w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

drums by @oldyungtoadsage, remaining production, mels / vox / mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying 

Pain
Abbreviated
I burn what i grow
Till its all the same to me

All these fucking games
that they play are lame to me

please talk real
all these bitches fucking sound the same to me...


ill cut you out if you suppress me

all the blood means = growth
++more stress please

i just wanna get these words of my chest please 

step out
from depression 
like i bested it

its my craft 
i invest in it

my hearts not pure
you tested it,
so u know

i strike down
what's best in me

i cut down and rebuild 
what's left of me
on my own 

shawty keep on texting me
u can try 
but u wont see the rest of me

no no no 

my swag so heavenly 
i don't take no pills 
match my energy 
no, u wont

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying

impure

Full of fear w/ Stress (death)

somewhere safe ft. mint + nosgov

@kojowav

when I’m in ur arms, so close to your heart 
That’s the way I like it 
Open up my scars, I don’t mean no harm 
I just Need your guidance 
I just Need to know where you wanna go 
And where it’s gonna take us 
Together we could glo, bright just like the snow
Til it’s gonna break us

I can’t find the right words to say, but maybe I will one day 
and I could never go back, one way 
I just Need to know will you stay?

i dont mean no harm「kojo + senses」

it's good to be in love

prod. decago

lyrics: 

[scrappz]

i keep lookin at my phone but its not her
i was stupid, thought I didn't wanna lose her
i'm fucked up but i'm glad I didn't choose her
her man broke got no bands he a loser

[vaughn]

i cant side
best believe me bitch i tried
i can never do it right
i'm all caught up in your lies
dont wanna hear it bitch u do this every time
just wish i could say we're doing fine

[scrappz]

i'm ridin in my car wit a sidearm
tryna find myself but it's 2 far
everything feels so rushed
theres either no time or 2 much

[vaughn]

there's no time
think i gotta catch up
four-four up in my red cup
bitch im sippin red rum
and now i sit back and see what i've become
i just wish u told me we were done

[scrappz]

i don't think you understand (no)
i'm makin money by myself I don't need a hand
i'm boutta fuck up all the charts
i don't needa plan
all this money in my pockets weighin down my pants (down my pants)
will we ever meet again...
i hope not!
i hope everything we ever had burns down and rots
i hope everything we ever had jus stops... 
and i know u dont care it never entered ur thoughts

[vuaghn]

i cant stand a minute away from you
what is there to do
stuck inside this mood
i was stupid to wait for you
but i didn't know that u were waiting too
so we stopped yea we cut off the talking
whenever i'd see u i'd just continue walking
but its already gone
played me like a pawn
why'd it go so wrong
wish i knew all along

spotify!

lose her

featuring vox + guitar by the talented mr @bleakboi 

/// lyrix / //

(dgtl)
upside down hanging from my toes
b4 i start 2 drown, bby keep me close
actin stupid now, but i kno where this goes
erybody out then i close the door
x3

(bleaky)
bby whatchu think about id like 2 kno 
im looking at the world from the outsole 
iv been wandering around 
id like to roam around 4 a few times more
bby girl my heart is so f*ckin sore
i gotta get out i cant take it no more

frown all u want 
im so cold rn 
mayB we need to move on 
we need 2 rn

(dgtl)
leave me shut in
leave me dying inside
i am nothing
no point in crying 2nite
i cant sleep without a few things weighing on my mind
i dont care whatevr u think, 1 day ill b fine
1 day ill b fine
1 day ill b fine
end of the line
u dont gotta waste ur time saying fake goodbyes

upside down hanging from my toes
b4 i start 2 drown, bby keep me close
actin stupid now, but i kno where this goes
erybody out then i close the door
x2

uʍop ǝpᴉsdn +bleaky [dgtl, bleaky]

w/ @emorave
prod me @stellathepixie

(pixie)
she’s a sea storm
battered in love 
she is something
2 be afraid of
swallow oceans
feel the soft pain
salt in my throat 
gasping her name 

i’ve done what i had
let go of my hand
sheath the blade
walk the other way
watching my skin tear up in the storm
from this lethal war
orchid eyes and rope across your wrist
selling false existence 
to pale and painful puppy eyes
innocent demise
call my bluff and stab me where it stings
you are everything
everyone lucky enough to touch
you can feel the rush
feel adrenaline the fear of care 
this body’s unfair 
im afraid there’s nothing left to want

leave a light on
i feel hints of trust but im not faithful
nightmare love maybe its just exhaustion 
when i get home i’ll feel dark and haunted 
i hate my head

her love’s grizzly
lurking in the gore of every heartbeat
speaking backwards grotesque hospital highs 
lurk with me and and maybe we’ll be alright 
ill bide my time

(emo)
i made this mess
its all my fault i know
can’t deal w the stress
i feel time moving slowly

dont know whats best
my selfish thoughts control me
fever in my chest
wish i could kill the old me

what u doing now
(i don’t know anymore
lying down on the floor
let the pain run it’s course)
look it’s snowing out
(outside it’s freezing cold
feel like a ghost
wish i could float away)

when i get home w/ emorave (pixie)

Hate

@prodpawl4k
@vanda100

FWM - https://www.instagram.com/p/Cu0Q_iYsrXJ/?img_index=1

stare @ da moon thru dis pic
i b so fcked off da liqq
arl b writin up scripture
if u aint wit me then u r my enemy
anakin obi wan u r no friend 2 me
luv gettin faded
nd iluvv gettin faded bt h8 wat i think
bitch leave mi alone lemme drown in ma drink

i was worried
swr were not happy whenevr we think
i got some problems
but now i want urs
i got some problems
i need ur support

dey want my energy :/

i got no enemies
do me wrong
nd i will pray 4 u

nd ill pray 4 u
i am the sun and she is the moon

give it all up i got a habit
arl stirring up havoc
i drown in sin kno im not perfect
decisions i made will b worth it ?

or worthless .
i chose a sin for my purpose
im emptyyyyy
i c u
u luvvv me i h8 u :*

i paint my blood up on da moon
she dont luvv me she luvv what i do
im w da bros we stunt on da roof
ride w the gang ya we da troop

༎ຶ 1min ༎ຶ (pr. pawl4k + vånda)

ily <3
☭☭☭☭☭
#1dgtl #dgtl #digital #1

uʍop ǝpᴉsdn +bleaky [dgtl, bleaky]

1dgtl

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