you, told me nothing would ever change,
and now i'm here left alone

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

lost our trust +cld (jewelryboy)

prod and mastered by @yashio20k, ily yash
ty @zixdown @twentyfifth @whyhaze and @ilymaiko for hopping on <33

lyrics:
@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

@zixdown:
u told me u would stay 
can’t bare 2 look away now
it’s every single day
u turn around i’m falling down ://
i keep trying but i can’t reach the top
i get tired of talking cus u jst cut me off..
i can’t face this situation
my hearts racing
i can’t make it, my loves always wasted
u jst fake it tryna make it seem real
& i can’t take this, tell me what’s the point?
i can’t heal

@twentyfifth:
tell me whats the point of it all
if all u do is jus fold
ur afraid of where we can go
i said i kinda feel u but yo
i dont play w my words
so dont expect me 2 lie
and my heart was so cold
they said its never too late to try
thats what i did exactly n gave u my heart
now i hope we can find the peace of us
i cant stand it when u treat me like im nothing
dont wna lose it, everything tht weve been plotting

@whyhaze:
i dont wna lose you
thought that was clear
got u by my side baby wont u come here
for now
got ur hand up on my chest grab it
rip it out
it feels like somethings useless
wanna hear me shout
from pain
crying standin in the rain
i feel insane
jus tell me im okay
even if its not ill stay with you wont matter anyway
ill find an escape
grab my hand lets run away

@ilymaiko:
cut me..n bleed me out x_x (scenegirlclique)
u r all tht i have..dont leave me now
i dont have a system..i jus cry out loud
n im fading out..i cant take it now
leave me u leave me2bleed
i hate it i fall 2 my knees
u take it all from me
u want my life? jus take it pls
im falling slowly
cant even fall asleep
u took it all from me
n it hurts awfully

@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

falling slowly +zixdown x twentyfifth x whyhaze x luvlullaby (yashio)

@domerrz
@ilysean

lyrics:
@1akura
I get my bag and I spend it on u
say wht u want n I got it in 2
anything u need or want yea I swear that I got it cuz u know I do this for u
so just tell me what u need
for u I would bleed
i can't imagine u without me
I look at u my heart beats out my chest
yea, outta my chest
I'll try so hard just to give u the best
working so hard no I won't ever rest
cuz girl it was u that was missing in my life
those words we exchanged lookin back at that night

I wouldn't give u up for nothin 
u r my reason to live
u rlly taught me what love is
I'm so obsessed ova u
I'm rlly putting my all in
I'm so obsessed ova u
look in ur swear that I'm fallin 

I fall
when I'm not there u call
wanna give u my all
girl I love when we talk
love when we talk

*rain and bird ambience*

(I fall
when I'm not there u call
wanna give u my all
girl I love when we talk
love when we talk)

@domerrz
yea i fall
I gave u my all
pls dont break my heart
hope we dont fall apart 
ur all that i got ur all that I want my one n only
love
put u all above the rest of them they dont mean nothing else

I dont wanna cry no more
and everytime i look into her eyes
I cant decide if she fills my head with lies
I cant decide if its all just a disguise

@1akura
I get my bag and I spend it on u
say wht u want n I got it in 2
anything u need or want yea I swear that I got it cuz u know I do this for u
so just tell me what u need
for u I would bleed
i can't imagine u without me
I look at u my heart beats out my chest
yea, outta my chest
I'll try so hard just to give u the best
working so hard no I won't ever rest
cuz girl it was u that was missing in my life
those words we exchanged lookin back at that night

##all4u🌸 <3






##all4u🌸 +dom! (ilysean!)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

track inspired by @yuzue ily
very diff track i hope yall liek :3

lyrics:
so tell me why?
tell me whyd you have to lie to my face like that
inside my mind
inside my mind i feel like i have been so trapped
i think that i got 2 attached 2 u
fked around n lost now theres nun i can do
tryna figure my way outt (tryna figure my way out)
nd i lost all that i got
ik that i cant fix all my flaws
n ik that i js say that alottt :/
but im so scared that i might js fall off the edge

(js kno i tried so hard 2 make it right)
(but im not scared to die if it means ill die for you, die for you)

n i try so hard to contain myself but it seems like nothing js work now
nd everyday i try so harddd, but it doesnt work out
u cant save me, u js break me
p-p-push me off the edge fall 100 feet down
u cant save me, u js break me
fell into ur trap now u got me looking like a fkin clown

i losttttt, all that i got (all that i got)
i cannottt, cope w my loss (cope w my losss)

lost all i got

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

decided to make a part 2 for https://soundcloud.com/1akura/lost-all-i-got-02ashes-1
prod drmabeats
lyrics:

that day u told me its over
nowadays its all i think ab
ur heartt gets cold like october
cn u pls tell me wen things went right south
whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

when its time ill come out
from this mess out my shell
say ur fine i cant tell
(tht ur really not)
but i guess time will tell
when will i find myself
stuck in the pits of hell
(ik u never cared)

now im done stop tryin
u tried to take it all from me
yea i stopped, stopped cryin
from memories that made me bleed
yea im done stop tryin
ur somethin that ill never need
ur evil stay away ffrom me
i swear that ur heart is full of greed

whts on ur mind, can u pls let it out
1 day ur fine, the next u yell so loud
idk why i cant figure this out
idk why i cant figure this out

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

my tears r falling the thoughts when i still think of u
tryna move on becuz i do not wanna see this thru
n all those wrds u said to me u know they hurt me 2
u lie alot i hope that karma comes right back 2 u

lost all i got pt. 2

@ihateukidu ^^ 

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2


fuck it all i guess its over
one look at you fucked up to sober
im looking at these pictures on my phone
tears runnin down my cheek 
i cant stand the thought of me being alone
its really damaging

(ohhh, just forget ab it
yea ill just forget ab it
ohhh, these thoughts r makin me go violent
ohhh, just forget ab it
i cannot forget ab it
all dese fuckn memories r rushin back makin me go violent)

u gave me sum to believe in, you left, time to let it go
ive lost so much dont even care its time i walk this road alone
i cannot get it back
all of the times weve had
how did it get this bad
i wish id do it all again

i cannot get back x6
all of the times we had x6
x2

song inspo by @whyhaze and @mental

get it back (kidu)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

everything by me
ft @mental ~

lyrics: 
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

@mental
i thought u loved me i guess that i was wrong
i thought i loved u when i was in ur arms
its been days since i cried the feelings gone
moving on but it feels so wrong
n when i saw it i couldnt close my eyes
i wanted nothing more than to disappear and die
can u save me cuz i cant save a life
1 more time
ill be living in my mind
scared that ur fine
im so scared all the time
wait for the sky
im preparing to fight
scared of the lies
ima wait for the night
make me try till i fell alright (thought u loved me)
till i fell alright (now i cant see)
till i fell alright 
till i fell alright
till i fell alright

me:
gotta get my self up
knock me down this not love
why do you hate me so much
still dont have a clue what i did
but i know i was there for you

and this life shits tearin me apart day by day
n i dont know how to survive ill find a way
yea im sick and tired
i cant find myself
ye i know ill find a way 
stick it out anotha dayy

thought u loved me
told me youd be there that u got me
blinded by ur lies now i cant see
why we always gotta fight 
no we cant agree
thought u loved me

thought you loved me +mental (akura)

diff track, hope yall like.. <33 i wanna start shifting my sound more like this so feedback is always appreciated!
amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhbHEkRWXks&pp=ygUMYml0ZWtpIGFrdXJh

i cannot seem to forget the impact you had on me
i cannot get you out my mind
ur running laps in my head been thinkin bout u since u left
(the same words repeat in my mind)

you said
id love till the day i die
you didnt have to fuckin lie
ik i did my wrongs
try my best to do better
why dont u want me in ur life
you know i made a sacrifice
(please tell me if you see me)
please look inside
tell me what u find
ik its not all pretty but if youd take the time to look
please look inside
tell me what u find
im not the bad guy
but u still take me as one

(my tears they fall down and its not getting better)
(this girl ruined my life and i cant believe i let her)

baby you know what u did
dont try and act all clueless
(how could i not see this from the start)
why did u put me thru this
i think i might js lose it

you said
id love till the day i die
you didnt have to fuckin lie
ik i did my wrongs
try my best to do better
why dont u want me in ur life
you know i made a sacrifice
(please tell me if you see me)
please look inside
tell me what u find
ik its not all pretty but if youd take the time to look
please look inside
tell me what u find
im not the bad guy
but u still take me as one

prod. 02ashes

paint me as the bad guy

@ihateukidu <33

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

im getting tired of covering up my lies
they just dont know how i feel inside
and everyday its getting harder to try
and you know i just dont wanna let go
to what we had you know its getting hard to let go
it makes me sad but i guess i have to move on

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

you knew what you mean to me
and when i close my eyes i swear its you i see, wait
w-w-who knew that you would leave
my heart is torn into pieces no i cant believe, it
cant trust no one
im done
done believing your lies
wont give my love
my love
keep my feelings all inside

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

wish upon a star (kidu)

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3 prod @y4ndere
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

@domerrz @kyoakyo <3 @remedysnuts

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

@domerrz
You know it really breaks my mind
I was led astray for some time (I can't close my eyes)
You couldn't find a place to reside
I found you in my heart where you lie
It just hasn't felt the same in a while...
I'm reaching for the stars in the sky
I can still see the tears when you smile
I see right through your disguise

Feel my mind dying
You ask why, I'll hide it
I just decided, I don't even mind it
I'll sit in silence
It's so traumatizing
but I'm sure you mean well
I've been under your spell
It's my truth I can't tell

tell me how it feels like ive been here before
every turn i take it feels familiar
no one can hear me but i yell some more
get me out of this trap i cant feel a thing
i know how it feels to be all alone
im confused my feelings are unknown
dont know if i love or hate u i dont know

so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again
so now i play for keeps
and hope its all a dream
and i pray it goes away this time
tired of feeling all alone it really breaks my mind again

break my mind +dom (akura, kyoa)

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

closure +jons (kyoa)

@pw4prez @arid @huntyomg @remedysnuts

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

@pw4prez 
she said i cant be perfect
baby can u tell me im worth it
we in the SUV , swervin
me and rico in the cut like a surgeon
i cant do no wrong
put the pain in my palm
even when im gone, she gon be singing my songs
i cant go with u, i cant fw u 
its a remedy, when you're with me i can't lose:)

@arid
yea would u love me with ur eyes closed
reaching still not breathing
on the edge saying that u would take it slow
i dont think i wanna feel it now
all my wounds here they got deeper how
on the right hand i wanna see u now
walk another mile just to see u cowl
left it all behind like a hand me down

i cant get away from the mess that i created
replaying in my head all day n i cant take it
your touch, your smell all these things i miss ab u
fall deep in hell really start to hate myself
againn
at this point it doesnt matter 
heartrate getting faster 
tell me whenn
when ur ready for me
yk i cant be perfect

imperfect +sochi & arid (sochi x hunty)

@victxrw @ihateukidu <3

the silence is scaring me
its getting too loud
i lost a person thats close to me
i miss u around
i know ur miles away
this shit keeps me up awake
pls dont forget me
im begging
keep me in ur mind

cus im terrified, dont know where we'll be
cus im terrified please stick close to me
need a piece of mind, tell me that ur safe
so ill close my eyes and ill do what it takes

someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

i keep falling for ur lies
this happens everytime
its that look thats in ur eyes
it keeps me so deprived
baby i live in my mind
it keeps me up at night
so ill stop chasing the high
and leave our love behind

@victxrw
woah, yea i'll leave it all behind me
if u dont then i know what ur hiding
the everfrost upon my fingers just wont let me let go
u tell me all the different wrongs i did i already know

i cant lie i cant help but think of u
tell me all the things i couldnt do
the catacombs of my mind are filled with u
u ruined me u never thought it through
can u blame me
cant save me
going crazy trynna not go crazy
can u blame me
cant save me

akura:
someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

(cant save meeee)

what it takes +victxrw (kidu)

@y4ndere 
https://youtu.be/iBzyNcpJLIM?si=dtkKtAuUX1nvMFYB - AMV!!

(knew that u would break my heart)
(knew that u would break my heart)

back again
its like everytime i fall right in
swear that i cant leave you
o-our hearts as one girl i need you
all of this was just for you
why do i feel so confused
yea i dont know why i had any trust
w- w- w- when you never even cared for us
useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

(leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you)


i dont understand, why you dont see me
time and time again, feels like im bleeding
guess its supposed to always end like this
all the feelings that i had, guess its really what it is
throw me away n-now 
cant stay the same now
im scared of the future, dont want no changes
me and you till the end i cannot save it

useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

@afterstoryx @remedysnuts @1straycats

✰ Back 2 Uu (っ˕ -｡) AMV IN DESC (yandere)

@nazzz333 @neoprada

@1akuraa
is it 2 late to say im sorry
dont get me wrong
inside my head i keep on falling
dont wanna fall
im not okay w anybody
unless its uu
i dont want nobody elsee
ive fallen 4u

is it 2 late to say im sorry
dont get me wrong
inside my head i keep on falling
dont wanna fall
im not okay w anybody
that isnt uu
i dont want nobody elsee
ive fallen 4u

ill answer
ik im far away but whats the matter
the distance is making ur <3 shatter
girl i need uu
pls believe mee
wouldn't want this any other way

@neoprada
Then show me the Way
Don't make it Harder than it Already is, Okay?
I'm only asking for Guidance
Yet you treat me with Silence
Ugh, Am i annoying You? Ugh, I disappointed you
I should be Avoiding You.
No texts, Oh no, What's next?
Nothing Makes sense (No)
And i Can't progress, baby Nonetheless
Let me Lay my Head on you till I'm Dead
That's My only Request
(Oh, woah)
(Oh, woah)

Is it too late?
Is it too late? I hope Not
To you I'm Drawn, Let's plan Ahead
Please don't Forget, The words I said
I truly Meant it still I'm obsessed
So miserable...
I Miss your Face, I love it So
So beautiful...
@1akuraa
is it 2 late to say im sorry
dont get me wrong
inside my head i keep on falling
dont wanna fall
im not okay w anybody
unless its uu
i dont want nobody elsee
ive fallen 4u

is it 2 late to say im sorry
dont get me wrong
inside my head i keep on falling
dont wanna fall
im not okay w anybody
that isnt uu
i dont want nobody elsee
ive fallen 4u

@neoprada
Is it too late?
Is it too late? I hope Not
To you I'm Drawn, Let's plan Ahead
Please don't Forget, The words I said
I truly Meant it still I'm obsessed
So miserable...
I Miss your Face, I love it So
So beautiful...

@afterstoryx @1straycats @remedysnuts

is it too late +neoprada (akura, naz)

Back 2 Uu out now <3
@remedysnuts
@afterstoryx
@1straycats
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