Name: something in the orange (cover) by 1bea
Duration: 4 min 22 s
Description: trying to sing better, recorded this in like 15-20 mins guitar is by friend ty <3

This is great. The type of song you add to your playlist less then a minute into your first listen

special thanks to @rouri404 for allowing @killzoltar and myself to make our own sequel to lostcause

stream lostcause by @rouri404 & @heylog here:
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404/lostcause

lyrics:

(GREAVES)
only wanted no more stress but you set it off
think it's time to give this shit a rest can't you get enough
know you love to see when i'm a mess bet you're getting off
no regrets when you won't confess just forget it all

know it's obvious you're anxious around me
the moment you were gone i began to sleep soundly
no more going through my phone 'cause i'm learning some boundaries
destroyed it all waiting for your call when you drowned me

lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause
lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause

(zoltar)
never really been the one to talk about my own shit
i rarely ever leave my house cause i know it ain't worth it
i've become a parasite
suffer through and analyze
it's obvious that i'm alone
it doesn't matter where i go

but i don't wanna be just an idea to fuck with
i'm tryna make a name for myself amongst the bullshit
i'm getting steady tired of putting in all the effort
but honestly, it's better than nothing so i'll just endure

but i'm just slowly feeling like this
isn't worth the pain and effort
that i've wasted on your shelter
let me know when you feel better

let me be clear, i got no intention
to disappear from this dimension

(GREAVES)
lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause
lights out crying in the dark but it's alright
knives out skin is getting marked on a cold night
wiped out drawing all my blood on your headlight
i always been a lost cause

lostcause 2 w/ zoltar (zoltar)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4FzbNS9USY0owZ6uV8yrUO?si=PdWWHBSXRsq0hPF_yWCMsw

lyrics:
Lock the bedroom door
She got me sneaking
Got me up off the floor
Hiding from her parents
And I can't feel my hands
God this wasn't in my plan at all
Couldn't look back to you
I was hoping that she would call
Meet me up outside of the morgue

Cause they all start dancing when they see you
They all wanna be you
You won't look at me but I got just as much as he do
Hating how he treat you
Punch his fucking teeth through
Now she got a new dude
And she never wanna meet you

Down a bottle of Henny and I know she want it
I don't want another but I know she fucking plotting it up
I ain't plan on falling in love
Guess she good at fucking me up
(Guess she good at fucking me up)

She keep on talking I don't wanna hear none
I stole her heart then I hold it for ransom
She's just so mad all she do is throw tantrums
I can't deal with this shit no more because, girl, you just so problematic
Hit my phone, get static
Flights out the country got five on this fabric
She don't even know but my mind going batshit
Fuck all that acting, I can't fuck with that shit
Girl you so see through
Wish I never met ya though
I don't wanna see you, acting hella extra though
I just be fucking shit up with my fellas
We make it rain, hope you brought your umbrella

Double back on my word
I guess I'm fucking up
I know you hate it when I'm drunk
But I love it yeah
I do not need you
It's nice to meet you
If only she knew

Cause they all start dancing when they see you
They all wanna be you
You won't look at me but I got just as much as he do
Hating how he treat you
Punch his fucking teeth through
Now she got a new dude
And she never wanna meet you
Down a bottle of Henny and I know she want it
I don't want another but I know she fucking plotting it up
I ain't plan on falling in love
Guess she good at fucking me up

undesirable (feat. jvcob)

[LYRICS]
don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side 

said you’re running out of time 
you don’t ever wanna die 
well i’m crying 
all the memories of me and you 
dying 
i think that im falllin deep i’ll just dive in 
now im running from me i don’t like it 
i don’t like it 
what does it mean when you  powder your nose 
what does it mean when you take off your clothes 

don’t wait 
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love
don’t complain when you say that i’m not enough 
and you cry and i lie but we’re having fun so don’t wait
don’t wait 
don’t wait for love 
and i love all of your fucked up thinking 
i fell off cause bitch im always drinking 
and you said that i was never your type 
and you left with all your drugs by your side

FELL OFF

FELL OFF [Trace Unknown]

track 1/3
produced by mix
for jude
vocals inspired by sleepwater

miss you <3

lyrics:
mom say's it'll be okay, mom say's it'll be okay
she's hoping that i'll come home soon, she's hoping that i'll come home soon

i'll be home soon, i lost my friends, i'll be home soon, to make amends
i'll be home soon, shit i lost my head, soon soon, i'll be home soon , im not enough, 
i'll be home soon, its just a bluff, i'll be home soon, i fucked up life, soon soon, i'll be home soon,
home soon, i'll be home soon, home soon, i'll be home soon, home soon, soon i'll be home soon 
why'd i trust you, i'll be home soon, pine i miss you, i'll be home soon


i met a kind pine tree, oh i love you dear
you gave me strength to be myself with no fear
i freeze my tears
hold you close to my heart, so i don't intend on giving up
back to building up

i get up off my phone, i plan on coming home
im stuck inside my shell, im breaking out of hell

i'm stuck inside this shell
i'm trapped here in this shell
i can't live in this shell
i don't feel in this shell 

no i don't feel in this shell
i'm stuck inside this shell
i like it in my shell
i can't breathe in my shell

im breaking out this shell
im getting out this shell
im getting out this shell
im getting out this shell

thank you.

dedicated to sleepwater 
pine tattoo when i can
we love and miss you <3

home (interlude)

★..you can't take this away from me..★

[producer]
@kingtheta

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/safe-in-my-skin-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse:
I'm lost in
my own fucking skin
you told me that

I can never change so ill
always be the same in your eye
I wanna accepted by you
I guess its never meant for me

tell me how you'd do this to me

bridge:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel better about who I am

chorus:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel accepted for who I am
I don't care if you don't agree
cause I'm still me

you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

verse two:
not hard to see
that I am scared of you
and I cant breathe
when i am next to you

anything i do will be outta pocket
don't know how to be
keep myself inside deep into a locket
throw away the key

i guess I'm still a child in ur eye
its too fucked up so i guess this is goodbye

bridge:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel better about who I am

chorus:
and I wanna feel safe in my skin
and I wanna feel accepted for who I am
I don't care if you don't agree
cause I'm still me

you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

ending:
you cant take this away from me
cause I'm still me

★streaming★

★safe in my skin★ (prod. king theta)

Prod. me

lyrics:
(and i try
i try my best to die
whats that look in your eye
i just can't get it right
tell me tell me why do you lie
whats the point of replies
cause i think this is good bye)

I can't 
sit around just to pass by
cause I don't want you on my mind
I don't like when you lie
how are you surprised
you do this every time
so why you change your mind
how are you picking sides

yeah hurts every day that you pass by
but i can't go without high
but your onto the next without why
yeah i just can't accept "bye"
and tell me what you want
everything I saw 
and I can't get enough
I don't know if it's lust
but its so hard to trust

i don't wanna go outside
i don't wanna go to the light
my
would you take my side
cause i can't take these lies
you just, tell me we'll survive
i can't, tell you can't lie, don't lie
those 13 reasons why
cause i can't

Waiting

*Lyrics*

I was thinking bout a bad ending thought about it twice 
Now I’m picturing a third and it’s such a pretty sight 
I been staying up late staring blankly at the sky 
Connecting all the dots , all the stars alive tonight 

I was fearing such a bad ending
now I couldn’t mind any of these things
Feeling somewhat better , but it’s still nothing 
Staying hopeful even though it’s at the least 

Oh I don’t care if I lose ,I just wanna love you 
I don’t wanna hold back I just wanna touch you 
I just wanna know now , do you really love me ,oh
Did you really love me 

Everywhere I’ve gone , everything I’ve hoped 
I just wanna know , where do we all go?
I been up all night , tryna start a fight.
Start it with the sun ,end it all at night with the moon
I’ve been thinking what I’ll do 
If everything is fucking true 

I’ve been feeling so used x3


Bad endings, I got plenty 
Oh sweetie please don’t let me..
Walk away like you let me
Once before Once before 

Bad endings, I got plenty 
Oh darling you’re one of many 
Only one I’m regretting 
Every single day every single night 

Taken apart , breaking my heart 
Crushing it slow, all from the start 
But it’s not your fault , I started this first 
Honest to worse 

Oh 
Oh I don’t care if I lose ,I just wanna love you 
I don’t wanna hold back I just wanna touch you 
I just wanna know now , do you really love me ,oh
Did you really love me 

“Reversed”

the moon
I’ve been thinking what I’ll do 
If everything is fucking true 

I’ve been feeling so used 
I’ve been feeling so used 
I’ve been feeling so…

BADENDINGS :/  Prod Guda

softie

and so i left you at the front door
and you made me feel so shit about it
and you told me i wouldnt find no one as good as you
now im sitting alone inside my room thinking bout those times when i was next to

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
(ooh)
inside my
inside my
inside my-
i dont think that i really wanna talk anymore
when i think about you all my thoughts go to war
like its draining me mentally
theres never a time were my mind is at ease

(wake up in the mornin and i beg and i plead hopefully this day will end up bettering me, talk about my issues like too much, it always ends up just making a new one)

like baby i dont ever wanna go back
ugh
and were havin issues and its a throwback
and you used to treat me like shit
you said its my fault
well it isnt
ugh
like snakes in the grass were i lie
like all these bitches fake i can see it right in there
eyes
like all they do is make up (makeup) for these stupid ass lies
like all they do is cover up like clouds in the skies

(like clouds in the , like clouds in the , like clouds in the- all i can do is think about-)

(yooooouuuu)
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my room
i think about you
inside my
inside my
inside my
(room)

inside my room (p. michael harrison x gavin hadley)

trying to sing better, recorded this in like 15-20 mins guitar is by friend ty <3

something in the orange (cover)

I wrote this acoustic version for my favorite place on the planet.


something in the orange (cover)

1bea

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