i'm on these songs dumbass did u really need a description

w/ me

mixed by plugp
(side note)- its ok to be sad or to cry

lyrics:
Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent
Im just bad at explaining how im feeling
Didn’t mean to let you down
Didn’t mean to scare you now
If I tell you how I feel you Im scared you'd turn around
And yeah im scared of that
Wish I didn’t tell you that
Ive been trying to open up but you don’t call me
But im a mental reck
Im holding on at best
Ive been trying my best but im not good enough

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence

Ive been running for a while nothings getting better
Everyone around me is doing so much better
Post a blurry picture of a moment cause I miss it
Im a shitty person but I feel like I acknowledge it
I don’t like to stand out maybe not that obvious 
And every time I call you up I feel like I’m obnoxious 
And that’s how I feel 
That’s how I feel
Please don’t walk away if I open up
It would mean so much
If you just let me talk
Please don’t walk away if I start breaking down
I don’t like to cry so I get teary eyed

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent

pls dont go if i open up :/ (prod. plugp)

🔥🔥🔥
w/ @quannnic
prod jane + @bandanabloom + me
mixed by me

06.01.21
08.11.21

THAT'S THAT w/ quannnic

original song: https://soundcloud.com/way2bloody/endoh-ericdoa-issues-prod

Things With Wings

ericdoa - issues (solo)

ZX6R

https://open.spotify.com/album/01j9tx0aCDbFCwcxoGYE97

prod me sample: https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore @qxi

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you
  
everything about you
u dont even 
everythings about to
come crashing down again

dunno if i wanna see your face again
now my heads just messed up

now im messed up
i cant let up
have i been getting better

don't think that ive been feeling any better
any better

but i cant go down
cs ive been too low
but youll never know
what ive tried to do to feel like im better
than what i was but it doesnt matter

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

feel so bored its just lackign all variety
i cant find myself when drowning in sobriety 
break my neck ten times ill still stand up
does it feel different when its family who fucked up

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you 

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

how to hate

"leave that behind you" produced by @prodjayysoul
Performed/Written by @counterxo

leave that behind you

leave that behind you (jayysoul)

prod me @attc and @qlein (juicebutterfly2)
ft @daikyu 
me:
IT
white tees
got my stash out
might need an iv
finna crash out
you dont wanna listen to my beats
they'll make you stack loud
why you think i dont care about your thoughts?
we rolling pack out

yuh
thinkin ima back out (what)
bro really saying he alpha
you live in a crackhouse
aint nobody got your fucking back now
fuck em over got em off the tracks now

i been off this tropicana till i pass out
get the bag with the bro we eating general tso
i just wanna know how
h-how to get involved with no single-outs

bitches fake my god you're so fucking exclusive
i feel so excluded
its probably why you're losin
feel like general shepherd
thats one less loose end
tryna fix my brains internals
all the wires bent

@daikore
what's bad?
can't say
bitch i cant fold
talking shit like you aint driving a rental
turn you into scrap like its mf titanfall
earth shatter 808s but thats been known
send one shot to your head no camcorders
bullets up n down your block hittin every corner
cherry picking all your points like a fuckin orchard
you got drawn up in an etch-a-sketch, shaky borders 

shit, i cant fold
working every day
but i cant let that be known
if they tap into the method
then they still cant be like me
i just do all that shit better
im just someone you cant be
(nettspend reference...)
i cant take no fucking bar
i can't take no fucking part
all your shit stay sub-par
i shoot eagle, goin far

coworker music w daikyu

prod. @xodazed

lyrics:
​blackmagic

(@xodazed)
I don't see a point of continuing all this shit
You push me to the side and then you treat me like a bitch
You can be a fool for him, but he'll never be like me
Run through fucking whore, glad you decided to leave
Sick of all your bullshit and your fucking petty lies
Act like you're in love with me but you won't wait the time
Act like I still love you but I swear I'd rather die
You may think I'm angry but I swear to god I'm fine
Push back, then I step back
Gloves up, I may hit back
You don't want that
Bitch I
Bitch I'll fuck up all your teeth like your British

Stackin' money it could reach up to the ceiling
I pull up with your bitch and I really make her-
Damn, fuck
It's to the ceiling
Uh, huh, yeah
I can't really lie now
Hold up, I'm a "bitch" but I could stack it up, galore
Fuck ton of money and I'ma stack it up some more
I'ma smoke these pussies they get fried like some smores
I'ma smoke these pussies they get fried like some-

(@devvn)
Stackin' money to the ceiling, it can't fit in the room
Posted up with the rizzler how I'm bringin' that boom
‍blackmagic in the crib, we gon' put you in the tomb
Damn, they playin' my shit, they likin' all my tunes
Fuck, my slime caught a case
Bail his ass out cause I'm always getting paid
Shit never sucks, cause I get paid every day
Too much cash, bitch I don't know what to say

(@fxriss)
‍blackmagic, yeah, we going up so far
Smile and laugh between the stars
I cast a spell, I wish you well
But I cannot face

(@yehbkyz)
Bring it back like woa-oh
Point these lies, it fro-oze
Visible, I kno-ow
This hurt, was unknown
She a mastermind
Evil was her sign
I didn't know, the stab was behind
(Yea-yea-yea-yeaah)
Can't trust anymore, I lost my time
Even if I tried, there ain't no chime
So out of it, I lost my prime (Hmm hmm)
So out of it, no push to make a climb

(@xodazed & @fxriss)
I hope that you fully realize (ooh, ooh, ah, ah)
That your innocence is paralyzed (That your innocence is paralyzed)
Petty motherfucker, I swear I could kill you (I will try not to kill you, so please just bare it through)
Petty motherfucker, I'mma fucking kill you (bare it through)

(@fxriss)
Our love, is dead so I make songs
She wants, everything to work out
Well love, it is over said
We will never be, what you want
Stuck up on the past erase my thoughts
Smoke another pack until I rot
It was all you, what could I do?
O o o o o o o o o ao ao ao o o o
(Petals are gone)
O o o o o o o o o o o o

#BLACKMAGIC w/ dazed?!, fxris, devvn, & bkyz

acoustic version of my song, shouldve known

shouldve known acoustic ver.

produced by "attalus"
https://soundcloud.com/redacted-311782002

feature by "notmyles"
https://on.soundcloud.com/GTCDj2xiVRtWZmws8

feature by "sadlistical"
https://soundcloud.com/sadlistical

feature by "goodball"
https://soundcloud.com/goodball-289473978

feature by "devvn"
https://soundcloud.com/devvn

feature by "duhfossa"
https://soundcloud.com/duhfossa

pledge allegiance

LYRICS AND CREDITS: (was 2k characters over soundcloud description limit LMAOO)

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1p8qDWKnwcAolyzmHt0JheFSLFo_JPKmIjFf_l23QweM/edit?usp=sharing

LOSERS CYPHER

"uh, hey!" - cfx & @devvn
https://open.spotify.com/track/3m84KmuVTUknCN7rO4stb2?si=1858639a014e4599

lyrics:

intro:
devvn
i got molly in my soda, now im throwin up
mad i ain't do nothin, bitch be happy that i showed up

chorus:
uh, hey n' this hoe, she tryna fuck bae (yeah) [the rainnnnnnn]
getting in the da back of the whip, we can stir bae [the rainnnnnnn]
I jus' wanna meet you good, n 'treat you good bae
you're the one I want
n' your one for me
let me get you down
get down o-o-on your knees (yessir)
yeah I pull up on that shotta, and I b-b-b (ah)

verse 1:
yeah i'm shootin on this hoe, cause she suckin my d
oo n' she really jus' be feelin me
I don't really talk bout it (nah)
baby I want you to come around, we can slide it (alright)
if you feelin me, I will come inside it
if you feelin me yeah, I will come inside it (uh)

pre-chorus:
devvn
i got molly in my soda, now im throwin up[the rainnnnnnn]
mad i ain't do nothin, bitch be happy that i showed up[the rainnnnnnn]
bitches wanna be me, jus' get a glow up
talkin on my name, tell that pussy boy to shut up

chorus:
uh, hey n' this hoe, she tryna fuck bae [the rainnnnnnn]
getting in the da back of the whip, we can stir bae (the rainnnnnnn)
I jus' wanna meet you good, n 'treat you good bae
you're the one I want
n' your one for me (alright)
let me get you down
get down o-o-on your knees (yessir)
yeah I pull up on that shotta, and I b-b-b (ah)

verse 2:
devvn
i got molly in my soda, now im throwin up
mad i ain't do nothin, bitch be happy that i showed up
bitches wanna be me, jus' get a glow up
talkin on my name, tell that pussy boy to shut up [the rainnnnnnn]
(im a lyricist fr)

(the rainnnnnnn)

uh, hey! w/ devvn

as far as i can demo
@devvn / @gingelox
lyrics:

@devvn
fell asleep, passed away
gone today, it's okay
now i'm dead, in this bed
hold my hand, in my end

hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand
hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand
hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand
hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand, hold my hand

will you still think about me when i'm gone?
is the only thing left this song?

drugs make me wanna kill myself
fuck you bitch i don't need none your help
self made hoe, huh, huh, can't you tell
get a bag hoe, best believe i get it well
get it well, get it well, i get it well
get my bag spin his block like it's twister
heard the glock pop out like a blister
who i fuck might as well ask your sister
i make bands while sitting on the shitter
and i can rap all i want
but i really want the pain to stop
these places i wish i could swap
so ending it is all i got

i'll see you on the other side
i'll see you in a second life

will you still think about me when i'm gone?
is the only thing left this song?

p6 w/ devvn

kiss me like that and ill fall too deeeeeppp
lyrics: https://genius.com/Sadlistical-devvn-and-cupboy-kiss-me-like-that-lyrics

#BLACKMAGIC w/ dazed?!, fxris, devvn, & bkyz

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