chuck and blair
produced by @leoewski, @user-kisuisdivine, @pastelhendrix

lyrics:
my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

you looked way too good, i gave in
(i can't believe i caved in)
can't believe these words i'm saying
(i can't believe i stayed patient)

everybody talks, so what you gotta say?
if it isn't nice, then you can go away
when i'm around you, feel like a throwaway
i was out there, eating cranbulay
i was getting fly, being myself
you didn't like that
you threw me on the shelf

you threw away the trash
like everybody else
like everyone you tried to date
but you never fell
you never fell in love
you never had the chance
well here's your chance right now
do you wanna dance?

i could hold your hand 
till' the morning ends
you could be my girlfriend
i could be your boyfriend
i'ma scoot by you inch by inch
it'll all be true wish by wish

my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

pavement prod. leoewski, k!su, pastel

@itxmi @1akura / @foryourheart @kyoakyo @hartfxlt @rewind214 @lifegiverr @nazzz333 @decago

0:00 - :55 @kyoakyo & @1akura
:55 - 1:38 @kyoakyo
1:38 - 2:23 @1akura & @kyoakyo 
2:23 - 3:17 @hartfxlt
3:17 - 4:06 @itxmi
4:06 - 4:50 @rewind214
4:50 - 5:44 @hartfxlt
5:44 - 6:25 @1akura
6:25 - 7:20 @1akura
7:20 - 8:15 @kyoakyo
8:15 - 9:10 @rewind214 & @1akura
9:10 - 10:24 @kyoakyo & @1akura & @nazzz333
10:24 - 11:17 @decago & @1akura
11:17 - end outro by @itxmi & @1akura

thank you for listening <3

'25 afterstory ❤︎ samples 1



@1akura

im hoping that one day
might both of our souls meet
come close and i'll hold you
maybe you could hold me
you're everything i'd want
i'll make you my only
even if the sky falls
you'll never be lonely

i was so lost
then i found you
i was so torn
you make me feel brand new
it feels so warm
just being around you
you're my savior, my angel, my home

i'm far from perfect
but i'll do anything to show you that you're worth it
you mend my scars and stitch my heart just like a surgeon
keep messing up on how to love but now i'm learning


home (akura)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr
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###

tell me that ur right here i guess we went wrong
tell me that ur right here let my body rot
secrets on my back,, i scrub it off
i swear its almost cliche,, ur better off

did u do well without me?? is that the cost
i see our shadows dancing,,, against the wall
i guess its all a chance thing ill take it all
i swear its so enchanting ,, the way we fall

so teach me how to lie like youuuu
swear nobody says goodbye like youuuu
every lie i speak u see right thruuuu
cant fuck up nobody life like uuuuu

ill be dead in the morning
hope that you find me
my lifeless body
all of the parts and the pieces around me
all but a zombie
nobody wants me say that you want me

its so cliché... (february)

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

###

ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

dysphoria @recyclexbin @elxnce @1hallow @flooddubs @kurchev

@catchnshoot @pyu

yea im wasting my time
call me when its over
love i barely show her
act like i dont know her

time 2 close myself up in my space
yea teardrops on my face
dont want your warm embrace

write my feelings on my papers just to cope with my own pain
run away from my own problems, yea i guess its just ingrained
try to smile in my own mirror, but it never feels okay
drowning deep inside my thoughts, but im not managing today

lost myself inside my silence but i cant pick myself up
ive been staring at my ceiling, yea my soul jus had enough
i keep wishing for a change, but maybe its just fate 
try run 2 from my emotions, but they grip me like a chain

yea dont waste my time
yea call me when its over
call me when your sober
you know that its over
heart is getting colder
cant keep my composure

dysphoria @recyclexbin @elxnce @1hallow @flooddubs @kurchev

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