My mind is a war zone bullets firing 💥

last time (prod. ninewaters x jones) RIP Kody

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

adolescence (prod. bailey)

@1darza @ninewaters
instas:
@ 9inewatere
@ nathandarza

darza - army (prod. ninewaters)

@1darza @ninewaters <33
luv makin music with my friends fr ily guys

--lyrics--
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

hoping someone gets them off of me
im running for my life
want the peace the lord has offered me
im tryna catch a vibe
dont want attention, i dont want too many friends
forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads

hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
talkin all that tough shit, whyd i even try
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

bitch im on this perc and ecstacy im out my mind
fuck 12 i aint doing time
you can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
waking up high, thought i died last night

my bitch put the coke in her pussy
you aint doin shit to me boy you just a pussy
pullin up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin
flexin all that cash, now he sad cuz i took it

im on demon time, yeah
fees in my line, yeah
i dont needa die, im already dead
pull up to your spot, we gon paint it red
i need all the percocets, i need all the meds, yeah

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

it's the worst day
sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
i would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
i just want an answer; on my own im always searching
THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE IN MY WAY

all plats

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

blind (prod. sence & 80root)

written by nathan darza
produced by ninewaters
ig: @1darza / @luvdarza

everywhere i go i feel alone and it's tiring
my mind is a warzone, bullets firing
are you down to ride with me, are you down to die with me?
are you down to fight with me so you can survive with me?
girl hold my hand while we walk through the graveyard
i'll do everything i can, just don't break my heart
tryna numb the pain but the percs stopped working
my life changed but my hearts still hurting </3

it feel like the end of the world when we argue
i care about your feelings too i never wanna harm you
come into my arms, lets make art in the bedroom
my demons tryna murder me, like redrum
baby stay with me, yeah you don't gotta run 
you point your words at me, just like a loaded gun
everytime you not with me, i always feel numb
baby this is meant to be, i know you the one
hop up on the beat then i speak from the soul
you attached to me, ain't no way i'm letting go
feeling empty like my soul got a hole
everywhere i go is haunted i can see ghosts

i'm in my car recording songs
you can say whatever just don't say that you'll be gone
my brains still healing probably from the drugs that i was on
pain still healing so i'm sorry if i trauma dump

everywhere i go i feel alone and it's tiring
my mind is a warzone, bullets firing
are you down to ride with me, are you down to die with me?
are you down to fight with me so you can survive with me?
girl hold my hand while we walk through the graveyard
i'll do everything i can, just don't break my heart
tryna numb the pain but the percs stopped working
my life changed but my hearts still hurting </3

graveyard (prod. ninewaters)

@prod.dragonn
@luvdarza @1darza
@prodgateway
@1morgn
@0faura
@rxninn

spend the night w/ @luvdarza (prod. dragon x gateway x 0faura)

Che soser type beat

yes... another track... had to switch to my original sound for a bit... 420 the album coming oct 15th #playboicarti #ninevicious #1300saint #undergroundhiphop

graveyard (prod. ninewaters)

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