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Ericdoa x Glaive dance with the devil [snippet]

aka the winner
modern day loser coming soon
lyrics

ive been trying to live
i just wanna get on

one day it looks so promising
the next day its off

ive been tryna hold my feelings
on for so god damn long

one day im gonna snap
then im gonna be gone

they dont like me now
they dont wanna see me up

when i show them they like how
they ask, idgaf

she said she dont like me 
cus i way too dumb and stuck up

told her bf come and fight
told em shut the fuck up

idc about ur worth
idc bout u at all

make another fifty hundred
tryna be the one u call

ive been balling sice my birth
u been stuck behind a wall

many people gonna fake fw me
until i fall

but thats just how the time goes
u been looking for some real friends
u will never find those

and i guess that this is my fault
i been looking for a new life
old friends got some light salt

but i cant change
the fuckin tides

you say you hate me
and my life

i swear ill make
it worse tonight

the harm continues
all in spite

and u will never know
what the true pain is

its an elliptical 
round and round adjacent

u dont have a life
why dont u just face it

u hide behind ur lies
tell em, good fake it 

they dont like me now
they dont wanna see me up

when i show them they like how
they ask, idgaf

she said she dont like me 
cus i way too dumb and stuck up

told her bf come and fight
told em shut the fuck up

idc about ur worth
idc bout u at all

make another fifty hundred
tryna be the one u call

ive been balling sice my birth
u been stuck behind a wall

many people gonna fake fw me
until i fall

push (reesoo)

prod. mixed, and mastered by me 
shoutout @prodbyaustyn for the co-prod on this one :)
also @t3rmes for the songwriting on the hook when my brain hurted <3

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20 now, this isn't how 
i thought it would work out 
breaking vows, might take a bow 
because i'm tired of feeling down 
put all my anger into a microphone 
it's no ones fault but my own please just let me be alone 
all my friends they were plastic, and i'm was silicone 
fit into molds, now watch me grow 
i won't see it through, to twenty two 
i thought i had nothing to lose 
maybe views, or my muse 
i hope these thoughts i have the chance to defuse 
buts it's looking that i might just have to give it up 
stay at the bottom while all my friends, they live it up 
i've got potential i guess i just gotta pick it up 
im getting up, i've had enough

falling out of touch with who i am 
revolving, my mind a door, it's turning 
am i deserving? 
stalling all the opportunities at hand 
to hear them applauding, is all that i want, but i'm so exhausted 

i've been so exhausted 
i feel like a hostage
in my brain, i've lost it, 
wilt away watch my friends all blossom
sun don't shine, upon me 
petals they're all falling 
in my head, it's daunting, 
being left behind in the dawning 

the sun never gon shine when i'm stuck all alone 
the stars won't align, when i'm left in the cold
the thought are benign, but they're taking a toll 
the sun never gon shine when i'm stuck all alone 
the stars won't align, when i'm left in the cold
a flower dead in the night, out of sight, decomposed

rumination

zinnia

clairvoyant

prod @yuki-pons

lyrics:
the seperation makes it easier to fall in love
thats prolly why im always missing u when i get drunk
and idk wats going on with u like anymore-

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

again with u (shyburial)

[VA-T] - beenfuckedup - (ghostsocial, siilent & swazy*) [reesoo x michaelwarren]

Ouça no YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDv9Ip4HJA4

#folkmusic

i'm junkie boy i'm so better

God's Love is All You Need

cboy1: https://soundcloud.com/cboy1
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

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life's a bitch w/ cboy1 ( + plxce)

lyrics//
this is not a cry for help
but i dont really feel like myself
tryna move around like its stealth
and i been real concerned about my health
cry to me
and tell me your worst fear
cus im in pain
and death's drawing near

BREAK
it off, im breaking your walls
and ITS NOT
been the same since u called

its about time
for me
to go leave
in the crossroads
i see .
what u see

are my eyes blank
what i see
i cant believe

i feel deceived
my peace
has been theived

its a bad lie
they told me when i was 3

my whole world's dirty
while yours will stay clean

theres blood on my hands
and theres blood on my shirt

negligence from you
yeah thats a new kind of hurt

when i die, bury me, way deep in the dirt

so i cant breathe
and see whats learned

and all these new ways that ur haunting me
i cant seem to feel threatened by your own peace
i feel big in these times and you make me shrink
i think i missed your negligence when i blinked

but its ok now!
cus we're safe and sound
yeah that place is loud
and i swear i drowned....

but i see your eyes
and i know its alright
when you come to life
i been making it right

so cry my name out
and tell me when you're down
cus ive been on the ground
jus thinkin about u.

BREAK
it off, im breaking your walls
and ITS NOT
been the same since u called

its about time
for me
to go leave
in the crossroads
i see .
what u see

are my eyes blank
what i see
i cant believe

i feel deceived
my peace
has been theived

its a bad lie
they told me when i was 3

my whole world's dirty
while yours will stay clean

clairvoyant

1bea

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