i will never hide, i take it all in stride
but i miss my real life, all the chemicals make me blind
and i hit the last stair on the way to heaven
and i turned a blind eye to the evil i have inside

give it over for nothing
just take it back, you dont love me
flirt but im pushover, ballerina dance on me
i cant say no for nothing, one more time for my body
you cant ever count on me, but you can walk all over me

i won’t make it right, ill just make it faster and light the ashes uh
the silks on my mouth, i can breath myself but it dont feel right uh
i could twist the truth but no, im not nice theres not much i like uh
then i see me in ur eyes,
you a diamond in sight,

id take a human life to be your one
id win a war for you versus the sun
id take pretty head and make it roll
if you would just love me and me alone

brainwaves, blood on my money
threatened love bcos love, i would never ask if you love me
your hands already tell me 
stay for a couple of sundays
wash your hands in that blood, same blood thats pooled under you baby
(one day we’ll have a baby)

versus the sun (valentinesday)

featuring @olus440

prod by @kojowav & @7ripp0

undercover feat. olus [prod. kojo & rippo]

prod @rubbishrubbish

lost time ill never get that back
heart stopped when you looked at me like that
felt like ive never even been looked at
thought i lost you all but i got you back

i used to take it like i deserved that
after a bad day i deserve that
after some pain it felt like i earned that
but nobody ever fuckin deserves that

nobody ever really deserves shit
put on this planet get taken off it
all this behavior somehow i learned it
now somehow i gotta learn stop it

wake up and check my door i locked it
wake up and break my only promise
why did i think it would be instant
why dont i ever trust the process

why cant i ever just be honest
stupid girl, i wake feelin nauseous
stupid world, everything is garbage
stupid girl, you knew you were toxic

everything is stupid little bargains
do i do good or do i feel good
so i take paths of least resistance
end up in places full of sickness

stop that
step back
dont let back
i had to hear that

feel like i feel like im different
feel like i feel like i did it
didnt i, i just wan be in it
if im kidding ill end it all with quickness

if im kidding ill end it all with swiftness
i cant be present cuz then ill wreck it
demon i demon feel it hiding
why cant i cant express it

stupid world prod. rubbish

prod @remghost

maybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgustingmaybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgusting

Bunny (remghost)

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

poison_2 prod. rubbish

Afterlife

produced by @5vexe

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
im feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

call out my delusions
oh you know that its weird
i could tell u many things i know you'd never wanna hear
the day i left, i'm on my own and never felt this free
they're hating cuz they're stuck here
wishing they could dream like me
u call me bitter but u know it aint sincere
its been working though
its been grinding on my gears
i dream to be enough so i can show worth to my fears
only going up been scouting 301 this year
i know ur deceitful
at the same time, less is more to me tho
cant begin to tell u what u mean to me tho
its on me, i keep holding onto the stress
that's on me

because u know it
u know what ur blowin' it on
yeah nobody makes you wanna love
all along and u don't wanna tell me
but i can say it

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
i'm feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

honey (prod. 5v)

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