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2024 shuffle 3

Oh we still going?

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pt 2 of this playlist i guess
https://soundcloud.com/echospirits/sets/lovestories

love stories vol.2

https://open.spotify.com/album/3yAWpT28rfradEvF7n7CpP?si=08755e31e9834a45

1. observant
2. projection
3. still falling
4. blue eyes
5. star-crossed lovers

inspiration:
@lil4c
@with3rx
@porter-robinson
@ex3junya

observant ep

killpariah - my fav medicine w/ syris [ddva]

(prod. variant x ddva)
art: 僕の一人戦争

there are no stars aligned
black circles cover my eyes
the doom that we all despise
traps me til i die
then i found laser$ight
we confide in our cry
with a mission to fight
our lives are on the line

headshot i dont give a fuck
i take a bullet for the bros
with my guts spillin my heart shows
linen folded with too many holes
gagging with a mask til i see you crow
soon ill see your spirit float 
high in the sky
this is our final fight 
ill finally see a star in sight
this is our holy sacrificial night 

waiting til the bullets are fed
to the ones wishing us dead
get the fuck outta our face 
and take a bullet to the head

bulletki$$ (prod. variant x ddva)

prod.
@1ddva
@awwy2k

notes:
✧˖° ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧
𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒛𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚?
✧˖°  ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧˖° ✧
             𝓹.𝓼.
             𝓲 𝓭𝓸.
          (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

//

[shiro]
yeah it was 5, 
i was up on the roof,
tryna get by, then i found u,
u caught my attention,
yh, i didnt expect it,
get to the zappin,
thats all ur askin,

u can choose between me n her,
but u know that i'll come back js to be w/u,
js accept the way that it goes,
i dnt wna to see u go,
miss ur touch, soft as snow,
held it back, then i fold,

its been long, since we've been in touch,
but my feelings bottled up, flooded w/ ur love,
how much effort does it take js to pick me up,
ive been sending signals, but u've been acting up,

back then, u were an introvert,
now ur the star of the show, n i'm in the dirt,
i guess nothings really changed when my lifes a blur,
but when you pulled up in my world, yeah it opened up,

[hook]

//

zappy『ddva/kidu』

prod. @prodjayysoul + @1ddvaa

[chorus]
i wasn't right in my actions
you should've known from the start that i was acting
and i guess i'm a dick, but i don't care
i just don't give a fuck
girl i wasn't ever into you, i never fell in love

[verse]
i spent a bag just to show him up
i need a bag just for me to be showing up
i'm getting tired of you
cause you keep on going and going and going and going on

i'm getting way too excited
yeah he fell off, but he not a titan
said he was sad so i had to lighten him up
i got a rod like Poseidon uh-huh

you said that i switched up
but i just put my time to something that's gon' make me richer
you're in the past i got rid of every picture
couldn't help but laugh when they asked me if i miss her, ah-ha

act one (jayysoul + lifess)

@177p & @1luvpurp



Love notes 📝 

if i gave u my heart
would u finally be mine
would u stay if u knew what’s wrong
why these marks up in my arms
girl if i made u a song would u sing along
for you
cut my skin & starve myself 
u shouldn’t need nobody else
only me nobody else
i’ve been feeling overwhelmed 
and my feelings causing distress 
it’s bottled up it’s in my chest
cant u see im struggling 
i dont wanna feel this low again
maybe we can meet again
in another life
problems in my head im still trynna figure out
im still trynna know whats wrong with me
cuz everyday im suffering 
never signed up for this
i just wanna get out

six feet down
ya my hearts gravebound
tell me will u stay around 
for me for me
red tears pouring
i still feel u in my bloodstream
i thought u loved me
i got nobody 
do u see me as a joke ? 
am i smth for them to laugh at
i saw ur face once again im getting flashbacks 
razor to my skin feeling so good but so bad
now there’s blood 
Ya there’s blood on my body

spotify

overwhelmed (177p & luvpurp)

(❀ •̀ᴗ•́ )♡(^ε^ )Lᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ
@1luvpurp  

my heart is full of love
it could be all yours
so wont u tell me how u feel
and what ur waiting for
yea ur nothing like these other girlz
they make me bored
if u need me u can call me
i’ll be at ur door

no one else makes me feel this way
i hope that it stays the same
i trust you
you make me feel great
i love (you) when u say my name
i’ll take the train to see u
i just wanna be with u
she’s off a pill im off two
lately it’s all about u

i think you’re perfect for me
i’ll do like anything
just to call you mine today
so tell me what u think
when u look at me
just hold me when it’s cold
got me asking like where did you go
i hope not

you make my heart warm
won’t you keep it close to you
my back got stab wounds
but i still got my trust in you

i’ll scream your name out loud
i’ll stay here i’ll stay here
forever forever, no turning around
i’ll stay here i’ll stay

SPOTIFY

You're the best & I'm the luckiest (luvpurp)

prod @pyu n me (i got insanely carried on this beat btw xd ly meta)
## heavenBound
i could write a million songs about you 


Can't keep track of time,
I just want you by my side 
Even if it's for tonight,
baby, if it was up to me i would have you for the rest of my life
Cuz every time, that i look in your eyes
it's like time gets slower, slower
Just wanna enjoy every second that passes by
Promise i try
girl, I'm not letting you down
Tell me, how does this sound? Let me know

Don't let go, don't let
don't let go
Hold me close 
feel my soul
Take it, take it, take it all,
baby, don't you break my heart
I hope we don't lose this spark, 
I love you for who you are

Time keeps going, it's ticking away
I think that you wanna stay, from the smile on your face
My arms open, if you ever need em, 
you can come my way I'll be your place to stay
my sunshine, sun rays in this dark, dark place 
Said she don't know where she's going, promise that it's okay
It's okay, it's okay, it doesn't matter anyway
Cuz time keeps ticking away, 
it doesn't matter anyway

click here for spotify

plz don't let go (meta & whyhaze)

@lullabyhill @@@lullabyhillㅤㅤmemoir 
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ㅤxㅤㅤ@prodjayysoulㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ          ⠀
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ:¨ ·.· ¨:
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ `· . ꔫ

@heartsayakoX@datealyfe1 - pull u closer ⋆˙⟡♡ (prod jayysoul) ☆FRONTLINE5TAR2K23☆ #2k18

@prodjayysoul @grimgardx

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

blxty
love me like u said u would do
act so cold like the flu
idk what to do
break my heart into two

if i fall down would you pick me up
if i felt alone would you show me love
i could feel better just give me ur touch
ur touch

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

Spotify

obscene w/ blxty (jayysoul grimgar)

@1luvpurp @jxyy2k

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yOEIt9uBZCvK8Ebt4CSxy?si=d36b74c5b528473e 

A new chapter ❤️‍🩹📝,

promise you showed
now it's getting hard to digest that it's all over
i cannot look back
i let go of what we had

baby i, i still feel you inside my heart
i still feel you inside, but this time it feels wrong
now i'm desperately trying to keep it together
i keep my calm while it's all falling apart

now i can't feel a thing
look at what you did to me
hope you know i tried so hard 
it's for you i bleed
i even tried to forget
how you put me through torment
you found your way back into my head

i didn't know that love could feel so wrong
my skins getting cold
i know you want me to hold on
but i gotta leave, i gotta go
i won't fall for any of this anymore

i can't help but wonder what it could've been like
if that was the real you this whole time
after it goes under, i hope you look forward
i still care for you even though you lied

ALL PLATS

keep my calm (luvpurp & jxyy2k)

5 songs in one upload hope u guys enjoy <3

tracklist
1. pages prod @1luvpurp
2. pleading prod @richestofearth & @dimpleb
3. off you went prod @pyu
4. cloud above my head prod @1luvpurp & @dimpleb
5. december (instrumental from "december" by neck deep)

Dear Journal, 1-12-24

✦𓂅⊹ Smiley o Sagashite ──★ ˙ ̟🐇

whyhaze - i'll wait for you (violet)

@y4ndere 

it ws jst u n me 
do not wake my brotha up 
hes havng dreams 
i jst copped some new miharas 
theyrr distressed 
i cldd nvr let u lames get in my head

in the flesh 
eating flesh under blankets 
crucifix around my neck ima stain it
uure the best 
uuree the best !!!
did uukno tht ?? ?v
seen the lights flash 
praying tht we dnt crash

heart threaded by a paper clip 
off 5 xans idek what day it is
necks broken , , ,,
heads swivel when we stepping in
start to hate myself 
im staring down a loaded FNN

every day i wake up suffering 
im loaded up 
u fuck boys r barely buffering
scars on my wrist 
they dntt kno bcz i cover it
ii might jst relapse 
if im still stuck b\4 the summer ends

music video

CrashDumm1eZzz 𒇫 @(シ_ _ )シ @y4ndere @@__

Kankan - Up prod Pilgrim & wave6o

Kankan - Worl Prod T3rps & Whatswrongchase

back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

cry ft maajins

Uploaded for personal listening purposes, DM for takedown
@whyhaze

this world doesn't deserve Uuu

whyhaze - this world doesn't deserve Uuu

@ilyajay

evr since u left, been getting used to it
n they watch my step like im a youtuber
she jus want my seed jus like im utorrent
got all these new cutz
countn up my buks
im fukn shit up
it ain hard 2 see
blunt got my eyes low
who turnd the lites out?
london jeans yuh
chain on me yuh
look at me yuh
gurl watchu see yuh
fine ass jewelry
look at all my features
she kissin on me
she kno she my queen yuh
heres an unfriendly reminder
this choppa got a bite, vampire
ik 1 day they gon find us
ik they cant do it like us

reminder (rexiroh + ajay)

one back 2 u p xashxavier
two mud p rio leyva
three teal p duwopxo
four lirituya p youtube
five what u need p alijah4k
six tina fey p kashik 7k
seven tonya p meta
eight stalin p jaggedcrema

wrong mix 02

g19 bih

Feel like I got poison in my head
I gotta move on
I gotta turn the lights off
I cant feel love anymore
毁掉我的生活(Destroy my life)
快樂給你帶走(you took away our happiness)
逃不到我的心魔(Can't escape my heart)

Hooo~
我擦不到你的笑容(I can't wipe your smile)
Girl I wanna turn back
Lets make it forever last 
Fuck it you got me tear up
You’re not at my side in this last dance
說什麼開花結果?(What do you mean by blossoming?)
Girl you’re playing with my溫柔 （kindness)
情緒將我們拉開 (our emotions drag us apart)
悲傷的我不停的顫抖(I am shivering in my sadness)
Touched your heart it got me bleeding
I cared too much my body’s aching 
Can we reverse yea my heart’s draining 

Girl you thought its a game?
You put my heart in a frame
I feel that
My heart it did turn black 
My heart keeps burning yea Im driving insane 
Still finding my voice back
Maybe we are a mismatch 
我喘一口氣 (I gasped)
旋律已經給你帶走了(you took away my melody)
但是我放不過你 (but I cant let you go)
Cannot stay it so I 後悔 (regret)
Too tired 
For real, I miss her
太累，不想追 (too tired to chase you)
時間就像煙灰 (time is like ashes)
Hooooo~
為什麼你摸不透我的心？(why cant you feel my heart?)
In my heart I got no 秘密 (secret)
Baby I want you smile back
Baby I want you hold my hand 
Baby I want you come back…

lastdance/顫抖(1vansolo)

@jkjmetasco

they wanna see how i’m doing
they wanna watch my movement
i got a lotta influence
stealing my swag like how i do it
few racks yea i just blew it
off of these drugs, euphoria 
i’ll be tv like euphoria
u know i told ya
gimme dat doja
finna shave my head doja
yea they see me blowing up
what’s in my cup, yea i’m pouring up
everything was for ya
doing these drugs, euphoria 
fucking dat bitch, euphoria 
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
tell me yo secret like victoria
calling my phone i know i messed it up
pulling my dreads out cuz ion got no drugs
im boutta pick up cigs, i think i need dat buzz
nah i’m just playing around, u know i only smoke runts
how do u feel now girl
u gotta step in my world
yea, gloves on they can’t see no prints
yea i’m a zombie, can i get brain
killing myself kurt co, wat
killing myself kurt cobain

off of these drugs, euphoria 
she like wats that u pouring up?
i was 16 ion know wat i was doing yea
everybody laugh at me wtf i’m doing yea
they getting mad it’s cuz i’m doing well
she like u good? ion think i’m doing well
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
i’m staying up til 4 am
and i hope i don’t bore ya
what do u care u don’t know too much about me anyway
yea my money heavyweight
all these niggas too fake
doing drugs like rick james
and i know they wanna see me ball
everybody wanna watch me
and they know i been down before
getting money, euphoria 
no girl don’t do too much
yea, yea

euphoria (jxyy2k luvpurp / violet)

prod baz and @1wasterr 
featuring @victxrw

lyrics:
no matter what I say I can't get through to you
you know that it's hard for me so I need you choose
I tried to tell you all of it but you don't have a clue
you know that it's hard for me, it's hard to tell the truth

you don't wanna speak out, but I don't wanna freak out
so won't you tell me what you mean now? (I'll tell you what I mean now)
or all we built is gonna break down

you know that I've always had a lot I wanna say
always had a problem I was hoping I could change
cuz everytime you look at me I look the other way
you know that I'm wishing it would go away

@victxrw
but even with me wishing, it don't go away
it all stays in my mind, running inside of my brain
I'm waiting for a difference or for something to change
but nothing ever moves everything's still the same

it feels like its the winter in 2012
but why am I still frozen when the snow starts to melt?
how could you call me cold when you put me through hell?
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well...

I'm not doing fine, and you can't even tell
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well
I feel like I'm trapped; stuck inside this hell
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well

hard for me w/ victxrw

whyhaze - my heart barely beats prod me and brayam

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

@jkjmetasco

she want free sex, young thug
u want dat bag, nuh uh
she wanna know why i’m not in love
she want free sex, young thug
looking at me, im a young thug
looking at me, u know what’s up
3 grams all in my damn blunt
my pockets fat, dave blunts
yea u wanna be around
wait i’m in da damn ground
wait, u wanna call me now
feel like the rock, take off my shit, throw in da crowd
what’s on my fit, takahashi, ysl
feel like bret hart, best there is and the best there ever was
lil bro take the drugs and mix it up
lil bro get da work and mix it up
i know my bro up in mexico
i know i know sum
u my final girl, eriosah
i know i get dis money but i don’t even post nun 
u not my girl, u want me to propose uh
feel like a pirate, barbossa 
take yo shit like a pirate, u don’t own nun
why u taking my sound, bro get yo own style
762 now it’s a ghost town
talk too much so i know yo bro down
mixing da elements, mixing compounds

ghost story (meta violet)

ddva#8157
@insilenthill
@zombiigang

@ose1y

whyhaze - my heart barely beats prod me and brayam

jordan (@24warmbodies)